confusing larhs

iiii soo soo want a 1GB memory cardd sehh.
iiii wan one soo soo badly..
actually my life revolves around MUSIC and only HIM.
funny but thats all.
yesterday,i was on the phone with ryan and he was telling me how many memory cards he had.
wow.he is soo godddamn rich seyy.
i only got one seyy.and is 128 MB only...
i so wan that 1GB memory card.




today,ryan smsed me and asked if i wanted a 1GB memory card.
of course i want larhs,that is,if you buy for me as a present lorhs.
i now damn broke seyy,last month blasted my handphone bills,gotta pay for myself.if not now i buy that memory CARD already lorh.

den i smsed him,buy for wad?u buying for me as present arhs?
i'm not like wad kkays?
just that the other girlfrens of mine,their bfs soo soo sweet derh lorhs.
the bf will buy present for them occasionally,walk them home,so long so forth.
all the sweet stuff that guys will do for their gfs larhs.
not like i'm asking much.
i just wan a F*cking gift or present from his heart,not from his wallet!!
funny but he just dun get what i mean.or what gals actually want.


i jus wan him to spend more tym with me!!
but he just dun get it.

haiz.

maybe this is the bf i get from ditching my ex..

haiz..



today dun wan say soo much lerhs.
wan go reflect on why he liddat derhs.

thanks for reading larhs.
thanks for hearing my probs.
most probably this the only place where i can pour my F*cking heart outtt!!