today :' (

so sad lurhs.
ryan was still sick.
and he didn come to school.
so weird lurhs.
never see him the whole day : ' (

haiz..
morning i see his class walk past,
budden never see him ):
i cried.

dhen recess time
i wanted to do my journal.
so i wanted to sit at my usual spot.
*near to ryan lorhs*
dhen i realised,
he aint in school ):

so i sat behind the pond.
but keep glancing at ryan's usual spot.
" where he go uh ? "
" he not in school lurhs "

haiz.
so empty without him.
so i smsed him the whole morning
until 10.01 am.
i think he went to sleep or something xP

i think he has sixth sene.
he knows when i'm feeling cold.
and just sends me an
imaginary " hug "

after recess was photo taking session (:
i sat with christal ):
because i short lurhs.
i thought i could sit with azlin..
but the photographers separated us !
so i sat between yan lei and christal.

lucky got yan lei.
morning christal acted like a bitch !
say what i haven pay class fund?
talk fuck lorhs.
i did pay.
and i bet i was the only one to pay uing 10cent coins (:
my wallet heavily lurhs.
so i paid using 10 cent coins lurhs.
can use why dun wan use ?

photo taking was fun.
first 2 pictures was to put the number card in front
of our face.
damn funny.

next 2 pictures was the formal.
mann.
i hated it !
i blinked the 2 times they took it.
i'll surely look like a RETARD!
rawr.

next 2 was the BEST!
informal shots ((:
me,azlin,syafiqah,florentina,nisaa,curry,nadia.
and some others (:
we sat on the floor.
then first picture,
ms shelia say all girls act CUTE (:
so we put PEACE sign (:

then second picture,
we all hug each other (:
hahas.
i hugged curry and nisaa and azlin (:

after that is history class again.
i slept through it.
so boring!
i was thinking of ryan the WHOLE TIME.

class ended 15 minutes later,
so we watched movie that ms shelia let us watch.
this japanese movie.
dont know what name.
wait,
now i ask maliah what's the title.

i wanna go buy the DVD
and watch again and again.
its a pretty cool movie (:

watch finish,
i check my phone.
rawr.
no sms no calls.
bet he's sleeping.
ryan said he'll call.
but i guess he didnt.

its pretty boring.
without him at all.
oh yah.
i totally hate RAMBUTAN !!
stoopid guy.
say he made ryan sick derhs.
because last friday he made ryan eat popcorn
then dont know what happened.
rawr.
STOOPID rambutan !!
if not for you,
ryan could have come to school!

dhen KARKHENG kor kor.
haiiyoh.
say what ryan got dengue fever.
make me so worried seh.
i cried like hell !

but frankly,
ryan has had fever for 3 days already.
really hopes he's going to be okay.
because i'm just so worried something might actually happen to him!


HOWL"S MOVING CASTLE.
yeah.
thats the name of the movie i watched (:


loves loves ;
ryan lew.

~ darling,
really hope you'll be fine.
get well soon dear.
wish you good luck and good health (:
lotsa loves;

darlin mel mel (:
jia yous !
i'm behind yahh (:

muacks !
miss you hell loads
* hugs *