contradicting?

i say i love him now.
but if you read most of my posts. i say i don't
do i actually do or don't?
thats really somethign i should think about.
he actually has a hold over me!
when i'm angry at him,and talk about breaking up.
erm..something just happens and i totally change my mind lurhhs.
and then i love him even more.
maybe its because of all these obstacles that i've been meeting.
i've learnt to treasure our love.



; OUR LOVE ;

darlin ryan,
i still love you like i did before.
just hope you still feel the same as before too :D

my TEDDY bear,
i miss you truckloads.


loves loves ;

muackx !