RYAN LEW i love you !
thank you so much for memories you gave me (:

i will still get jealous even if you talk to her okays?

not me being sensitive

its just part of ME (:

but still

i love you hell loads HONEY(:

xoxo

loves loves ;

ryan lew yaw fung wen gao.

hugs hugs ;

ryan lew yaw fung wen gao.

muackx BIG GUY !

ehhh wtf

fark !

i typed a whole post and it disapeared !

fark !
i spent so much time on it still !

fark !

anyways.
nvm
i'll shall blog about it now.

sheesh.
i'm too tired to blog anymore.
hahas.
will update soon xP

FARK 2

fark.
had a fight with RYAN LEW.
i just cant seem to trust him anymore.

the feeling's just different alreadys.
he compares me with his EX.
FARK YOU.

make me feel so weak and useless and worthless
how i haven been able to give you the solutions you want
to your problems.
i've tried okays.
i did.
i tried my best.

but you aint happy.
and you want her.
dhen why in the first place you stead me?!
dhen why in the first place you break with her ?!

STOP treating me like
COKE
when you want
PEPSI

and when you don get pepsi,
you have no other choice but to take COKE.

what do you treat me as?
i'm NO ONE's
SUBSTITUTE.

no way.
dont give me that crap.
dont say i'm sensitive or anything.
no way.

just STOP IT will yah ?

pictures again ((:

MIIE ((:

EDEN !! my DARLING nephew !!

RYAN LEW

fuckkkkk

haiz.
so many days never blog.
far too lazy to blog.

anyways.
only now got time to blog.
hahas.

dhen today got public speaking.
went out of the house at 6.50.
go LOYANG point.
meet KARKHENG
SYAFIQAH
RYAN LEW.

ate breakfasts.
dhen we go walk around.
go playground play.
dhen saw maliah.
dhen walked to school together.
dhen had PUBLIC SPEAKING course.
after that raining.

got thunder.
so scary.
after that,
talk talk talk.

dhen go back to MALIAH's house.
help her take black file.
RUN all the way.
after that,
met with NADIA
SYAFIQAH
NISAA
HAFIZAH
NAZIR
FARHAN(thin)
KHAIRUDY
KARKHENG
RYAN LEW.

dhen went back to school.
for maths sub class.
dhen maths lasts until 3
FARK lorhs.
dhen went to LOYANG POINT.
ate food there.
quite fun.
xP

dhen take bus go white sands meet DADDY
MUMMY
KOR KOR
and their friends.
make DONATION only larhs.
dhen i go off lerhs..

full stop.
walked home.
bathed.
came ONLINE.
talked to RYAN LEW on the phone.
FARK HIM'

i was talking to him on the phone derhs.
dhen he silent.
i also silent.
dhen his EX called and asked for conference with ANOTHER
guy friend of RYAN LEW.

dhen he talk talk.
say what " no i haven tell her yet "
say " how to tell her ? i donno how to say larhs "

FARK.
most probably he was refering to me ?!

so i silent again lorhs.
dhen he say.
" sorry , my EX wans conference. "
so he say hang up.

i did'nt say BYE.
NOR did i say LOVE YOU.
i just said :
" nvm "
dhen put down phone lerhs.

after that.
i on MSN
he call me.
i REJECT
his ex call me.
i din pick up

Oh my fucking god ryan.
what do you fucking treat me as?
i'm your CURRENT for your info if you
had forgotten ?!

neberminds.
i REALLY had enough.
dun wanna talk to him
dun wanna sms to him
dun wanna see his face

RYAN LEW.
please set your priorities right.

FUCKK.

i dun wanna be the one to initiate it.
nor do i want it to happen.

maybe i'll talk things over.
HOPEFULLY that is.

yay!

today went to maliah's house.
had loads and loads of FUN !!

went to loyang point to meet the gang (:
hahas.
thought i was early seh.
in the end.
i was the second last one to reach there xP

dhen eat lunch.
dhen wait for NADIA to come.
finish food.
dhen go MALIAH's house.
on the way there,
i was like SIAO (:
screamed my lungs out.
because very long time never scream lerhs.

dhen go her house,
greeted her mommy.
dhen went to MALIAH's room.
FLO go switch on AIRCON.
without telling MALIAH.
hahas,
i helped too ((:

dhen after that do project
on MERCHANT of VENICE !!
finish lerhs,
go play.
go MAMA shop xP
buy food to CHOMP on ((:

after that go on the COMPUTER.
after that play SIMS 2
damn shiok.
play play play.
dhen go home lerhs.

dhen we go downstairs her house the playground.
play for half an hour.
after that go home.
go home lerhs,
go out again.
go white sands.
go eat CANVANA.
eat alone lurhs.

DADDY dont like CANVANA.
so he went somewhere else with MOMMY.
dhen after that i go LIBRARY..
wanted to find MALIAH but she already went home.

so sad..
so i alone lorhs.
after that i go home.
with all the groceries.
so now i am,
at home.

mommy says i'll have to go to see a heart doctor
if i get heart problems again.
breathing difficulties.
heart pain.

RAWR ~
i miss ryan FUCKING loads !

FUCCCKKKK

KNN larh you fucking parents.
control control control FREAKS.

wait.
sat went to suntec.
shopped the whole day.
came back home at 12++.
bought a new bag.
love it.
buy at ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE.

sleep immediately i reached home.
anyways.
my heart suddenly pain on FRIDAY night.
cant breathe.
mommy thinks i might have some stoopid disease.
so if i have it again, she 's bringing me to a cardiologist xP

i asked mommy if i could pierce my under-lips there.
on SAT.
when we were going out.
she shocked lurhs.
dhen nagg nagg nagg.
FUCK.

dhen SUN.
went to 3rd Aunt's house.
i think the parents go there discuss my YEYE the things larhs.
so i play computer with BRENDA.
((:
morning wake up bloody early because my cousin come fetch us go.
i listen music while waiting lorhs.
dhen after that,
me and BRENDA decided go watch movie.
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN.
[ at world's end ]

nice seh.
we eat popcorn, nachos.
ooh.
YUMMY (:
the show lasted for 170 minutes.
we watched at SHAW i think.
CHOA CHU KANG wan.
damn tired.
so bloody freezing.

after that go back to 3rd Aunt's house.
FUCV parents.
CB larhs.
cant keep their fucking mouths SHUT.
i go back lerhs.
mommy say eat dinner first.
so i sit down.
after that,
all the AUNTY UNCLES .
NEIGHBOURS .
KIDS .
aiyahh.
everyone larhs.
say what i PAI KIA already.
wan learn people pierce lips.
blah blah blah.
LIKE i even care?

dhen compare me with ur kids?
FUCK you larhs.
you kids your kids larhs.
compare what?
KNN.
so what if i'm not as smart as your kid?
so what if i had thought of piercing before?
so what if i say VULGAR language?
so what if i'm turning abit PAI KIA?

you wan control,
control your own kids will do.
dont be so EXTRA.
meddle into other people's lives.
CB larhs.
you wan scold or say me,
can.
but do you have to do it in front of so many ANONYMOUS people?!

it's my face we're talking about ?!
like KB larhs.
SEE your mouth can close anot.
when i punch you and make you
FUCK with ANONYMOUS people?!
SEE if you like it anot.

MOTHERFUCKING bastards.
your dumb
your retarded
your arseholes
your bullshit
your CCB

bet you guys will never find out how much i HATE you guys !

i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
i hate
YOU BULLSHITTING PARENTS !!

scold still not enough?
still slapp me?!
one day i'll show you guys.
why slapping aint good.
because when you guys grow old and weak.
slapping aint needed anymore.
we can easily use other more TECHNOLOGY-UP
objects.
DRILL
CUT
HIT
PUNCH

ehh why not,
the new type of punching bag ((:
inside still got some bones and hair.
wow.
that would be cool!
extra effects as well xP
that would be hell loads FUN !

okaiis.
toodles.
later going to maliah's house to do PROJECT !!!

yay!

loves loves ;
ryan lew.
muackx muackx ;
hugs hugs.

hell shit.
dun lie to me ever again.
please?

fook day number 2

okay.
started off quite okay.

dhen i saw ryan.
i didn say hi.
didn know why?

walked off and ignored him.
he ignored me as well.

had a headache.
ate ONLY 1 pill.
ryan says cant eat more dhen 1 1/2 pills.

after that was assembly.
felt abit giddy.

neverminds.
went to the hall for PRCS idol.
total got 6 finalists.

they were :
LISAMARIE 1/1
DARRYL 1/9
INDRAH 2/2
WEIMIN 2/7
ELIZ 3/5
" " 3/2

WEI MIN was the champion.
DARRYL was the runner up.

WEI MIN 's my JIE ((:
i screamed my lungs out seh.
she sang that time damn good !
i yelled " go WEIMIN ! "

hahas,
had quite alot of fun.

dhen after that was a recess of 50 minutes.
i sit at parade square with azlin , nadia, maliah, wani and flo.
dhen after that edmund came along.
dhen jayton came along.
dhen DADDY came along.
dhen yanxiang came along.
dhen bernard came along.

DADDY was nadia's senior in primary school (WSPS)
YANXIANG was maliah's senior in primary school (PRPS)
BERNARD was my senior in primary school (LPS)

hahas.

dhen JUN AN kor came along.
he say YANXIANG bully me.
but actually he didn?

hahas.
YANXIANG's ZIPPER got problem.
got HOLE..
hahas.

damn sian nows.
recess time i yell, screamed and shout..
now about to no voice lerhs.

after recess went to the D and T room to clean.
KB lorhs.
so dusty and dhen still got 2/5
FUCK larhs.

got that step-cool LUQMAN.
fuck him.

dhen they clean a while dhen go slack lerhs.
leave the whole bloody dusty room for us to clean.

CB larhs.
after that,
i clean half way,
the tool for hammering
fell on my knee.
pain seh.

after that went back to classroom.
teacher say clear table.
i put ALL my stuff in the small bag i bring today.

make my bag puff up like hell.
dhen i ask mr paul ng need to put back the period attendance.
he ask me to show him first.

DIE lorhs.
the LAST 2 weeks i never do properly.

LUCKY me,
he only check the first few weeks..

IF not i really DIE lerhs.

dhen i saw ryan with glen and khairudy.
they sit with the malay girls in their class.

not say i jealous or wad larhs.
in any ways, they are all much prettier lorhs.

not surprising if ryan develops an
interest in them.
it'll be sooner or later.

after that,
MS SHELIA
gave out report books.

i got 17/40.
position in class larhs

position in level is 101/200.
lan larhs,
i know.

haizz.
i think he is slowly losing interest in me.
he didn even throw me a glance when i walked past him.
or when i talk to him,
he dun even quite look me in the eye.

haizz,
i dont care lerh larhs.

fed up with the way he treats me.

INDECISIVENESS.
i hate it.

i hate to be the ONE to take
actions first.
INTIATIVE i mean.

no way.

fook you babe.

my happy family (: papa, mama , kor kor , jie jie and meii meii ((: woots xP

first thing first.

talk about important things.

ryan's getting better i think.

and that he should be going to school tomorrow.

tomorrow is a short day.

no class at all.

only got PRCS idol and USE YOUR HANDS campaign.

dhen HOMEROOM period.

the END (;

today was such a fuck day !

go to school,

never see ryan, he sick wadd.

go to class so boring !

ate 2 pills.

had HOME ECONS.

baked cookies.

burnt my finger.

got scolded from WU LAO SHI .

because never bring file.

dhen go recess.

so sians.

then after recess got ART.

quarelled with nadia, syafiqah and maliah abit ):

so i ate 2 more pills.

felt quite high lorhs (:

pass ADLI my colour pencils.

dhen went outside ART ROOM.

kena bullied by BIN XIANG and NABIL TAY.

i hate you guys !

BIN XIANG pinched me.

pain like FUCK lorhs.

NABIL TAY poked me.

pain like FUCK lorhs.

dhen AZLIN call me CHEAP.

FUCK larhs you.

KNN larhs,

i treat you like ym best friend, you call me that.

FUCK larhs.

dhen after that,

she just keep saying and saying.

FUCK larhs,

you think what?

nice to hear isit?

NO lorhs !!

whatever lurhs.

i dont care lerhs.

dhen after that i cry like hell.

because like AZLIN hurt me so much.

budden now okay lerhs.

she said sorry.

dhen after school.

got leadership programn.

damn sian lorhs.

fuck larhs.

i actually is partner MALIAH wan.

dhen SHE wanted the syafeekah 1/5 in the same group.

1 group only can 8 people.

i think she did on purpose or something..

in the morning still say dont want to be friends with MALIAH.

dhen leadership time you go with her?

i know you dun like me.

because you think she has been spending too much time with me.

and not with you.

for your information.

i didnt force her to hang out wiht me lorhs.

is she want to derh lorhs.

you so like selfish?

after that you partner nisaa.

leaving MALIAH by herself?

i know you have the thinking

" if i cant have her, others cant have her too ."

" if i cant have her with me , might as well keep her by my side. "

FUCK

you think this is still olden days uh?

still got this type of SELFISH thinking?

NOT like i want to scold you or something.

its because you really FUCKED up everyone !!

and i SO had enough of your nonsense!

you might be reading this.

or some of your friends are reading this for you.

and they tell you i wrote about you ?

well well well.

i barely give a FUCK !

so what if your with the popular crowd?

so what if your more popular?

do i care?

no i dont !

you RACIST !

you STREAMIST !

anyway.

the leadership programn wasn fun at all.

as you know.

she dumped me larhs

in a way is call KICK away larhs

8 girls in a group,

flirt with that bloody SHITT mr EDMUND?

OMFG.

he's like damn shyyt?

8 girls.

was i supposed to be in it?

FUCK YOU.

kick me off to a group where there is NO ONE i know.

KICK me off to a group where you know i'll get fucked up.

neverminds.

i had fun with the new friends i made (:

TZE HO , BERNARD , JUMMIRAH, " NAMELESS " , JONAS ,JAGA & LI MENG !!

thanks alot guys (:

you really cheered me up xP

i love you guys !

anyways,

WU LAO SHI asked us to make a group

to do a project

i was with BIN XIANG , ZHAN RONG and BRYAN ?

FUCK larhs.

i only gal seh.

dhen ZHAN RONG chao ji BIANTAI ?

EWW.

confirm very UNSAFE lorhs ):

i hate WU LAO SHI,

i totally HATE her to the core !

i so DEMAND a switch !

dhen she say what i need to help to coach ZHAN RONG and BRYAN

in their chinese?

FUCK.

what shit you talking lorhs ?!

dodadola.

hahas.

thats some random word i created xP

cool larhs xP

damn sian nows.
tomorrow will be the last day of school lerhs.
yay!

i ate pills (: hahas.
i think i'm going into depression soon ;'(

loves loves ;
ryan lew darlin (:

rawr..

BIN XIANG NABIL TAY !!

you two uh,
crap lurh.

NABIL tay pinch me..
BIN XIANG cracked my hand..

pain lurhs.
stoopid guys !!

all because of you two,
i cry like siao lorhs.
stoopid!!
i never cry until like this for a very long time le lorhs.

rawrr.

you guys are soo mean!!

by the way.
i had my DENTAL check up today ((:

the nurse was GOOD (:
she said to jia you !
hee hee.
i take good care of my teeth xP

damn sian.
talked to ryan just now.
today from his house,
called me for 48 minutes and 32 seconds ((:
hee hee.
from his phone,
called me for 35 minutes and 10 seconds xP

confirm his bill this month will damn high derhs.

sorries larh ryans ;P

he just now got abit fever.
then go doctor again.
doctor give him MC for tomorrow.

sure hope he gets well soon ((:
because i need a picture of him in my phone !!

doctor say if he tomorrow got fever again,
will have to go for blood test.

haiz..

be back to blog later (:

i cant concentrate!

rawr rawr rawrrr!!

i just cant concentrate on what i want to do.

all my thoughts are filled with him him him !!

sure hopes he's going to recover soon and be alright !!

i'll really do anythign in exchange just to get his health back!!

btw

i cooked my peach just now.
i didnt eat it though.
not fun at all.

i didnt concentrate.

onl keep thinking about his condition..
sobs sobs. *

oh ryan darling,
please get well soon !
i so worried about you.
really scared something happen to you.

miss you loads loads (:
loves loves ;
muacks !

sheesh..

what the FCUKK!

ryan's metabolism rate is like getting lower ?

crapp larhs.

i thought he was going to be alright today!

but but but?

he got the fever in the afternoon ;'(

sheesh.

is God making fun of me?

making me worry and scared ?

i keep having nightmares these few nights.

that ryan could get well and and " **** "

i also dont know why..

FCUKK

please let him get well soon !

rawr..

sobs sobs.

i just cant get him out of my mind..

i just cant !!

please please please let him get well soon and be healthy again !!!

please please please !!

pictures (:

NEO s ((: i abosutely love it !

did i post this picture before?

ooh, i love you too !

soo adorable !! i love it soo soo much ((:

OMG !

today is such a such such good day!!

maybe you might be wondering why..
hahas.
today ryan came to school x)
dhen i smiled at him xP

so good to be able to see him at school after so long.
dhen got maths,
which i just talked through it ;p

music was next and we were
supposed to post comments i think.
i wrote some nasty comment though :D

then next up was science !
hahas.
i kept on talking to LILY (adli )
and SYAH (iran)

dhen laughed like hell.
BILLY( nabil )
was sleeping at azlin's table.

boring lurhs.
so i went to HAZIQ's table,
next to maliah's.
talked to her.
read my book (:
by JODI PICOULT.
" tenth circle "

nice to read lorhs.
i GUAI KIA xP

after that,
moo moo( mubarak )
came over.
started chatting and dhen i guess MR SEET saw us?
he made moo moo stand up.
dhen i dont know why i laughed.
den also kena asked to stand up ;P
hahas

talk talk talk.
saw ryan walk past for his P.E

dhen recess lerhs,
i go with maliah,
go walk arund.
dhen finally decided to sit at some deserted corner.

i saw ryan through the glass.
but i guess he didnt see me?

* riinnng *
recess over lerhs.
so is CHINESE class.

i had lotsa fun !
switched places and sat behind BIN XIANG.

zhan rong was talking dirty.
i just laughed it off.
talked to bin xiang for 1 hour and 10 minutes.

found out alot about him.
he had to tell me his secrets ;p
i'm his JIE JIE marhs.

he's my new DIDI (:

quite guai larhs he.

after that was literature class ((:
MS SHELIA.

we watched " Merchant Of Venice "
was kinda nice.
but yet some parts MS SHELIA fast forward.
you know why?
because got naked scenes xP
the guys all like steam steam liddat.

because horx,
got the olden days prostitutes xP
they got wear clothing larhs,
budden never cover where they are supposed to cover.

hahas.

wad seh.
after that go hall for assembly ((:
ryan's class and 1.1 perform (:
ryan's class quite nice ;p
at least is better than my class lorhs.
we made a full disgrace of ourselves !

i cheer so loudly for their class !
along with maliah, nadia, wani, azlin and syafiqah larhs.

1.1 the MC was nigel !!
i cheered!
NIGEL's a nice guy ;p
but not as nice as ryan i guess.
i yelled " GO NIGEL !! "
everyone look at me like i siao or something.

dhen got singing ,got dancing.
too much to list the performances that the 2 classes
did ):

dhen after that went back to class (:
ryan smsed me.
say got things to give me.
hahas.
i shock lorhs.

guess what,
it was a damn cute dhe teddybear !!
i so so love it lorhs.
got pictures of it lerhs.
but i lazy post it up..
hahas.

THANKS DEAR !!

now actually i should be still in school.
for NCC.
but no one told me say today got training.
raining anyways.

so i decided to PON it larhs.
was actually planning to go out with ryan,
budden is raining
and ryan needs to take his medicine (:
so in the end also never go lorhs.

so i walk back home with LIANG XIAN
and JEREMIAH
and ALOYSIUS

liang xian is my DIDI
jeremiah is my KOR KOR,
hahas.

i call JEREMIAH jerry only (:
i'm the only one to call him that though x)

unique lurhs.

i'm quite tired.
want to go sleep lerhs.
now eating FAMOUS AMOS cookies !!!

damn shiok lorhs.
hahas.
this weather nice for sleeping lorhs.

okiies.
i have a splitting headache now though.
guess i also dont want to go back to school for NCC.

this friday no school !!
maybe can go out with friends?
maybe with ryan lorhs?
haiz..
idk larhs.
hahas.

ryan dont like it when i say nia or narhx.
anything starting with N
hahas.
idk why larhs.
he dont like dhen dont say lorhs.

hee hee
i so guai worx.
so obedient (:

but still.
i love that teddy bear so so much !!

THANKS AGAIN !!

sian lurhs.
will be back blogging laters x)

byes!

muacks darlin !
hee hee x)

rawr.

i guess i forgot to post about this x)

hahas.
today our maths teacher absent (:
then the malay teacher who was teaching
the malay pupils of 1/7 came.

she damn HORNY narhs.

made every one else horny as well (:
she told us lotsa HORNY stories.

about her JC life that time those incidents.
about the email she received from her friends.
abut stuff that she encountered.
rawr.

she's funny.

tell us the stuff hor.
will laugh until cry one lorhs.
also dunno why..
hahas.
is funny larhs,
but also like quite weird lorhs.

she tell us that time hors,
the SEC 2s were just walking past our class.
then she was talking about FEMALE hormones
and BODY PARTS too xP

not that only worx.
still got GUYS hormones
and BODY PARTS !!

hahas!

she's a GOOD teacher (:

dont you agree?
teach us about " EDUCATION "

yeah. thats all (:

fulls stop x)

yay!
ryan's getting better already (:
sure hope his going to school tomorrow (:

loves yahh darlin x)
miss yahh hell loads
* muackx *

today :' (

so sad lurhs.
ryan was still sick.
and he didn come to school.
so weird lurhs.
never see him the whole day : ' (

haiz..
morning i see his class walk past,
budden never see him ):
i cried.

dhen recess time
i wanted to do my journal.
so i wanted to sit at my usual spot.
*near to ryan lorhs*
dhen i realised,
he aint in school ):

so i sat behind the pond.
but keep glancing at ryan's usual spot.
" where he go uh ? "
" he not in school lurhs "

haiz.
so empty without him.
so i smsed him the whole morning
until 10.01 am.
i think he went to sleep or something xP

i think he has sixth sene.
he knows when i'm feeling cold.
and just sends me an
imaginary " hug "

after recess was photo taking session (:
i sat with christal ):
because i short lurhs.
i thought i could sit with azlin..
but the photographers separated us !
so i sat between yan lei and christal.

lucky got yan lei.
morning christal acted like a bitch !
say what i haven pay class fund?
talk fuck lorhs.
i did pay.
and i bet i was the only one to pay uing 10cent coins (:
my wallet heavily lurhs.
so i paid using 10 cent coins lurhs.
can use why dun wan use ?

photo taking was fun.
first 2 pictures was to put the number card in front
of our face.
damn funny.

next 2 pictures was the formal.
mann.
i hated it !
i blinked the 2 times they took it.
i'll surely look like a RETARD!
rawr.

next 2 was the BEST!
informal shots ((:
me,azlin,syafiqah,florentina,nisaa,curry,nadia.
and some others (:
we sat on the floor.
then first picture,
ms shelia say all girls act CUTE (:
so we put PEACE sign (:

then second picture,
we all hug each other (:
hahas.
i hugged curry and nisaa and azlin (:

after that is history class again.
i slept through it.
so boring!
i was thinking of ryan the WHOLE TIME.

class ended 15 minutes later,
so we watched movie that ms shelia let us watch.
this japanese movie.
dont know what name.
wait,
now i ask maliah what's the title.

i wanna go buy the DVD
and watch again and again.
its a pretty cool movie (:

watch finish,
i check my phone.
rawr.
no sms no calls.
bet he's sleeping.
ryan said he'll call.
but i guess he didnt.

its pretty boring.
without him at all.
oh yah.
i totally hate RAMBUTAN !!
stoopid guy.
say he made ryan sick derhs.
because last friday he made ryan eat popcorn
then dont know what happened.
rawr.
STOOPID rambutan !!
if not for you,
ryan could have come to school!

dhen KARKHENG kor kor.
haiiyoh.
say what ryan got dengue fever.
make me so worried seh.
i cried like hell !

but frankly,
ryan has had fever for 3 days already.
really hopes he's going to be okay.
because i'm just so worried something might actually happen to him!


HOWL"S MOVING CASTLE.
yeah.
thats the name of the movie i watched (:


loves loves ;
ryan lew.

~ darling,
really hope you'll be fine.
get well soon dear.
wish you good luck and good health (:
lotsa loves;

darlin mel mel (:
jia yous !
i'm behind yahh (:

muacks !
miss you hell loads
* hugs *

blog blog blog (:

hahas.
currently watching spiderman 2 (:

pics only ..

MOMMIES's mother's day BREAKFAST (:

frankly, THIS IS SOO BLOODY CUTE !! I WANT IT SOO BADLY !

my SEXAYYE name (:

MEL

this one is for NAPPY CHANGING (:

this type of squatting toilet bowls are YUCKY !! see the colour also grey derhs ;P

small little toilet bowl and dust bin xP

miie miie miie ! (: i like this picture !

KARKHENG+SYAFIQAH

MY LOVELY FAMILY (:

KAR KHENG KOR

i love my kor kor (:
he brings me happiness (;
but not those from ryan lorhs (:
hahas.
kor kor
unfair lurhs.
daddy loves kor kor more ):

we just finished arguing about glen they all (:

we agreed that
glen was
RAMBUTAN.
haiiry hairy one larhs.

jing yi valerie was
DURIAN.
pointy pointy one larhs.

hahas.
abit bad lurhs.

budden,
i guess glen deserved it.
he SOO bian tai !
rawr.
sickening retard !

kor kor says must be one page long.
so i type and type lorhs.
sorries kor,
i type damn long worx.
make you wait long long (:
hahas.

then we talk and talk about jing yi they all (:
hahas.
i guess k0r kor hates them 3 alot (:
maybe i do too (;
beacuse i contributed quite alot
to their stoopid names we gave them xP

we also agree,
DURIAN+RAMBUTAN
=
SUPER UPER DUPER
HAIRY HAIRY
SHAGGY
BLOODY
ARSEHOLES
BASTARDS
FRUITTARDS (:

this one,
i contribute wan.
hee hee.
kor kor
copyrighted worx.

kor kor say people call him EVIL SICKO.
budden, people call me SICKO.

hahas.
so the SIBLINGS POWER ~

(sick minds)(sick minds)
=sick minds (square)

we both are the ULTIMATE EVIL MASTERMINDS (:
hahas;
yeah!

poof.
afte scolding those people,
feel quite better after all x)

hahas.
i really cant blog any more.
my hands ache.
by the way.
kor kor.

she's now online.
the one.
you should know who i'm refering to?
yeah.
she's online.

yeah!

i love "

KARKHENG kor
YENSOON papa
KIMSIEW mama
RYAN dear


loves love ;
ryan lew darlin (:

change my blogskin already (:

hahas.
just had my argument session with KARKHENG kor kor (:
we talked about lotsa people.
hahas.
talked about glen,jing yi,valerie,annabelle.
blah blah./
just now came back from jogging with maria only.
tired nehx.
we jogged for half an hour i think xP
dhen go BKburges there eat breakfast (:
mommy didnt want me to spend unneccessarily.
so she only gave me $6.
rawr.
so i ate TURKEY HAM thingy.
hahas.

i miss it lotsa )x

at BKburgers there,
we sit at red chairs.
only got blue and red lurhs.
then i sit opposite maria.
saw this old lady.
wear head to toes BLACK (:
nice..
i like ((:
EMO marhs.

dhen things started to get freaky ;'(
the old ladyyy.
bought a drink.
sat at the blue chairs.
opened two seats.
sat on one.
(opposite chair was opened)

dhen she started to talk to herself.
i could hear her.
dhen she point here point there.
dhen laughed to herself.
dhen smile somemore.
freaky narhs.

weird rights?
so i kept staring.
maria's back was facing her.
i laughed like hell.
dhen maria decided to sit beside me.

after that both of us stare.
dhen the lady keep pointing fingers at us lorhs.
like telling someone about us.
budden no one was EVEN near her lorhs.

dont know who is she talking to?

after that,
i dared maria.
to go out that time,say " hi " to the lady.
maria didn't do it though.
i did (:
dhen i run like HELL !!

go upstairs lerhs,
ask maria if she had said " hi "
she didn't !
rawr.

i was soo soo mad.
i made maria go downstairs and say " hi "
unfortunately,
she was not there lerhs.

so we went back to 2nd floor.
i spotted her lorhs.
she was at the POSB machines there.
pointing to the CASH WITHDRAWAL.
hmm.
maybe she lost her husband or someone dear to her?
who knows.

so maria went to say " hi "
i think she didnt hear her.
so we follow her lorhs.

go up go down.
kaoo BEHS.
she eat alot narhs.
EAT BK BURGERS LERHS, THEN GO KOPITIAM
THEN GO MACDONALDS.
THEN GO BACK BK BURGERS,

wa liao..
no wonder she soo soo fat !

then we lost her after 1 1/2 hours.
hahas.
long rights?
hahas.
after that.

i went to maria' condo.
eat pizza
her mum ask me go wan.
so i go lorhs.

then afer that,
hang out with maria.
shewanted to go ZHI HAO 's house.
so we went there.
budden void deck got funeral.
so we left.

went back to my house,
then i try her (:
hahas.
i teach her how to break people's buckle ;P

then we blogged,
go friendster.
go MSN.
after that,
she went home.
then ryan smsed me (:

say he just got back from DOCTOR .
ryann.
good boy lurhs (:

get well soon !
ryan now no fever lerhs,
but doctor give him 2 days MC.

tomorrow stil got photo taking lehs.
then tuesday want to go out..
rawr.
sure hopes he gets well soon !

after that,
wanted to go sleep after my bath.
budden turn turn turn.
still cant sleep.
might as well
blogg (:

so here it is.

i love RYAN LEW (:
yay!

i'm getting sick of my blog skin (:

changing blogskins soon (:
tdy's post is very very shot.
abit lazy to post any ~
lalala.
ryann
get well soon !

okay.back :D

i promised a post before i left rights?
here it is.
haha.
i just came back actually.
from compassvale mall :D

my legs ache larhs.
mommy made me go shopping (:
we shopped and shopped.
after tuition lurhs.
at 6+,
took a bus there.
because daddy cant drive.
back problem );

reached there at 7 i think.
had dinner and then started my shopping journey.
lols.
first went to royal sport house.
to buy ankle socks.
but they didnt have my size?
then waned to buy school shoes ;
but they didnt carry my size either.
so PATHETIC lurhs.

after that went to converse.
to check out that damn nice shoes.
mommy promised to buy one for me
if i passed all my subjects with an a1.

that didnt happen.
hahas.
it would only happen millions of years later.
yeahs.
that would be FACT.

so after that,
we went to METRO.
and i saw that DAMN NICE thang"
made mommy buy it for me :D
hahas.
$49.90
sloggi SPORTS thang"
i tried so many thangs"
hahas.

mommy complained say i very fussy ;
haha.
yeah,
sure i am.

then bought it and another thang :D
tota $200++
hahas.
got luckydraw some more
i won $15.
lols.
quite little.
but still.
its money right?

quite funny lurhs.
we went to COURTS.
then daddy bought a LCD teevee.
for my brother.
AMOS.
lols.
we look exactly alike.

o.O?
meaning?
hahas.
i donno either.

then we wanted to head home.
budden too heavy lerhs.
so we take taxi home larhs.
then mommy wanted her bag.
PEPPERplus bag.
inside got her clothes $100+
and daddy's specs.

i think i was the one to lose it xP

but i said mommy herself lost it.
so we decided to go look for it.
we went downstairs but..
METRO was already closed.
i looked up.
METRO was still open.
so i ran upstairs.
with my bag.
and my high heeled shoes.
ran like hell.
because it was already closing.

luck me.
just in time.
i ran in panting hard.
asked the lady if she had seen a bag.
then she say
" yahh there there lorhs !
oi, this girl lost her bag ! "

i ran to the counter and luckily.
it WAS the bag.
mann.
i couldn thank my stars enough.

went to mommy and passed her the bag xP
yay!
thang solved (:

darlin's still having fever.
halfway smsin me ,
dozed off lerhs.
i dont blame him.
SICK people are weak.
haha.
really hope he gets well soon ((:

because today he called me from his home
he sounded so so sick.
i feel so sad.
ad he's not feeling too good about fever too ;O

his fever persist.
he's a stubborn brat.
ask him see doctor,
didn want
must ask him 4 times before he will go
drink water.

im bored right now.
mommy says.
i can go BIRD PARK
on 22th
to see CRESTWINDS perform i think xP

hahas.



miss darlin hell loads ;'(
without his cheerfulness
its prettaye boring.

i think OPTIMISM is what's most important.
if he wants to get well.


well.
gotta go sleep soon.
tomorrow morning at 9.
going jogging with MARIA ((:
yay!
i'm losing weight soon..
i think.
now at 40.4 KG.
so heavy !!

loves loves ;
darlin ryan
miss miss ;
muackx muackx.

poots.
ryan's a sentimental guy
he remembers our times.
when we spent together (:

i love him a lot :D
he does too :D

lovey dovey sweet sensation
of love.