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Friday, August 31, 2007
clockey.
Oh well.
Clock’s not online now.
I thought I would see him online.
He didn reply to my sms just now.
Kinda sad.
I was in tuition.
With my phone on my lap.
Hoping to just get a reply.
But no.
No replies.
So yeah.
Haiyoh
I care so much for what ?
It sounds stupid to say
I care so much for everything that clock do or don’t do.
Like as if he’s my bf.
But that’s not it.
Maliah says I’m crazy today.
I told her the reason why.
And she said I keep blushing.
Funny huh.
I guess its only me who blush and goes crazy over minor stuff.
Can say is easily contented.
I even had the appetite to eat my dinner.
Because of some things clock said to me.
Because in the midst of dinner I saw his sms.
I replied.
But he only replied once.
Pathetically, I’m the one who is dumb at this.
Who knows.
Some person told me.
Its hard to get clock to like a girl.
And if its true,
I don’t think clock actually likes me.
Oh well.
I shall wait till he comes online.
Hopefully he comes online soon.
Clock
I miss you.
My eyes are burning.
And I’m crying.
But I cant find anyone to call and talk to.
Clock aint that close to me yet.
Because we only spoke like 4 sentences and said hi in school.
The most is on msn.
Which is now that he is offline.
Sad lah.
Haiz.
But I guess clock wont be here to read my blog again.
Because I didn put the blog link as my MSN personal message alr.
Maybe he doesn even like me.
Hey maybe this was all a dream.
Oh boy.
I don’t wanna wake up from this dream leh.
I want continue dreaming.
Maybe this was all a pretence.
Maybe its like.
He don’t mean what he says.
Aiyah.
What ever lah.
I like him means I like him.
I’m saying all these because I’m quite unsure.
Whether what he says is the truth or not.
Sorry clockey.
If you ever come back here to read this.
Treat this blog as a rubbish bin for a crazy girl (:
Okay.
Enough about him.
Just now had tuition.
Was quite fun lah.
Because the teacher was teaching us about polygons.
And all me and maliah could do was to see phone and chat.
After that skip class for a while.
We went to our secret escapade.
The staircase !
And guess what.
Maliah was busying smsing this guy.
While I was like blasting music on my phone.
And like..
Kinda singing lah.
Worst thing is that ;
When I was like half screaming my lungs out,
Singing ( not screaming actually )
A few guys rushed in.
And ran down the stairs.
It was so embarrassing !
Then I just stopped singing lah.
Pretend I’m humming.
Then they go down the stairs alr.
Still keep staring at me and maliah.
Anways.
Today was GOOD (:
Got to see clock the whole day :D
1/7 was supposed to be on the 2nd floor.
Outside DNT room.
But it was so crowded.
Me florentina and nadia asked ms shelia if we could go up.
She was like.
Go lah.
Then we ran to the 4th story.
The 4th story was mainly filled with sec 3 people.
So yeah.
Pathetic.
We like so extra lah.
But got better view of everything happening and got to breathe in fresh air :D
I saw clock and smiled at him.
He’s the only one I smiled for in this way.
( squint eyes a bit and SMILE )
hahas.
I thought I looked retarded.
But no matter what.
Clock is still hot aites !
I miss clockey.
He hasn come online.
After the games and all that,
Saw clock.
Smiled at him again.
And he smiled back only ONCE.
Hahas.
Okay that’s weird.
Then it was the 1 hour long break.
Saw clock again (:
I see clock like so often.
Then after that,
I saw Michael and he han.
I was asking.
If clock was going on stage.
Then they were like no.
Then I was like.
Chey. I thought he was going on stage.
I guess it was the wrong reaction.
Then they found out about clock.
):
shit lah.
A lot of people know who clock is already ):
Maybe some people would say I’m copying syafiqah.
But syafiqah.
I’m really sorry if I have copied you in anyway.
But this is me.
I have to give clock a nick-name.
I wouldn want any one to know about clock.
After that I fell on the floor.
):
pain pain lah my knee.
Then after that go back to parade ground.
Saw clock again !
And its clock’s bdae today !
Yay !
Happy burdae clock (:
Wish you everlasting happiness :D
And hope you smile every day xP
He hasn come online ):
Aiyah.
After that go to hall for don’t know what award ceremony.
Sat with Michael and akiru.
Made a new friend called Leroy.
(:
today’s post is LONG.
3rd post for the day.
After that the thing lasted 1 ½ hours.
Went back to class to get report book.
Previous post alr stated my grades aye ?
Hahas.
I’m dumb I know.
After that went to LPS with liang xian and jeremiah.
Saw all the other guys.
They all make fun of me and insult me ):
Because now I’m the shortest around.
They all like.
Look straight and pretend not to see me.
Then after that say.
Eh where is Melissa arh ? I cant see her.
Very mean hor !
Then I got to hug creshelle and the others.
JIAXI look so chio.
LIYI like princess type.
And yeah.
A lot more others lah.
I’m just too lazy to continue typing about this.
After that came home at 3
Went on msn and wait for clock to come online lorhs.
Hahas.
I love you clock (:
<3
but I know you don’t like me a lot.
But that’s okay with you rights ?
Clock
Come online now please ?
At least let me say a proper bye bye before I go to sleep and not talk to
You for the next few days ?
And hopefully you wont forget who Melissa chua from 1/7 is by then (:
Don’t forget me aites ?
Miss me 0kies ?
Because I’ll miss you (:
Clock’s not online now.
I thought I would see him online.
He didn reply to my sms just now.
Kinda sad.
I was in tuition.
With my phone on my lap.
Hoping to just get a reply.
But no.
No replies.
So yeah.
Haiyoh
I care so much for what ?
It sounds stupid to say
I care so much for everything that clock do or don’t do.
Like as if he’s my bf.
But that’s not it.
Maliah says I’m crazy today.
I told her the reason why.
And she said I keep blushing.
Funny huh.
I guess its only me who blush and goes crazy over minor stuff.
Can say is easily contented.
I even had the appetite to eat my dinner.
Because of some things clock said to me.
Because in the midst of dinner I saw his sms.
I replied.
But he only replied once.
Pathetically, I’m the one who is dumb at this.
Who knows.
Some person told me.
Its hard to get clock to like a girl.
And if its true,
I don’t think clock actually likes me.
Oh well.
I shall wait till he comes online.
Hopefully he comes online soon.
Clock
I miss you.
My eyes are burning.
And I’m crying.
But I cant find anyone to call and talk to.
Clock aint that close to me yet.
Because we only spoke like 4 sentences and said hi in school.
The most is on msn.
Which is now that he is offline.
Sad lah.
Haiz.
But I guess clock wont be here to read my blog again.
Because I didn put the blog link as my MSN personal message alr.
Maybe he doesn even like me.
Hey maybe this was all a dream.
Oh boy.
I don’t wanna wake up from this dream leh.
I want continue dreaming.
Maybe this was all a pretence.
Maybe its like.
He don’t mean what he says.
Aiyah.
What ever lah.
I like him means I like him.
I’m saying all these because I’m quite unsure.
Whether what he says is the truth or not.
Sorry clockey.
If you ever come back here to read this.
Treat this blog as a rubbish bin for a crazy girl (:
Okay.
Enough about him.
Just now had tuition.
Was quite fun lah.
Because the teacher was teaching us about polygons.
And all me and maliah could do was to see phone and chat.
After that skip class for a while.
We went to our secret escapade.
The staircase !
And guess what.
Maliah was busying smsing this guy.
While I was like blasting music on my phone.
And like..
Kinda singing lah.
Worst thing is that ;
When I was like half screaming my lungs out,
Singing ( not screaming actually )
A few guys rushed in.
And ran down the stairs.
It was so embarrassing !
Then I just stopped singing lah.
Pretend I’m humming.
Then they go down the stairs alr.
Still keep staring at me and maliah.
Anways.
Today was GOOD (:
Got to see clock the whole day :D
1/7 was supposed to be on the 2nd floor.
Outside DNT room.
But it was so crowded.
Me florentina and nadia asked ms shelia if we could go up.
She was like.
Go lah.
Then we ran to the 4th story.
The 4th story was mainly filled with sec 3 people.
So yeah.
Pathetic.
We like so extra lah.
But got better view of everything happening and got to breathe in fresh air :D
I saw clock and smiled at him.
He’s the only one I smiled for in this way.
( squint eyes a bit and SMILE )
hahas.
I thought I looked retarded.
But no matter what.
Clock is still hot aites !
I miss clockey.
He hasn come online.
After the games and all that,
Saw clock.
Smiled at him again.
And he smiled back only ONCE.
Hahas.
Okay that’s weird.
Then it was the 1 hour long break.
Saw clock again (:
I see clock like so often.
Then after that,
I saw Michael and he han.
I was asking.
If clock was going on stage.
Then they were like no.
Then I was like.
Chey. I thought he was going on stage.
I guess it was the wrong reaction.
Then they found out about clock.
):
shit lah.
A lot of people know who clock is already ):
Maybe some people would say I’m copying syafiqah.
But syafiqah.
I’m really sorry if I have copied you in anyway.
But this is me.
I have to give clock a nick-name.
I wouldn want any one to know about clock.
After that I fell on the floor.
):
pain pain lah my knee.
Then after that go back to parade ground.
Saw clock again !
And its clock’s bdae today !
Yay !
Happy burdae clock (:
Wish you everlasting happiness :D
And hope you smile every day xP
He hasn come online ):
Aiyah.
After that go to hall for don’t know what award ceremony.
Sat with Michael and akiru.
Made a new friend called Leroy.
(:
today’s post is LONG.
3rd post for the day.
After that the thing lasted 1 ½ hours.
Went back to class to get report book.
Previous post alr stated my grades aye ?
Hahas.
I’m dumb I know.
After that went to LPS with liang xian and jeremiah.
Saw all the other guys.
They all make fun of me and insult me ):
Because now I’m the shortest around.
They all like.
Look straight and pretend not to see me.
Then after that say.
Eh where is Melissa arh ? I cant see her.
Very mean hor !
Then I got to hug creshelle and the others.
JIAXI look so chio.
LIYI like princess type.
And yeah.
A lot more others lah.
I’m just too lazy to continue typing about this.
After that came home at 3
Went on msn and wait for clock to come online lorhs.
Hahas.
I love you clock (:
<3
but I know you don’t like me a lot.
But that’s okay with you rights ?
Clock
Come online now please ?
At least let me say a proper bye bye before I go to sleep and not talk to
You for the next few days ?
And hopefully you wont forget who Melissa chua from 1/7 is by then (:
Don’t forget me aites ?
Miss me 0kies ?
Because I’ll miss you (:
HADI i like you (:
Clock clock clock
Can you come online now?
I’m waiting desperately for you to come online.
Its your birthday.
But you didn tell me earlier.
I found out from nadia.
Whose sister is namira.
You avoiding me isit ?
Today I smiled at you in school like tons of times.
But you only smiled back like a few times.
Do you even like me ?
I highly doubt so.
I guess I had my hopes too high though.
I should have known.
I’m dumb so what can I do ?
During the upper sec games.
You walk over from my block to the block opposite my block.
I was sad okay.
Then after that,
I walked down to the canteen using the staircase that
You were using.
You only smiled once.
I was devastated.
I miss you badly.
Why cant you just come online right this instance ?
I know clock, you wont know how I actually feel.
I know you wont come to this pathetic blog of mine to waste your time
Reading post about a guy named clock.
I bet you don’t even know I nick-named you clock though.
Now I’m just anticipating your coming online on MSN.
Hopefully you would come online before I leave my house
For tuition.
And after tuition,
Hopefully I’ll see you online.
And can talk to you on MSN before I have to go and sleep.
Now I’m going to have to pack my bag.
I’m bored and tired.
Really miss you a lot clock.
I even have your picture in my phone you know.
You wont know.
I know.
I wanna buck up my courage and say
I like you a lot.
Seriously.
I know what you meant what you said to me last night.
You meant to say that
Now we’re just friends.
Most probably we’ll still be friends in the near future.
But no.
I don’t want to be just friends.
Okay.
Maybe I’m thinking too much.
There are lotsa lotsa other girls who are much prettier than me.
Not saying I’m pretty because I’m ugly.
And there are much cuter girls out there.
I can never truly be the one you really like.
I feel so inferior though.
And maliah,
Cheer up.
Don’t let THAT thing bother you so much.
Its hard to let go after some time.
But you would get over it sooner or later.
And always remember
I’m here for you
To help you in whatever I can.
But for THAT thing.
I cant ony give you advises and tips on how to solve it.
I cant really help.
I’m a outsider.
I wouldn know how you actually feel.
When these type of things happen,
Normally it’s the feelings in us that confuses our thinking.
And that’s why we must plan and think carefully before making a decision.
I’ll always stand by you.
And you can count on me for that (:
Got my report book today.
Happily.
I didn fail any subjects though :D
ENGLISH : C6
CHINESE : A2
MATHS : B3
SCIENCE : B4
GEOG : B3
LIT : B4
DNT : A1
ART : B3
Oh well.
Clock,
If you ever come to my blog,
Hopefully you would understand how I feel.
And I thought maybe I’m freaking you out.
Because I’m being nice.
If that’s the case why I feel your avoiding me,
Accept my apologies ?
SORRY clock.
Didn mean it at all.
Can you come online now?
I’m waiting desperately for you to come online.
Its your birthday.
But you didn tell me earlier.
I found out from nadia.
Whose sister is namira.
You avoiding me isit ?
Today I smiled at you in school like tons of times.
But you only smiled back like a few times.
Do you even like me ?
I highly doubt so.
I guess I had my hopes too high though.
I should have known.
I’m dumb so what can I do ?
During the upper sec games.
You walk over from my block to the block opposite my block.
I was sad okay.
Then after that,
I walked down to the canteen using the staircase that
You were using.
You only smiled once.
I was devastated.
I miss you badly.
Why cant you just come online right this instance ?
I know clock, you wont know how I actually feel.
I know you wont come to this pathetic blog of mine to waste your time
Reading post about a guy named clock.
I bet you don’t even know I nick-named you clock though.
Now I’m just anticipating your coming online on MSN.
Hopefully you would come online before I leave my house
For tuition.
And after tuition,
Hopefully I’ll see you online.
And can talk to you on MSN before I have to go and sleep.
Now I’m going to have to pack my bag.
I’m bored and tired.
Really miss you a lot clock.
I even have your picture in my phone you know.
You wont know.
I know.
I wanna buck up my courage and say
I like you a lot.
Seriously.
I know what you meant what you said to me last night.
You meant to say that
Now we’re just friends.
Most probably we’ll still be friends in the near future.
But no.
I don’t want to be just friends.
Okay.
Maybe I’m thinking too much.
There are lotsa lotsa other girls who are much prettier than me.
Not saying I’m pretty because I’m ugly.
And there are much cuter girls out there.
I can never truly be the one you really like.
I feel so inferior though.
And maliah,
Cheer up.
Don’t let THAT thing bother you so much.
Its hard to let go after some time.
But you would get over it sooner or later.
And always remember
I’m here for you
To help you in whatever I can.
But for THAT thing.
I cant ony give you advises and tips on how to solve it.
I cant really help.
I’m a outsider.
I wouldn know how you actually feel.
When these type of things happen,
Normally it’s the feelings in us that confuses our thinking.
And that’s why we must plan and think carefully before making a decision.
I’ll always stand by you.
And you can count on me for that (:
Got my report book today.
Happily.
I didn fail any subjects though :D
ENGLISH : C6
CHINESE : A2
MATHS : B3
SCIENCE : B4
GEOG : B3
LIT : B4
DNT : A1
ART : B3
Oh well.
Clock,
If you ever come to my blog,
Hopefully you would understand how I feel.
And I thought maybe I’m freaking you out.
Because I’m being nice.
If that’s the case why I feel your avoiding me,
Accept my apologies ?
SORRY clock.
Didn mean it at all.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
CLOCK
HELLO people.
back to blogging again.
hahas.
so how does the pictures look ?
i think i look like a mofu slaughtered chicken ;x
neways.
today was okay i guess.
abit on to EMOing.
had geography.
told teacher that i didn do my homework was because
my grand pa went to hospital.
but seriously,
he was.
and i went to the hospital.
so yeah.
no time to get my homework done at all.
so yeah.
teacher say can pass up tmr though.
and i havent gotten it done yet.
sad.
tomorrow is teacher's day (:
TO ALL TEACHERS (:
happy teacher's day people ! thanks for all the guidance you gave us :D for some teachers that we like ( me , maliah and syafiqah ) we have something specially for you guys ! HAPPY TEACHERS DAY !
i like CLOCK.
not many people know who CLOCK is though.
only AZLIN knows.
btu i know she wont leak my secret (:
i confessed to CLOCK.
he's cute (:
i like CLOCK :D
anwyays.
today was supposed to go to some camp.
for the army open house.
but i didn go.
no consent form marhs.
so me and maliah and syafiah skipped maths sub
and went to maliah's house.
to pack the surprises for teachers' day (:
then when i was having geography,
CLOCK walked past !
he so cute !
then he smiled :D
after that i had my p.e
and its like we take height and weight.
guess what,
i didn grow taller !
dman it lah !
and i gained 1/2 a kg.
oh gawd,
later i still same height,
i become overweight and need to go for TOUGH CLUB how ?!
die man !
haiyoh.
i'm now talking to CLOCK on MSN
his smile so sweet (:
i miss CLOCK !
CLOCK went for dinner.
l0l.
hopefully he coes back before i need to get off the computer.
my prepaid's seriously LOW.
dont bother topping up anyways.
maybe later coming back online.
so shit lah kay ?
I <3 CLOCK :D
back to blogging again.
hahas.
so how does the pictures look ?
i think i look like a mofu slaughtered chicken ;x
neways.
today was okay i guess.
abit on to EMOing.
had geography.
told teacher that i didn do my homework was because
my grand pa went to hospital.
but seriously,
he was.
and i went to the hospital.
so yeah.
no time to get my homework done at all.
so yeah.
teacher say can pass up tmr though.
and i havent gotten it done yet.
sad.
tomorrow is teacher's day (:
TO ALL TEACHERS (:
happy teacher's day people ! thanks for all the guidance you gave us :D for some teachers that we like ( me , maliah and syafiqah ) we have something specially for you guys ! HAPPY TEACHERS DAY !
i like CLOCK.
not many people know who CLOCK is though.
only AZLIN knows.
btu i know she wont leak my secret (:
i confessed to CLOCK.
he's cute (:
i like CLOCK :D
anwyays.
today was supposed to go to some camp.
for the army open house.
but i didn go.
no consent form marhs.
so me and maliah and syafiah skipped maths sub
and went to maliah's house.
to pack the surprises for teachers' day (:
then when i was having geography,
CLOCK walked past !
he so cute !
then he smiled :D
after that i had my p.e
and its like we take height and weight.
guess what,
i didn grow taller !
dman it lah !
and i gained 1/2 a kg.
oh gawd,
later i still same height,
i become overweight and need to go for TOUGH CLUB how ?!
die man !
haiyoh.
i'm now talking to CLOCK on MSN
his smile so sweet (:
i miss CLOCK !
CLOCK went for dinner.
l0l.
hopefully he coes back before i need to get off the computer.
my prepaid's seriously LOW.
dont bother topping up anyways.
maybe later coming back online.
so shit lah kay ?
I <3 CLOCK :D
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
oh gawd.
ANONYMOUS
HEY YOU
YOUR FUCKING PISSING ME OFF AITES. I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE,
WHAT YOU TRYING TO GET ACROSS, OR WHAT YOUR MOTIVE IS. FUCK OFF !
SO WHAT IF I DISGUST YOU, I DONT THINK YOU WERE EVEN WELCOMED HERE
IN MY BLOG . EXCUSE ME !? AND I FUCKING THOUGHT YOU SAID I WASN WORTH THE TIME ? SO WHY YOU EVEN COMING BACK TO CHECK OUT WHAT'S BEING TAGGED AT MY BOARD HUH ? YOU MIGHT BE A GUY, YOU MIGHT BE A GIRL, I DONT CARE. YOU HAVE FUCKING NO
VAGINA AND NO DICK.
GET THAT FACT STRAIGHT ? SO YOU SHOULD MOTHERFUCKING GET YOUR ASS OFF MY BLOG. AND I MEAN IT. I KNOW YOUR IP ADDRESS. GET LOST !
woah.
anonymous is so fucking pissing me off.
anyways.
i'm getting his/ her IP address later.
if ANONYMOUS you come back,
i'll block you.
no mood to say anything.
thanks for the tags guys (:
really appreciated it :D
anyways,
HAPPY 100th post :D
and and and.
the previous post is about photos only.
dont mind.
going to thailand soon though.
on the 1 september.
CHILDREN's DAY (:
then coming back on the 4th september i think.
i'm not going to be able to blog ):
sad.
gotta go off soon.
ryan's calling me.
REPLIES TO TAG.
MALIAH : its okay. i feel like imma bitch too.ily too <3
LIANG XIAN : hm. perhaps. oh yeah. if you wan her photo. other time remind
me.i go take and then send to you. you should know which HER
i'm talking about rights ? thanks for defending me (:
GWEN : gwen, thanks babe (: for defending me. really appreciated it (x
JIA XI : MEI i'll link you now (: thanks for defending me like that :D
DR.JACH : orhs. thank you :DD thanks so much you guys <33
SYAFIQAH : confused ? huh ? what thing you confused ? oh THAT thing.
neways.Mustaqin is my new abang angkat :D
MARIA : thanks MARIA <33 ily my evil twin :D
AMAN : o.o serious ? but i dont think anzell's the one. i think.
ANZELL : oh. okay. my friends thought you might be anonymous. but i
dont think so. you dont seem to be those type of people. i
hate anonymous. and NO i dont have a new bf. i'm still
SINGLE :D
OMFG.
i so love you guys :D
thanks for defending me mans.
<333333
HEY YOU
YOUR FUCKING PISSING ME OFF AITES. I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE,
WHAT YOU TRYING TO GET ACROSS, OR WHAT YOUR MOTIVE IS. FUCK OFF !
SO WHAT IF I DISGUST YOU, I DONT THINK YOU WERE EVEN WELCOMED HERE
IN MY BLOG . EXCUSE ME !? AND I FUCKING THOUGHT YOU SAID I WASN WORTH THE TIME ? SO WHY YOU EVEN COMING BACK TO CHECK OUT WHAT'S BEING TAGGED AT MY BOARD HUH ? YOU MIGHT BE A GUY, YOU MIGHT BE A GIRL, I DONT CARE. YOU HAVE FUCKING NO
VAGINA AND NO DICK.
GET THAT FACT STRAIGHT ? SO YOU SHOULD MOTHERFUCKING GET YOUR ASS OFF MY BLOG. AND I MEAN IT. I KNOW YOUR IP ADDRESS. GET LOST !
woah.
anonymous is so fucking pissing me off.
anyways.
i'm getting his/ her IP address later.
if ANONYMOUS you come back,
i'll block you.
no mood to say anything.
thanks for the tags guys (:
really appreciated it :D
anyways,
HAPPY 100th post :D
and and and.
the previous post is about photos only.
dont mind.
going to thailand soon though.
on the 1 september.
CHILDREN's DAY (:
then coming back on the 4th september i think.
i'm not going to be able to blog ):
sad.
gotta go off soon.
ryan's calling me.
REPLIES TO TAG.
MALIAH : its okay. i feel like imma bitch too.ily too <3
LIANG XIAN : hm. perhaps. oh yeah. if you wan her photo. other time remind
me.i go take and then send to you. you should know which HER
i'm talking about rights ? thanks for defending me (:
GWEN : gwen, thanks babe (: for defending me. really appreciated it (x
JIA XI : MEI i'll link you now (: thanks for defending me like that :D
DR.JACH : orhs. thank you :DD thanks so much you guys <33
SYAFIQAH : confused ? huh ? what thing you confused ? oh THAT thing.
neways.Mustaqin is my new abang angkat :D
MARIA : thanks MARIA <33 ily my evil twin :D
AMAN : o.o serious ? but i dont think anzell's the one. i think.
ANZELL : oh. okay. my friends thought you might be anonymous. but i
dont think so. you dont seem to be those type of people. i
hate anonymous. and NO i dont have a new bf. i'm still
SINGLE :D
OMFG.
i so love you guys :D
thanks for defending me mans.
<333333
Saturday, August 25, 2007
sad
ye ye got into the hospital today ):
because he had numb hands and spoke nonsense.
and i skipped tuition today just to go to the hospital to visit him.
i'm such a filial grandaughter.
oh right, as if, i just wanted to go see how he was and to skip tuition though.
and some fucking ANONYMOUS whatever larh.
said i disgust him/her.
ANONYMOUS; in what way do i disgust you ?
please make yourself clear. and at least i state my name if i were to fucking go
critise someone though. so now what ? your going to say the pot calling the kettle black ? excuse me. next time ue wanna critise anyone, i rather say, please state your name. which is which, unless you are afraid that i might exact revenge for myself for you critising me ? or that you are ashamed of the name your parents gave to you ? oh well, either way, i feel pity for you.
so yeah ANONYMOUS ; hopefully you come and read this shoutout to you,
and state your name if you still wanna continue critising me on my blog. THANKS (:
today was tiring though.
came back from outram.
was there to visit ye ye.
after that,
my ah kim and kor kor came along.
*kor kor is what i call my elder cousin.( male )
and and and.
after that ate at this food center.
at first i was complaining about the heat.
but after that,
it was fine.
went to buy orh luat ( fried osyters )
hokkien mee.
char kway teow
char siew noodles
qing cao water ( grass jelly )
yeap.
i thought i was damn hungry,
turns out, i wasn.
because everything i bought,
i only ate a little.
and i'm still feeling hungry.
but no appetite to eat.
will blog like later at night.
when daddy goes to sleep.
he keeps bugging me to get off the computer .
fucker !
because he had numb hands and spoke nonsense.
and i skipped tuition today just to go to the hospital to visit him.
i'm such a filial grandaughter.
oh right, as if, i just wanted to go see how he was and to skip tuition though.
and some fucking ANONYMOUS whatever larh.
said i disgust him/her.
ANONYMOUS; in what way do i disgust you ?
please make yourself clear. and at least i state my name if i were to fucking go
critise someone though. so now what ? your going to say the pot calling the kettle black ? excuse me. next time ue wanna critise anyone, i rather say, please state your name. which is which, unless you are afraid that i might exact revenge for myself for you critising me ? or that you are ashamed of the name your parents gave to you ? oh well, either way, i feel pity for you.
so yeah ANONYMOUS ; hopefully you come and read this shoutout to you,
and state your name if you still wanna continue critising me on my blog. THANKS (:
today was tiring though.
came back from outram.
was there to visit ye ye.
after that,
my ah kim and kor kor came along.
*kor kor is what i call my elder cousin.( male )
and and and.
after that ate at this food center.
at first i was complaining about the heat.
but after that,
it was fine.
went to buy orh luat ( fried osyters )
hokkien mee.
char kway teow
char siew noodles
qing cao water ( grass jelly )
yeap.
i thought i was damn hungry,
turns out, i wasn.
because everything i bought,
i only ate a little.
and i'm still feeling hungry.
but no appetite to eat.
will blog like later at night.
when daddy goes to sleep.
he keeps bugging me to get off the computer .
fucker !
Friday, August 24, 2007
suckish day
bad bad day.
i got scolded by mr syaffi yesterday.
because i folded my skirt.
fuck mans.
then he say whad i working in nightclub lounge.
fuck seh.
dhen like today is so pissing me off larh !
now like fighting with ryan on the phone !!
fuck.
because he keeps saying that i neber study.
CB larhs.
i got study lorhs.
come back home also cant use computer mehs ?
CB.
anyways.
today is having TEACHER 's day dinner.
so we all have to go home at the let off time.
after that i take ryan 's p.e shirt.
dhen he chase after me.
HAHA.
RYAN IS MY NEW BESTIE :DD
after that we both go basket ball court to meet bing xiang to play
basketball.
but then i neber play.
because..
i dont know how to play marhs :X
HAHAS.
but ryan bing xiang and glen play lurhs.
its nearing to 1 week breakup lerhs (:
after that at 3 i left.
RYAN send me home.
at central dhere.
met mr fucking singh.
he scold me for folding my skirt.
and because i got no name tag.
eeyer.
fuck seh.
dhen scold ryan because he neber tuck in shirt and neber cut his fringe.
he say must go home tell parents and on monday
must go see him.
report to him larhs.
i good girl.
i came back got tell mommy.
but i tell her i go central buy things
then is the skirt uncomfortable
so adjusting .
then mr singh anyhow say.
mommy believed me though :X
so actually i'm a bad girl.
anyways.
I LIKE MY NEW BESTIE :D
i got scolded by mr syaffi yesterday.
because i folded my skirt.
fuck mans.
then he say whad i working in nightclub lounge.
fuck seh.
dhen like today is so pissing me off larh !
now like fighting with ryan on the phone !!
fuck.
because he keeps saying that i neber study.
CB larhs.
i got study lorhs.
come back home also cant use computer mehs ?
CB.
anyways.
today is having TEACHER 's day dinner.
so we all have to go home at the let off time.
after that i take ryan 's p.e shirt.
dhen he chase after me.
HAHA.
RYAN IS MY NEW BESTIE :DD
after that we both go basket ball court to meet bing xiang to play
basketball.
but then i neber play.
because..
i dont know how to play marhs :X
HAHAS.
but ryan bing xiang and glen play lurhs.
its nearing to 1 week breakup lerhs (:
after that at 3 i left.
RYAN send me home.
at central dhere.
met mr fucking singh.
he scold me for folding my skirt.
and because i got no name tag.
eeyer.
fuck seh.
dhen scold ryan because he neber tuck in shirt and neber cut his fringe.
he say must go home tell parents and on monday
must go see him.
report to him larhs.
i good girl.
i came back got tell mommy.
but i tell her i go central buy things
then is the skirt uncomfortable
so adjusting .
then mr singh anyhow say.
mommy believed me though :X
so actually i'm a bad girl.
anyways.
I LIKE MY NEW BESTIE :D
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
super duper FUN (:
(:
today was super uper duper FUN :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAHH (:
morning went to maliah house,
to kinda prepare for syafiqah's surprise.
her bdae marhs.
we met her there,
then we both pretend forgot about her present.
then we surprise her with a spongbob pillow-massager.
lol.
i know it sounds weird.
but its the truth isnt it maliah ?
dhen we ate our breakfast.
syaf didn eat.
me and maliah did.
HAPPY MEAL (:
we both got the cute cute pony.
after that we went to seven eleven at loyang point.
could not find the chocolates syaf wanted.
so we go sheng siong.
syaf mistook shop and save for sheng siong though.
:XX
HAHA.
after that,
bought already,
went to school.
so many people go say happy bdae to syaf.
and she got alot of presents (:
she popular marhs :DD
after that got critical writing.
some people neber do because they go for some survey.
after that % kinda argued with $
kinda pissed % off for the start of the day larhs.
after that at guitar lesson,
$ pissed me off as well.
guess she spoiled my day as well lorhs.
after that got english,
do writing.
after that got lunch.
i played with the pony.
comb dhe hair.
aiyah,
boring lurhs.
got scolded in maths and science for nort doing
my homework.
my seet was EVILLL
dont let me go toilet.
after that,
i managed to go.
he was like asking me.
" melissa , are you that talkative in mrs neo's lesson ?"
mrs neo used to be my science teacher.
" yes. i talk alot "
" dont lie, i know you're not like this in her lesson,
tell me the truth ."
" no. i dont talk at all for mrs neo's lessons "
" then shut up, maintain the same behavior "
*mr seet walks away.*
i pointed middle finger at him lurhs.
dhen like after that was end school liaos.
me nabil adli and syahiran went to the minimart quickly.
go buy flour.
to prepare for syaf's bdae bash ((:
the uncle say dont play.
i didn hear.
after that we came out,
syaf came,
we pour flour on her,
water.
and chased her around with the flour bag :DD
tons of fun mans !
actually made a whole lot of mess around lurhs.
but who cares ?
the uncle at the minimart say going to report us.
i was like diao.
aiyah.
whats done is done,
get scolded then get scolded lorhs.
we have fun can liaos.
after that syaf looked quite sad.
so i go over to her and ask.
" syaf you okay ?"
you know what she do ?!
she hugged me !!
with the wet flour and sticky stuff on her,
she hugg me seh.
but then after that,
i went to hug nadia.
florentina
hazwani
and maliah (:
had tons tons tons of fun!!
anyways.
my uniform is all dirty.
gotta clean it later.
newyas.
yesterday NCC was fun (:
i fell out sick because i injured my back.
now healing already.
i dont liek @!~#$@%^&
she so bitchy.
just because i was calling for syafiq to ask sth important,
she go say i flirt.
EXCUSE ME GIRL,
if calling a guy was flirting,
EVERYONE is flirting hor !
dont knwo what is FLIRT,
DONT anyhow say.
BITCH larh ue.
got people back you up so what ?
like i care?
i treat ue as friend,
ue act like what big fuck like that.
dont ACT DUA larh !
i know you big sized so what ?
FUCKING PROSTITUTE !! >:(
anyways.
i stare at her nowadays.
and she looks away.
stupid bitch.
scared people stare at you.
dhen dont anyhow call people names in the first place !
GO SCOLD YOUR OWN FRIENDS LARH BASTARD
okies.
feel much better after scolding that GIRL
tata WORLD:D
today was super uper duper FUN :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAFIQAHH (:
morning went to maliah house,
to kinda prepare for syafiqah's surprise.
her bdae marhs.
we met her there,
then we both pretend forgot about her present.
then we surprise her with a spongbob pillow-massager.
lol.
i know it sounds weird.
but its the truth isnt it maliah ?
dhen we ate our breakfast.
syaf didn eat.
me and maliah did.
HAPPY MEAL (:
we both got the cute cute pony.
after that we went to seven eleven at loyang point.
could not find the chocolates syaf wanted.
so we go sheng siong.
syaf mistook shop and save for sheng siong though.
:XX
HAHA.
after that,
bought already,
went to school.
so many people go say happy bdae to syaf.
and she got alot of presents (:
she popular marhs :DD
after that got critical writing.
some people neber do because they go for some survey.
after that % kinda argued with $
kinda pissed % off for the start of the day larhs.
after that at guitar lesson,
$ pissed me off as well.
guess she spoiled my day as well lorhs.
after that got english,
do writing.
after that got lunch.
i played with the pony.
comb dhe hair.
aiyah,
boring lurhs.
got scolded in maths and science for nort doing
my homework.
my seet was EVILLL
dont let me go toilet.
after that,
i managed to go.
he was like asking me.
" melissa , are you that talkative in mrs neo's lesson ?"
mrs neo used to be my science teacher.
" yes. i talk alot "
" dont lie, i know you're not like this in her lesson,
tell me the truth ."
" no. i dont talk at all for mrs neo's lessons "
" then shut up, maintain the same behavior "
*mr seet walks away.*
i pointed middle finger at him lurhs.
dhen like after that was end school liaos.
me nabil adli and syahiran went to the minimart quickly.
go buy flour.
to prepare for syaf's bdae bash ((:
the uncle say dont play.
i didn hear.
after that we came out,
syaf came,
we pour flour on her,
water.
and chased her around with the flour bag :DD
tons of fun mans !
actually made a whole lot of mess around lurhs.
but who cares ?
the uncle at the minimart say going to report us.
i was like diao.
aiyah.
whats done is done,
get scolded then get scolded lorhs.
we have fun can liaos.
after that syaf looked quite sad.
so i go over to her and ask.
" syaf you okay ?"
you know what she do ?!
she hugged me !!
with the wet flour and sticky stuff on her,
she hugg me seh.
but then after that,
i went to hug nadia.
florentina
hazwani
and maliah (:
had tons tons tons of fun!!
anyways.
my uniform is all dirty.
gotta clean it later.
newyas.
yesterday NCC was fun (:
i fell out sick because i injured my back.
now healing already.
i dont liek @!~#$@%^&
she so bitchy.
just because i was calling for syafiq to ask sth important,
she go say i flirt.
EXCUSE ME GIRL,
if calling a guy was flirting,
EVERYONE is flirting hor !
dont knwo what is FLIRT,
DONT anyhow say.
BITCH larh ue.
got people back you up so what ?
like i care?
i treat ue as friend,
ue act like what big fuck like that.
dont ACT DUA larh !
i know you big sized so what ?
FUCKING PROSTITUTE !! >:(
anyways.
i stare at her nowadays.
and she looks away.
stupid bitch.
scared people stare at you.
dhen dont anyhow call people names in the first place !
GO SCOLD YOUR OWN FRIENDS LARH BASTARD
okies.
feel much better after scolding that GIRL
tata WORLD:D
Saturday, August 18, 2007
SINGLE
okay.
this might be the thing that keep appearing on
here.
i BROKE UP with ryan again.
but this time.
its different.
there aint going to be a patch again (:
he sounds fine.
so i hope his fine.
i didn break because of anyone.
i break because i dont love him anymore.
so yeah.
i'm bored.
seriously.
nothing much happens.
i talk to anyone on MSN
no one replies sehh.
haish.
i think i shall go change my blogskin again.
i'm getting bored or it already (:
and guess what..
I"M SINGLE(:
I DONT LIKE ANYONE ((:
i told SYAF already.
hahas.
and this break with ryan.
allows me to DATE
SITI SYAFIQAH
openly (:
SITI SYAFIQAH is my date.
other guys SHOO (:
this might be the thing that keep appearing on
here.
i BROKE UP with ryan again.
but this time.
its different.
there aint going to be a patch again (:
he sounds fine.
so i hope his fine.
i didn break because of anyone.
i break because i dont love him anymore.
so yeah.
i'm bored.
seriously.
nothing much happens.
i talk to anyone on MSN
no one replies sehh.
haish.
i think i shall go change my blogskin again.
i'm getting bored or it already (:
and guess what..
I"M SINGLE(:
I DONT LIKE ANYONE ((:
i told SYAF already.
hahas.
and this break with ryan.
allows me to DATE
SITI SYAFIQAH
openly (:
SITI SYAFIQAH is my date.
other guys SHOO (:
Friday, August 17, 2007
fucking tard am i ?
school aint that nice to look forward to anymore.
broke up with ryan on sunday 12 august.
patched back on 13 august.
i patched with him.
because.
he keep saying things that gave me
the impression that he was going to
do stupid things.
people assumed i pacthed with him
because he bought me a damn expensive bear,
or assumed that i patched with him because
i still loved him alot.
things to clear.
i DID NOT patch with him because he bought
me a expensive bear,
i didn even know there was the existence of it until
i decided to patch back with him.
i DID NOT patch with him because i still loved him alot.
more like 0.1 % to 10 % of love left only larhs.
i PATCHED back because i feared the consequences.
of what would happen to him after we broke.
it was PRESSURE.
it was STRESS.
and now after we patched.
i dont feel the same ever after.
i dont even bother to call him darling or anything.
nevertheless.
there was still a "i love you" for a nightly sms.
whye you would ask..
i'm putting on a PRETENCE.
i'm a hypocrite.
i dont dare to tell him how i really feel.
i do hate him sometimes.
for controlling me.
for slowly taking over my life.
i'm not able to play catching.
i'm not able to talk to guys.
i'm not even able to hang out with guys.
i mean.
what is his problem ?
its my life we're talking about.
FYI.
i'm no more just me.
i'm a mixture already.
and just because i gave my number to some guys
my friends of course.
he had to kick a HUGE fuss about it.
can you ever try experiencing the pain and the torture?
THEO is blaming me for everything.
he claims that i do not understand ryan as well as he do.
i so totally disagree.
THEO only knew ryan from like 2-3 months.
i have known ryan for 8 months.
like duh i know him better.
when things aint right.
i know its time to stop.
THEO dont want me to stop.
he keeps telling me to give chances.
if i keep giving chances to him,
who would give chances to me ?
i know i sound selfish lurhs.
but on larh.
who isnt ?
eeyer.
who cares lurhs.
i'm on my own ):
i'm turning into a mad woman soon.
i dont like being controlled.
i dont like veing pressurissed.
i dont like being stressed.
i dont like being told what to do.
maybe i'm getting sick of life.
i ate 11 panadol pills today.
and i feel high.
but i'm seriously sleepy.
i wanna sleep.
but i want to get a reply from that guy before
i go to sleep.
at least.
soem worries would be gone.
i HOPE.
broke up with ryan on sunday 12 august.
patched back on 13 august.
i patched with him.
because.
he keep saying things that gave me
the impression that he was going to
do stupid things.
people assumed i pacthed with him
because he bought me a damn expensive bear,
or assumed that i patched with him because
i still loved him alot.
things to clear.
i DID NOT patch with him because he bought
me a expensive bear,
i didn even know there was the existence of it until
i decided to patch back with him.
i DID NOT patch with him because i still loved him alot.
more like 0.1 % to 10 % of love left only larhs.
i PATCHED back because i feared the consequences.
of what would happen to him after we broke.
it was PRESSURE.
it was STRESS.
and now after we patched.
i dont feel the same ever after.
i dont even bother to call him darling or anything.
nevertheless.
there was still a "i love you" for a nightly sms.
whye you would ask..
i'm putting on a PRETENCE.
i'm a hypocrite.
i dont dare to tell him how i really feel.
i do hate him sometimes.
for controlling me.
for slowly taking over my life.
i'm not able to play catching.
i'm not able to talk to guys.
i'm not even able to hang out with guys.
i mean.
what is his problem ?
its my life we're talking about.
FYI.
i'm no more just me.
i'm a mixture already.
and just because i gave my number to some guys
my friends of course.
he had to kick a HUGE fuss about it.
can you ever try experiencing the pain and the torture?
THEO is blaming me for everything.
he claims that i do not understand ryan as well as he do.
i so totally disagree.
THEO only knew ryan from like 2-3 months.
i have known ryan for 8 months.
like duh i know him better.
when things aint right.
i know its time to stop.
THEO dont want me to stop.
he keeps telling me to give chances.
if i keep giving chances to him,
who would give chances to me ?
i know i sound selfish lurhs.
but on larh.
who isnt ?
eeyer.
who cares lurhs.
i'm on my own ):
i'm turning into a mad woman soon.
i dont like being controlled.
i dont like veing pressurissed.
i dont like being stressed.
i dont like being told what to do.
maybe i'm getting sick of life.
i ate 11 panadol pills today.
and i feel high.
but i'm seriously sleepy.
i wanna sleep.
but i want to get a reply from that guy before
i go to sleep.
at least.
soem worries would be gone.
i HOPE.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
shit day
so many shit day.
yesterday i went out with brendaa and her sister.
went to watch secret.
feat. jay chou and a taiwanese girl.
forgot her name though.
wanted to watch the simpsons derhs,
but no tickets.
so damn it larhs.
but the next movie that is on my wishlist is..
HAIRSPRAY (:
anyways.
i went to woodlands just to watch it,
and after that we play arcade abit.
brendaaa played basketball.
very pro seh she.
after that,
we went to choa chu kang, lot 1 shopping center.
we went to play arcade again.
this time.
i met with a pervert.
oh god.
i'm so unlucky.
i think he looked under my skirt.
its a dress actually.
but i wore a jacket,
so look like skirt.
because i was playing then i lost so i turn around to grab my bag.
saw him quickly stand up and walk away.
turning to see if i saw him as well.
FUCK HIM !
FUCKING BASTARD.
if i see you,
i'll make you fuck with the wall !!
i'm serious !
after that,
we went to the condo which we were celebrating
my grandpa's bdae.
down there,
we saw act chio girls larhs.
fucking bitches.
dhen i was telling ryan about the pervert i met.
and his' response was.
wow,
i wonder how it is to look up a skirt.
i HATE it mans.!
adjbaiuhdb9qagd !?!?!
bitch.
after that,
i guess i was bored dhen i sms him larhs,
i know i was stupid and dumb.
dhne night time he talk to me on the ph0one
from 11 till 2
today morning he woke up.
smsed me
say whad,
he neber sleep properly because he was too busying fucking someone.
fuck him.
and he told me he's got a supplier for his condoms
and that he has regular customers to fuck.
fuck ryan.
that bitch.
i hate him !!
i think
i shld break
thats what syaf and maliah says.
they say i deserve someone better.
but..
i'm not sure ?
maybe i shall be single.
i think i'll sms him right now (:
and i'm changing my skin.
not many people can view it right now
because it can only be viewed in mozilla firefox.
RYAN LEW
i hate you.
yesterday i went out with brendaa and her sister.
went to watch secret.
feat. jay chou and a taiwanese girl.
forgot her name though.
wanted to watch the simpsons derhs,
but no tickets.
so damn it larhs.
but the next movie that is on my wishlist is..
HAIRSPRAY (:
anyways.
i went to woodlands just to watch it,
and after that we play arcade abit.
brendaaa played basketball.
very pro seh she.
after that,
we went to choa chu kang, lot 1 shopping center.
we went to play arcade again.
this time.
i met with a pervert.
oh god.
i'm so unlucky.
i think he looked under my skirt.
its a dress actually.
but i wore a jacket,
so look like skirt.
because i was playing then i lost so i turn around to grab my bag.
saw him quickly stand up and walk away.
turning to see if i saw him as well.
FUCK HIM !
FUCKING BASTARD.
if i see you,
i'll make you fuck with the wall !!
i'm serious !
after that,
we went to the condo which we were celebrating
my grandpa's bdae.
down there,
we saw act chio girls larhs.
fucking bitches.
dhen i was telling ryan about the pervert i met.
and his' response was.
wow,
i wonder how it is to look up a skirt.
i HATE it mans.!
adjbaiuhdb9qagd !?!?!
bitch.
after that,
i guess i was bored dhen i sms him larhs,
i know i was stupid and dumb.
dhne night time he talk to me on the ph0one
from 11 till 2
today morning he woke up.
smsed me
say whad,
he neber sleep properly because he was too busying fucking someone.
fuck him.
and he told me he's got a supplier for his condoms
and that he has regular customers to fuck.
fuck ryan.
that bitch.
i hate him !!
i think
i shld break
thats what syaf and maliah says.
they say i deserve someone better.
but..
i'm not sure ?
maybe i shall be single.
i think i'll sms him right now (:
and i'm changing my skin.
not many people can view it right now
because it can only be viewed in mozilla firefox.
RYAN LEW
i hate you.
Friday, August 10, 2007
had a fun fun day !
i just came home.
just now went out with syaf maliah maria.
met maliah and syaf at loyang point.
to eat lunch together.
the table beside us,
had spilled a LARGE milo.
poor auntie,
had a hard time cleaning it up huh?
then we left to walk to the beach.
found out half way that maria had to go home.
so we sent her to the ben and jerrys downtown east.
because she needed to collect her lost wallet.
so yeah.
after that we three left for the beach.
maliah and syaf changed into shorts.
it was literally burning !
so yeah.
after that we turned on our mp3 and blasted the music.
while syaf and maliah was on the swings,
i was like on the round ball ball thing..
turning around and around larhs.
after that,
we went to the shop to get a drink and some tidbits.
i bought green tea and roller coasters.
POKKA GREEN TEA is the best !
HEAVEN AND EARTH GREEN TEA totally sucks !
syaf bought root beer and chips.
while maliah bought a lemon thingy drink.
after that we head to the beach and we went into the water.
got wet of course.
syaf didn want to get wet so she borrowed my shirt.
turns out i needed that shirt.
because if i didn wera that shirt,
some stupid fucking construction workers stared at me.
i hated the feeling of being stared.
so syaf decided she didn want my shirt..
so i wore it back.
came out of the toilet,
the construction worker still staring at me..
i fucked up already.
so i point him middle finger.
fucking bastard !
after that,
we all played in the waters dhen we came out of the water at 2.30..
oh yeah..
by the way,
on the way there,
there was this red-cap boy cycling.
the moment he say syaf,
he was totally liek staring at her !
and and and.
funniest part was that when he was staring at her,
he missed the pedal on the bike,
almost fell off his bike ?!
hahas !
can you imagine how funny that looked liked ?
after that,
we sat on one of the breakwaters and talked..
chat larhs.
after that we went to the toilet to change.
outside got some malay boys.
dhey keep staring at us somemore.
haish.
stare at MY SYAF.
stupid guys !
dhen we walk home.
went to loyang point to buy stuff to eat.
saw spencer they all.
and hern hui they all.
so we decided not to go to macs.
we went to 7-11 though.
i bought this mushroom soup.
but it tasted like shit.
threw it away.
and bought this hotdog bun.
and this burger for maliah.
after that,
went to the playground.
maliah and syaf and me
play guns with the toddlers from the nearby childcare center.
hahas.
maliah so cute sehh !
say what use bazooka shoot the kid,
the kid say we bad people.
hahas.
they aiming for maliah's burger larhs.
but she quickly ate finish already.
after that we left.
syaf took the bus home
maliah sent me to the busstop.
dhen she go home.
but before that,
we walk past this group of malay guys.
who was whistling larhs.
dont know at who lorhs.
HAHAS.
fun day today mans (:
anyways.
on the way to loyang point that time.
we on the bus 17
saw my friend.
motto and some guy called lucas or jonas.
and this malay guy called shafiq
i'm sure he's sec 3 this year.
primary school from coral.
because i know hsi name.
and on the bus we 3 keep looking at him.
hahas.
he quite cute larhs.
but not cuter dhen ryan.
( i think )
after taht,
got locked out of the house for 1/2 hour.
daddy sleep like pig.
and i didn bring my house keys ?!
so yeah.
sleepy pig !
gotta go world.
will blog more about today later tonight :D
ryan i love you :D
i think our relationship is infatuation though..
just now went out with syaf maliah maria.
met maliah and syaf at loyang point.
to eat lunch together.
the table beside us,
had spilled a LARGE milo.
poor auntie,
had a hard time cleaning it up huh?
then we left to walk to the beach.
found out half way that maria had to go home.
so we sent her to the ben and jerrys downtown east.
because she needed to collect her lost wallet.
so yeah.
after that we three left for the beach.
maliah and syaf changed into shorts.
it was literally burning !
so yeah.
after that we turned on our mp3 and blasted the music.
while syaf and maliah was on the swings,
i was like on the round ball ball thing..
turning around and around larhs.
after that,
we went to the shop to get a drink and some tidbits.
i bought green tea and roller coasters.
POKKA GREEN TEA is the best !
HEAVEN AND EARTH GREEN TEA totally sucks !
syaf bought root beer and chips.
while maliah bought a lemon thingy drink.
after that we head to the beach and we went into the water.
got wet of course.
syaf didn want to get wet so she borrowed my shirt.
turns out i needed that shirt.
because if i didn wera that shirt,
some stupid fucking construction workers stared at me.
i hated the feeling of being stared.
so syaf decided she didn want my shirt..
so i wore it back.
came out of the toilet,
the construction worker still staring at me..
i fucked up already.
so i point him middle finger.
fucking bastard !
after that,
we all played in the waters dhen we came out of the water at 2.30..
oh yeah..
by the way,
on the way there,
there was this red-cap boy cycling.
the moment he say syaf,
he was totally liek staring at her !
and and and.
funniest part was that when he was staring at her,
he missed the pedal on the bike,
almost fell off his bike ?!
hahas !
can you imagine how funny that looked liked ?
after that,
we sat on one of the breakwaters and talked..
chat larhs.
after that we went to the toilet to change.
outside got some malay boys.
dhey keep staring at us somemore.
haish.
stare at MY SYAF.
stupid guys !
dhen we walk home.
went to loyang point to buy stuff to eat.
saw spencer they all.
and hern hui they all.
so we decided not to go to macs.
we went to 7-11 though.
i bought this mushroom soup.
but it tasted like shit.
threw it away.
and bought this hotdog bun.
and this burger for maliah.
after that,
went to the playground.
maliah and syaf and me
play guns with the toddlers from the nearby childcare center.
hahas.
maliah so cute sehh !
say what use bazooka shoot the kid,
the kid say we bad people.
hahas.
they aiming for maliah's burger larhs.
but she quickly ate finish already.
after that we left.
syaf took the bus home
maliah sent me to the busstop.
dhen she go home.
but before that,
we walk past this group of malay guys.
who was whistling larhs.
dont know at who lorhs.
HAHAS.
fun day today mans (:
anyways.
on the way to loyang point that time.
we on the bus 17
saw my friend.
motto and some guy called lucas or jonas.
and this malay guy called shafiq
i'm sure he's sec 3 this year.
primary school from coral.
because i know hsi name.
and on the bus we 3 keep looking at him.
hahas.
he quite cute larhs.
but not cuter dhen ryan.
( i think )
after taht,
got locked out of the house for 1/2 hour.
daddy sleep like pig.
and i didn bring my house keys ?!
so yeah.
sleepy pig !
gotta go world.
will blog more about today later tonight :D
ryan i love you :D
i think our relationship is infatuation though..
national day's over
sad sad sad mans.
national day over liaos.
anyways.
happy times are soon going to be over though.
i so wnana change my blog skin.
but i'm too tired.
hahas.
i'm a pig.
sleepy pig.
as what ryan says.
but anyways.
today going out with some people to the beach :D
yay !
LIANGY
shout out to you.
got any problems, can share with jie jie kays ?
i'll be here for you,olways.
i miss ryan.
last night, we sorted out quite alort.
i told him whye i like to ask questions again and again.
reason being :
i want to receive a reply that says
i'll hold you back and tell nto not to leave me.
i wanted to hear that
not what he olwaes says.
you want to leave, i cant force you.
SOME THINGS are meant to be FORCED !
hahas.
okies.
i'm abit agitated right now.
and because i cant decide what to wear out later,
i wore.
3 shirts.
more like 2 shirts and a bra larh.
and 3 shorts.
more like 1 shorts, 1 boxers, 1 underwear larh.
i'm weird i know.
but who cares.
hahas.
later someone suggested to put the national day tatoos.
good suggestion (:
i bringing my audio speakers.
in case nothing to do.
can listen to music :D
hope we have fun ((:
bye worlds.
anyways
its fun to scold those twits off
at the anti twits blog.
MARIA
A BIG THANK YOU !
next time we all go togther spam those stupid twits kays ?
HATE TWITS !!
tywits can totally suck my dick.
:DD
i love you RYAN :D
national day over liaos.
anyways.
happy times are soon going to be over though.
i so wnana change my blog skin.
but i'm too tired.
hahas.
i'm a pig.
sleepy pig.
as what ryan says.
but anyways.
today going out with some people to the beach :D
yay !
LIANGY
shout out to you.
got any problems, can share with jie jie kays ?
i'll be here for you,olways.
i miss ryan.
last night, we sorted out quite alort.
i told him whye i like to ask questions again and again.
reason being :
i want to receive a reply that says
i'll hold you back and tell nto not to leave me.
i wanted to hear that
not what he olwaes says.
you want to leave, i cant force you.
SOME THINGS are meant to be FORCED !
hahas.
okies.
i'm abit agitated right now.
and because i cant decide what to wear out later,
i wore.
3 shirts.
more like 2 shirts and a bra larh.
and 3 shorts.
more like 1 shorts, 1 boxers, 1 underwear larh.
i'm weird i know.
but who cares.
hahas.
later someone suggested to put the national day tatoos.
good suggestion (:
i bringing my audio speakers.
in case nothing to do.
can listen to music :D
hope we have fun ((:
bye worlds.
anyways
its fun to scold those twits off
at the anti twits blog.
MARIA
A BIG THANK YOU !
next time we all go togther spam those stupid twits kays ?
HATE TWITS !!
tywits can totally suck my dick.
:DD
i love you RYAN :D
Thursday, August 09, 2007
down with blogger !
sorry people !
so godamn long never post liao.
all blogger's fault.
i cant log in.
to post.
fucking blogger.
hahas.
so yeah.
life's pretty fucked up for me.
fight with ryan every other day.
anyways/
happy 7th month anniversary :D
late lurhs.
hahas
it was supposed to be on monday.
6th august.
hahas.
came home pretty late on monday.
had talent quest rehersal.
anyways.
a day to remember was...
last thursday.
i think it was 2nd august.
ryan first time walk me home lehs !
i was so touched lorhs !
tuesady came home at 7.45
because after rehersal.
i go central.
then went home.
i didn know ryan waited for me seh.
then in the end he went home..
anyways.
TALENT QUEST was a blast !!
yesterday
we had a celebration for national day !
and the competition of talent quest (:
seven over seben didn win anything lurhs.
but false ends won !
with D.I.G 3rd and SAVING BOB 2nd (:
SAVING BOB totally rocks (:
and and and FALSE ENDS are totally cool (:
constance jie say i on stage look very nervous.
must got confidence.
hahas.
sure jie i will (:
and yesterday was so loved (:
some stuff happened.
ryan i think angry that i actually " my " to "
then fight lurhs.
after that.
i still wait for ryan.
stupid rights me ?
yanxiang kor still owe me and kimmy marmie ben and jerrys.
hahas.
eugene owes me lollipops.
hahas.
ryan claims that sandy told him to take a bus from tampines safra
so that he can go back to pasir ris ..
whad crap. the bus went to ORCHARD!
and he took a taxi back from orchard to pasir ris $26
and he complained he damn broke when he still has $24 in his wallet !?
i met with him.
becaus we had a fight.
stupid lurhs,
but thats ME.
this sat going to watch the simpsons with brenda (:
yay !
DARRLY is COOL :D
hahas.
okays that was random.
gotta go.
byes world (:
so godamn long never post liao.
all blogger's fault.
i cant log in.
to post.
fucking blogger.
hahas.
so yeah.
life's pretty fucked up for me.
fight with ryan every other day.
anyways/
happy 7th month anniversary :D
late lurhs.
hahas
it was supposed to be on monday.
6th august.
hahas.
came home pretty late on monday.
had talent quest rehersal.
anyways.
a day to remember was...
last thursday.
i think it was 2nd august.
ryan first time walk me home lehs !
i was so touched lorhs !
tuesady came home at 7.45
because after rehersal.
i go central.
then went home.
i didn know ryan waited for me seh.
then in the end he went home..
anyways.
TALENT QUEST was a blast !!
yesterday
we had a celebration for national day !
and the competition of talent quest (:
seven over seben didn win anything lurhs.
but false ends won !
with D.I.G 3rd and SAVING BOB 2nd (:
SAVING BOB totally rocks (:
and and and FALSE ENDS are totally cool (:
constance jie say i on stage look very nervous.
must got confidence.
hahas.
sure jie i will (:
and yesterday was so loved (:
some stuff happened.
ryan i think angry that i actually " my " to "
then fight lurhs.
after that.
i still wait for ryan.
stupid rights me ?
yanxiang kor still owe me and kimmy marmie ben and jerrys.
hahas.
eugene owes me lollipops.
hahas.
ryan claims that sandy told him to take a bus from tampines safra
so that he can go back to pasir ris ..
whad crap. the bus went to ORCHARD!
and he took a taxi back from orchard to pasir ris $26
and he complained he damn broke when he still has $24 in his wallet !?
i met with him.
becaus we had a fight.
stupid lurhs,
but thats ME.
this sat going to watch the simpsons with brenda (:
yay !
DARRLY is COOL :D
hahas.
okays that was random.
gotta go.
byes world (:
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