ryan
happy birthday !!



I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART.

back to blogging.

this week has been such a disapointment.
i totally hate it.

i hate myself.
i hate my life.
i hate everything.

MONDAY

what happened uh ?
oh yeah.
had lessons and all that.
quite a boring day.
went to loyang point after school though.
to do NE project.
but in the end i also neber do larhs.
too lazy.
i went to the playground to meet ryan they all.
so yeah.
had to bring home the stuff to paint larhs.
TUESDAY

awesome day !
left class early for 3 periods
and went to NCC HQ !!
it was so cool there.
we assembled and stripped our rifles.
so gawddamn HEAVY seyy.
but fun larhs overall.
RYAN smsed me.
ask if on last friday
i got hold other guy's hand.
like duh no larhs.
then i ask him who tell him
he say he OVERHEARD.
so yeah.
dont know who larhs.
i fucking swear i'll kill that fucking bitch
who spread rumors.
i cry like hell in the bus to NCC HQ.
can ask syafiqah.
after that went back to school.
i didn know RYAN was still at school though.
so yeah.
fuck lorhs.

WEDNESDAY

N.E project thingy booth day !!
those in charge.
can leave class early to go set up.
then is like.
i wasted my money on buying prata and stuff larhs.
but nebermind larhs.
heck care.
i was supposed to be tending the booth
from 3-3.30
but guess what.
from 2 to 5++ i kena pulled to walk around the school ?!
by eleen 1/2
she bring me to gawk at guys.
seriously larhs.
she nothing better to do.
i complain to my friends.
HAHAS !!
she act chio seh.
say wanna jio ym friend alex.
but turns out.
she is action only larhs.
haiz.
talk about her.
i angry larhs.

anyways.
after school still dont let me go home ?!
she say want to come my house.
wad the hell.
then i think she stupid or something.
i say i walk home with my KOR KOR because got things to say
she say walk behind me ?!
ewww.

THURSDAY

morning go classroom i think
or isit friday.
haiz. i dont know larhs.
but eleen came to me in the morning.
nadia they all also wanted to talk to me.
ue know what eleen say to them ?!
" eh wait, i talk to her first "
fuck seh she.
think she who arh ?
boss my friends around.
wait long long larhs !
i gave her the " talk to my hand " sign (:
i did it !
and i scolded her mother fucking son of a bitch x)
yay !

had oral today after school.
after that went to playground with ryan again.

tired seh.
oral was good (:

FRIDAY

DNT !!
had loads of fun buffering my plastic and polishing it (:
yay !
hahas.
had chinese then geog
then maths
but maths teacher neber come.
happy larhs.
because i neber do finish my maths homework x)


TODAY
21/7/07

had harmony camp from 8-4.45
tired seh
then came back and bath
then go out with mommy to watch harry potter.
sians.
tmr ryan's bdae lerhs.
so yeah.
RYAN honey
i love ue !

yay

time to blog blog blog :D
anyways.
today was awful.
fought with ryan.
because i told him i talked to VARIAN..
and i guess he got jealous or something ):
sowee ryan.

i promise.
i will NEVER do it again.

i love ue sweets !!
eating nachos now X)
i'm turning fat.
tuesday going to NCC headQ
yay !
can skip class.
hahas.
but wearing number 4 till 6+ ?!

eh
i'm insane these few days.
i cant say anything right.
and people hates me.
luckily.
i sorta patched up with JING YI they all already larhs.
i dont hate them.
they say they dont hate me as well already.
no YAY !
anyways.
i picked up this shirt from KOR KOR 's cupboard.
and i carry it around.
because.
ONE REASON
IT SMELLS LIKE RYAN !!!

hahas.
whenever i miss him.
i hug it and smell it.

OBESSESSION !!
hahas.
i dont care though.
i wanna go watch harry potter on monday after school !!
hope mommy allow.


RYAN LEW
DARLING
i love ue !

holy fuck

okays.
i got alot alot to blog about.
but i dont know where to start.
monday was cool.
where did i go huh ?
oh yeah
i went to the playground with ryan before going home.

tuesday was awesome.
after school i went to TM
to get my guitar retuned.
i saw LINA
AMANI
and ATIQAH !!
hahas.
then reached there,
i bought shirley's jie's present.
and then after that,
retuned my guitar.
and went around looking for ryan's b'dae present.

oh gawd.
what a headache.
guys arhs.
i donno what to buy !!!
i wanted to buy a belt for him.
but i didn know which one to get ?!
so yeah.
sians.

so yeah
i haven got his present
and seems to me,
amanda has taken steps forward already.
haiz.


will history repeat itself ?
i'm afraid.

wednesday.
bestest time ever !!
i went to maliah's house after school.
and guess what.
FAROUQ and SHAKEEL all follow us seh.
make us run.
STOOPID GUYS
we made glue from tapoica flour ?!
it was HELL loadsa FUN !!
hahas.
i've got the pictures
but i guess i'll update them some other time (:

THURSDAY
hm
what about it.
i went home quick i think.
or where did i go ?
argh !
i forgot ?!
sorrryyyy !!!
oh yeah
i went to maliah's house again !!
i think..
did our lit at school !!
uh huh!
hahas.
STM.
dont blame me though :x

uh yeah.
TODAY :D
today was cool.
i stayed in school.
and fucking hell
i was being lessed ?
LES sed i mean
this girl
so called my MEI
when i dont even know her.
held my hands
kissed me
and hugged me
EW.
i'm grossed out ?!
and she actually flirted with RYAN LEW ?!!
OMFG
GIRL, his MY boyfriend.
not YOURS.
okays ?!
clear about that ?!

fucking girl.
and and and.
i went home at 5+ and talked to VARIAN abit.
after that,
went for tution and saw JING YI ?!
god.
her butt is ugly
and she has NO boobs at all ?!
show what seh.
FLAT CHESTED !!!
hahas.
okies
i'm mean
but i dont care ?!

22th july.
is the love
of RYAN LEW
and MELISSA CHUA :D
because.
it's RYAN 's bdae !!
i think i shall get him a belt then..
hahas.

okays

update finally (:
MONDAY
i went to the beach with maria
maliah
syafiqah
and nadia.
had alot of fun.
we all play sand and water.
i walked home with maria,
only in our socks.
because our shoes were wet.
so yeah.
like freaks like that.
haiz.
monday's done (:
and i haven done finish my homework.
TUESDAY
had NCC.
injured my bloody wrist.
because kana made to do pumpings by the seniors ?!
wad the hell sia.
dhen told us.
this sunday 8/7/07
must go NCC head Q
for NCC day.
ue know go there for what ?
go there as AUDIENCE :D
lucky in skirt the uniform
if not is i confirm dont want to go lurhs.
i want go because can skip tuition larhs.
i haven finish my tuition homework.
WEDNESDAY
woke up late
went to school to meet syafiqah.
dhen we talk alot larhs.
i didn touch anything the whole day.
because wrist still pain.
so yeah.
dhen after school went donno where
go see doctor.
daddy bring me (:
wait so fucking long sia.
so many people.
then the doctor like want to break my wrist seh.
so pain !!
so yeah.
after that went home to sleep (:
oh yeah.
not to forget,
during MT class. SANDY pointed middle finger at me
fuck bitch !!!
THURSDAY
had the bandage over my wrist.
people see liao
ask what happen..
diao.
like obvious injured ?
but neberminds larhs.
they concern marhs (:
dhen GLEN CHANG say what is the apple thingy
go to hell sia ue.
hahas.
its not larhs.
its this thingy.
i donno how to explain.
FRIDAY
YAY !!
i think i posted on this already.
me and ryan derh 6 month anniversary (:
hahas.
so yeah.
i had donno what thingy after school.
so yeah.
USM jean wanted to check our uniform.
so changed for her to check larhs.
after that we all went back home.
i didn
i was feeling crappy.
so did NADIA
and MALIAH ( or maybe not )

here's the story.

we all had a friend (*)
hr name was *
and we all tot we were friends.
btu on friday.
we found out we were not.
because is like.
* asked all the malay girls.
excluding me,nadia and maliah.
to go to white sands together.
okays.
maybe we're just being sensitive.
but its like.
her expression on her face,
when she sees either 3 of us ?!
can tell she hates us larhs.
but if so,
should she just bloody tell us what is wrong ?!
instead,tell us she miss us and all that ?!
fucking hell.
i dont understand *
and i asked syafiqah.
if * hated us.
dhen she say * is depressed enough.
ask me dont make trouble.
okays.
maybe iam.
but its like.
aint she being too selfish ?!
she depressed we are not isit ?!
the world does NOT revolve around her.
i certainly know * knows i'm talking about her .
because its so obvious.
but that is if
she even comes HERE to see.
well.
i dont care.

i went to the playground alone to cry.
NADIA was moody so she stayed at school with MALIAH.
after that,
RYAN came along.
thanks sweetheart (:

TODAY
oh gawd.
today.
i bought a GUITAR (:

yay !
and i know how to play some songs already.
simple songs larhs.
anyways.
who knows.
the frets for GUITAR
song.
DO YOU KNOW
by some guy.
i donno how to spell his name .
paii seh.

SUNDAY
tommorrow i going to NCC HQ from 5 to 10 xP
yay !
hahas.
homework i haven even touched them ):
sad.
neberminds.
enough blogging for a day.
BYE BLOG :D

complain time !

anwyas.
some of the chinese girls in 1/5 totally sucks.

for example.
i can give;
SANDY TEO ZHI WEI
YAN JING YI
VALERIE TAN

okays.
3 lesbos.
acting cool.
YAN JING YI LOVES so many many
guys.
well,
all i can say is.
some of them are only abit above average.
but the rest of them are exactly like SHIIIIIIITTT !!

gawd.
no taste at all ?!
and not to forget.
she has a POOR fashion sense.
tell me.
who wears a yellow top,
a black mini skirt,
a yellow tights, and a black headband +
yellow slippers out ?!

ew.
i know i'm mean.
but i think she deserves it.

who cares about her and her lesbo friends ?!
i dont.

SANDY TEO ZHI WEI
gawd.
even her name's sound gay.
she pointed a middle finger at me ?!
what the fuck sia she.
i also never do anything wrong to her sia.
like what sia.
she act big fuck.
stare at me and syafiqah and nadia WHOLE DAY.
must be at home eat too much go school nothing to do rights ?
most probably barhs.
no wonder all of them so " fat "
hahas.

VALERIE TAN FU FANG
ew.
i wanna puke.
she rebonded her hair.
straight i guess.
she thinks she's a chio bu.
because in fencing marhs.
i tell my jie jies then see how.
hahas.

anwyas.
ALL 3 of them.
are bloody bitches.
they sell themselves to people.
and know what ?
they even have to pay the people to buy them.
how cheap can they go ?!
hahas.
condoms they also must ask the people to pay for them
because they are already broke.
hahas.
BITCHES.

FUCKK OFF seh
dont stare stare.
later eyeball drop out.

will be back to blog later.
bye BLOG :D

fucking hell !

anyways.
today is me and RYAN LEW 's
6th month anniversary :D

yay !
happy anniversary darling !
i love you manymany !
muackxxx.

x3x3x3x3x3
hahas.