fuckkkkk

haiz.
so many days never blog.
far too lazy to blog.

anyways.
only now got time to blog.
hahas.

dhen today got public speaking.
went out of the house at 6.50.
go LOYANG point.
meet KARKHENG
SYAFIQAH
RYAN LEW.

ate breakfasts.
dhen we go walk around.
go playground play.
dhen saw maliah.
dhen walked to school together.
dhen had PUBLIC SPEAKING course.
after that raining.

got thunder.
so scary.
after that,
talk talk talk.

dhen go back to MALIAH's house.
help her take black file.
RUN all the way.
after that,
met with NADIA
SYAFIQAH
NISAA
HAFIZAH
NAZIR
FARHAN(thin)
KHAIRUDY
KARKHENG
RYAN LEW.

dhen went back to school.
for maths sub class.
dhen maths lasts until 3
FARK lorhs.
dhen went to LOYANG POINT.
ate food there.
quite fun.
xP

dhen take bus go white sands meet DADDY
MUMMY
KOR KOR
and their friends.
make DONATION only larhs.
dhen i go off lerhs..

full stop.
walked home.
bathed.
came ONLINE.
talked to RYAN LEW on the phone.
FARK HIM'

i was talking to him on the phone derhs.
dhen he silent.
i also silent.
dhen his EX called and asked for conference with ANOTHER
guy friend of RYAN LEW.

dhen he talk talk.
say what " no i haven tell her yet "
say " how to tell her ? i donno how to say larhs "

FARK.
most probably he was refering to me ?!

so i silent again lorhs.
dhen he say.
" sorry , my EX wans conference. "
so he say hang up.

i did'nt say BYE.
NOR did i say LOVE YOU.
i just said :
" nvm "
dhen put down phone lerhs.

after that.
i on MSN
he call me.
i REJECT
his ex call me.
i din pick up

Oh my fucking god ryan.
what do you fucking treat me as?
i'm your CURRENT for your info if you
had forgotten ?!

neberminds.
i REALLY had enough.
dun wanna talk to him
dun wanna sms to him
dun wanna see his face

RYAN LEW.
please set your priorities right.

FUCKK.

i dun wanna be the one to initiate it.
nor do i want it to happen.

maybe i'll talk things over.
HOPEFULLY that is.