back to blogging x)
friendster is lagging awfully.
i forgot to delete the cookies today.
and daddy found out about my blog.
i changed the url.
and now i changed it back.
highly doubt daddy would remember it though x)
anyways.
school starts.
and it totally sucks to the core.
mommy found out i speak vulgarities.
but so what.
this is MY blog.
not hers.
it aint even HERS to comment.
so yeah.
SHUT THE FUCK UP.
anyways.
yesterday was NCC day.
and it was totally awesome !
we marched in.
and MR ONG talked so long sia.
we all stand there until about to faint alreadys.
but lucky,
no one did.
HAPPY NCC DAY (:
hahas.
i went to visit AMANDA's blog.
she's alright now i guess.
that RYAN LEW didn talk to her for quite a while already.
i'm really bored.
today wanted to go out and buy my guitar.
but mommy sprained her leg.
or whatever that is.
so yeah.
sians.
i wanna buy that awesome ESPIRIT white shirt-black tie.
and and and.
that blue shorts suspenders (:
and a pair of black SKINNY jeans (:
yay!
mommy say she'll bring me go buy soon.
and i want some black tees.
:D
k0r k0r has the bag.
i shall borrow it someday.
and i'll lend him my le coq sportif bag x)
yay !
and i got that shades already.
anyways.
monday is YOUTH DAY x)
free day (:
can go out.
anyways.
SYAFIQAH went to batam
to visit her grandpa.
i miss her alreadys.
SYAFIQAH i miss you !
on monday.
i wanna go to pasir ris beach there.
go cycle bike and play the playground
okays.
i know i'm childish.
btu who cares?
i'm still a 13 year old lehs.
and and and
i love RYAN LEW !!
muackx honey !
blogging is cool x)
and and and
school totally sucks x(
so yeah.
week days cant even use the computer seh.
bad parents.
haiiz,
bye for quite along while BLOG ):
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Friday, June 29, 2007
school's back on.
okays.
not going much into detail.
if not i'll take ages and years to finish them..
anyways.
today i'm ignoring RYAN ):
he so bad sia.
yesterday night he make me neber sleep.
i waited for his bloody sms from 10 to 4.
when i had to wake up to do my homework.
and have to go to schoo by 6.
because today is NCC day (:
HAPPY NCC DAY !!
short post.
will be posting more later tongiht.
bye blog (:
not going much into detail.
if not i'll take ages and years to finish them..
anyways.
today i'm ignoring RYAN ):
he so bad sia.
yesterday night he make me neber sleep.
i waited for his bloody sms from 10 to 4.
when i had to wake up to do my homework.
and have to go to schoo by 6.
because today is NCC day (:
HAPPY NCC DAY !!
short post.
will be posting more later tongiht.
bye blog (:
Monday, June 25, 2007
back to school (:
okays.
first thing first.
yesterday after the previous post,
went to tuition at some guy's house.
the tuition was awful ):
i sit alone sia.
dhen i saw nigel
i said hi
he pretended he didn know me.
FUCKing guy.
ACT cool.
hate ue this type of people lorhs !
anways.
it lasted for 2 and 1/2 hours.
so bloody shyt sia.
dhen after that,
daddy and mommy came and fetch me in KAT jie's car.
nice colour larh the car.
dhen after that,
went to ALOHA LOYANG for nephew's b'dae party.
guess what?
he's only 4 ?!
and he had his b'dae party at TERRACE okays ?
and yarh.
it was boring.
i smsed RYAN
and played balloons with BRENDA :D
damn fun.
after that,
there was this little girl called "PRINCESS"
she's like a witch,
hell no that she's a princess lorhs.
damn shyt.
MALIAH and NADIA called,
so we conferenced.
and i let MALIAH hear " princess " 's voice.
she sounded EVILLL
dhen she got like the whole stupid kid gang over
to scream at me while i was on the phone lorhs.
one day i'll get all of them BACK ((:
heehees.
EVILLL
dhen stupid 3rd aunt kicked up a fuss that
i was on the phone the whole time ?!
wad the hell sia.
house phone she also scold.
MY handphone also scold.
also not she pay wad ?!
she should mind her BLOODy own business sia (:
anyways.
i could not sleep last night.
i did all my homework (:
me so guai :D
like real larhs.
fake fake only (:
anyways.
I"M BACK with RYAN (:
i decided i could not do without him.
even if he thinks he can do without me.
i dont.
i'm finally clear in my thnking !!
anwyas.
when i walked past his classroom today.
and saw him so sad,
i cried on my way back to class ):
i really love him.
and i didn know why i did things to hurt him ..
sowee ryan.
first thing first.
yesterday after the previous post,
went to tuition at some guy's house.
the tuition was awful ):
i sit alone sia.
dhen i saw nigel
i said hi
he pretended he didn know me.
FUCKing guy.
ACT cool.
hate ue this type of people lorhs !
anways.
it lasted for 2 and 1/2 hours.
so bloody shyt sia.
dhen after that,
daddy and mommy came and fetch me in KAT jie's car.
nice colour larh the car.
dhen after that,
went to ALOHA LOYANG for nephew's b'dae party.
guess what?
he's only 4 ?!
and he had his b'dae party at TERRACE okays ?
and yarh.
it was boring.
i smsed RYAN
and played balloons with BRENDA :D
damn fun.
after that,
there was this little girl called "PRINCESS"
she's like a witch,
hell no that she's a princess lorhs.
damn shyt.
MALIAH and NADIA called,
so we conferenced.
and i let MALIAH hear " princess " 's voice.
she sounded EVILLL
dhen she got like the whole stupid kid gang over
to scream at me while i was on the phone lorhs.
one day i'll get all of them BACK ((:
heehees.
EVILLL
dhen stupid 3rd aunt kicked up a fuss that
i was on the phone the whole time ?!
wad the hell sia.
house phone she also scold.
MY handphone also scold.
also not she pay wad ?!
she should mind her BLOODy own business sia (:
anyways.
i could not sleep last night.
i did all my homework (:
me so guai :D
like real larhs.
fake fake only (:
anyways.
I"M BACK with RYAN (:
i decided i could not do without him.
even if he thinks he can do without me.
i dont.
i'm finally clear in my thnking !!
anwyas.
when i walked past his classroom today.
and saw him so sad,
i cried on my way back to class ):
i really love him.
and i didn know why i did things to hurt him ..
sowee ryan.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
okies
i slept at 5 last night.
talked to VARIAN till 3+ i think.
i cried.
cried my heart out.
and i didn sleep well.
i'm missing him.
but i know.
i cant change anything now.
IF i patch,
i hurt more.
IF i dont patch,
i hurt least.
but in both ways.
i'll hurt.
and so will he.
maybe i shall change EVERYTHING.
i'm me because i started with him.
EMOing.
i'm dead like syafiqah is.
but i dont hate RYAN.
i seriously dont.
in fact,
i'm pitying him.
okies. i'm mean.
btu i dont care.
he broke my heart so many times.
and he healed it many times too.
so what now ?
not think about him ?
well i cant.
i'm seeing him tomorrow already.
i really hope he's goinna be alright man.
dont want to see him hurting himself.
for me.
i'm fine.
i'll cry abit once in a while.
btu i dont regret at all to have steaded with RYAN.
in fact i think it was the best time ever.
i didn waste my time on him.
i didn waste my love on him.
thats a relieve.
and i'm proud to tell him.
" YOU DIDN waste 5 months + on me "
so yeah.
back to EMOing.
later going out to some anonymous guy's house.
for tuition that is.
bleh.
with the twins of 1/5
and some other people.
and now.
i'm MOODLESS.
sadded.
i'm missing him.
and i still love him.
but the past remains a fact.
so too bad.
gotta start learning to life without him.
good luck to me dhen (:
talked to VARIAN till 3+ i think.
i cried.
cried my heart out.
and i didn sleep well.
i'm missing him.
but i know.
i cant change anything now.
IF i patch,
i hurt more.
IF i dont patch,
i hurt least.
but in both ways.
i'll hurt.
and so will he.
maybe i shall change EVERYTHING.
i'm me because i started with him.
EMOing.
i'm dead like syafiqah is.
but i dont hate RYAN.
i seriously dont.
in fact,
i'm pitying him.
okies. i'm mean.
btu i dont care.
he broke my heart so many times.
and he healed it many times too.
so what now ?
not think about him ?
well i cant.
i'm seeing him tomorrow already.
i really hope he's goinna be alright man.
dont want to see him hurting himself.
for me.
i'm fine.
i'll cry abit once in a while.
btu i dont regret at all to have steaded with RYAN.
in fact i think it was the best time ever.
i didn waste my time on him.
i didn waste my love on him.
thats a relieve.
and i'm proud to tell him.
" YOU DIDN waste 5 months + on me "
so yeah.
back to EMOing.
later going out to some anonymous guy's house.
for tuition that is.
bleh.
with the twins of 1/5
and some other people.
and now.
i'm MOODLESS.
sadded.
i'm missing him.
and i still love him.
but the past remains a fact.
so too bad.
gotta start learning to life without him.
good luck to me dhen (:
Saturday, June 23, 2007
FUCKing day
okays
at 11.11 p.m 23.06.07
WE OFFICIALLY BROKE UP.
hm. i think school's starting soon already.
so highly doubt i can blog EVERYDAY.
most probably,
once a week or so.
so yeah.
today went for guitar lesson.
and then came home with blisters.
because i wore a new shoe.
dhen i saw EVONNNE LIM.
this SLUT from primary school.
so yeah. i was crossing the road marhs.
so neber really said anything.
dhen came home.
dhen went for science tuition.
damn sians.
laughed alot.
dhen after that, went to IKEA.
RYAN told me say he changed his number.
so yeah.
after that,
ate dinner.
bought furniture.
came home.
sorta quarelled with RYAN
and dhen BROKE.
the end.
today's boring.
tomorrow's better i bet :D
varian's calling me tonight.
i hope i'll feel better.
BYE forever RYAN LEW !
i wont forget him
seriosly.
i wont.
and i neber will.
at 11.11 p.m 23.06.07
WE OFFICIALLY BROKE UP.
hm. i think school's starting soon already.
so highly doubt i can blog EVERYDAY.
most probably,
once a week or so.
so yeah.
today went for guitar lesson.
and then came home with blisters.
because i wore a new shoe.
dhen i saw EVONNNE LIM.
this SLUT from primary school.
so yeah. i was crossing the road marhs.
so neber really said anything.
dhen came home.
dhen went for science tuition.
damn sians.
laughed alot.
dhen after that, went to IKEA.
RYAN told me say he changed his number.
so yeah.
after that,
ate dinner.
bought furniture.
came home.
sorta quarelled with RYAN
and dhen BROKE.
the end.
today's boring.
tomorrow's better i bet :D
varian's calling me tonight.
i hope i'll feel better.
BYE forever RYAN LEW !
i wont forget him
seriosly.
i wont.
and i neber will.
Friday, June 22, 2007
blehh
oukays.
THURSDAY
hm. where did i go ? oh yeah
i went for jogging with MARIA at the pasir ris beach.
and RYAN was supposed to go out with AMANDA.
but in the end. RYAN didn go.
AMANDA cancelled the thingy i think.
because RYAN wasn sure if he could go ?
WOW. so GREAT sia she.
to actually cancelled the whole thing for him ?
so yeah.
after that at 3 i went out with MARIA.
it was drizzling.
but we still jogged and we went to the BIG BIG playground.
so fun sia.
MARIA we should go there often :D
anyways,
RYAN was there as well.
he said he was at FISHERMAN VILLAGE ?!
and he said he saw me TWICE..
i was just like..
ue good horh. see me neber say hi.
dhen left the park at 4+.
had tuition at LOYANG POINT at 6.
maths larhs.
i went there to eat first.
dhen is like the bloody teacher didn let me use my phone ?!
ask me surrender my phone on the table sia.
so fuck lorhs.
so yeah.
2 hours no phone.
and after that,
i came out,
6 sms, 4 missed calls.
pro rights ?
i was like complaining larhs,
" the teacher damn suck sia. make me surrender my phone . ask her go hell larhs "
dhen is like,
she was just behind me ?
i was just like SHYTT !!
so yeah.
after that,
went home with mommy.
FRIDAY
today :D
hm.
was supposed to go to the BIRD PARK with KARKHENG..
but then
at 7 he smsed me.
say his parents didn allow him to use his phone ?
so yeah. dhen i changed back to pyjamas lorhs.
and continued sleeping.
until 12++ i think.
was supposed to go out watch FANTASTIC 4 with daddy.
but too lazy larhs.
i BROKE with RYAN for the first time at 12.20++
damn sad lorhs.
dhen no mood.
dhen i told SYAFIQAH and MALIAH
dhen meet me at the playground.
to cheer me up.
met them at 1.30
dhen we just like started complaining about GUYS.
so yeah.
felt better after spending time with them.
THANKS GUYS :D
and MARIA and VARIAN and who arhs ?
yeah.
thats all.
and then MALIAH had to go home.
so yeah,
me and SYAFIQAH sent her home.
dhen we went to WHITE SANDS.
and ate oreo-cheesecake and drank stuff :D
so yeah.
it was cool lorhs.
dhen after that,
SYAFIQAH's sis came and gave me a packet of snack :D
thank UE !!
ahahs.
i was regretting to break with RYAN lorhs
dhen i went home.
still feeling quite crappy.
so yeah.
i asked him
if he would want a patch up.
he say okay.
so yeah.
we PATCHED up (:
budden is like,
the feeling was different also.
after that,
went for a haircut,
and SERIOUSLY
i look like a guy now ))):
i look so crappy.
but at least,
still can tie hair larhs.
i SPRAINED my finger ?!
damn pain lorhs.
mommy helped me massage and i cried ?
because like damn pain.
dhen i moved my furniture in my room around.
and i cleaned my room.
so dusty sia.
damn disgusting.
dhen daddy came back from swimming.
and he checked the furniture,
i broke the table ):
and i got scolded.
with SYAFIQAH and NADIA on the phone.
they say i so RUDE.
okays larhs.
this like my normal lerhs.
have relly seen my RUDE ways.
so yeah.
RYAN told me,
after we BROKE,
he asked AMANDA how to apologize to me and how to get a second chance ?!
like wad the hell.
i was like because of that,
then like confused.
and worked myself to tiredness lorhs.
wth sia..
so yeah.
now still smsing RYAN.
:D
i want him back.
oh yeah.
YENSOON dadddy said somethign very touching (:
thank ue daddy.
he said.
" RYAN LEW is a BADDIE !!
BULLY my MEL MEL "
" NEBERMIND, when ue guys together, be alert wors,
ANYTHING tell papa okies ? "
is like.
so good to me (:
so happy sia.
i'm loved.
okies.
gotta go orh orh lerhs.
NIGHTS BLOG :D
muackx RYAN (:
THURSDAY
hm. where did i go ? oh yeah
i went for jogging with MARIA at the pasir ris beach.
and RYAN was supposed to go out with AMANDA.
but in the end. RYAN didn go.
AMANDA cancelled the thingy i think.
because RYAN wasn sure if he could go ?
WOW. so GREAT sia she.
to actually cancelled the whole thing for him ?
so yeah.
after that at 3 i went out with MARIA.
it was drizzling.
but we still jogged and we went to the BIG BIG playground.
so fun sia.
MARIA we should go there often :D
anyways,
RYAN was there as well.
he said he was at FISHERMAN VILLAGE ?!
and he said he saw me TWICE..
i was just like..
ue good horh. see me neber say hi.
dhen left the park at 4+.
had tuition at LOYANG POINT at 6.
maths larhs.
i went there to eat first.
dhen is like the bloody teacher didn let me use my phone ?!
ask me surrender my phone on the table sia.
so fuck lorhs.
so yeah.
2 hours no phone.
and after that,
i came out,
6 sms, 4 missed calls.
pro rights ?
i was like complaining larhs,
" the teacher damn suck sia. make me surrender my phone . ask her go hell larhs "
dhen is like,
she was just behind me ?
i was just like SHYTT !!
so yeah.
after that,
went home with mommy.
FRIDAY
today :D
hm.
was supposed to go to the BIRD PARK with KARKHENG..
but then
at 7 he smsed me.
say his parents didn allow him to use his phone ?
so yeah. dhen i changed back to pyjamas lorhs.
and continued sleeping.
until 12++ i think.
was supposed to go out watch FANTASTIC 4 with daddy.
but too lazy larhs.
i BROKE with RYAN for the first time at 12.20++
damn sad lorhs.
dhen no mood.
dhen i told SYAFIQAH and MALIAH
dhen meet me at the playground.
to cheer me up.
met them at 1.30
dhen we just like started complaining about GUYS.
so yeah.
felt better after spending time with them.
THANKS GUYS :D
and MARIA and VARIAN and who arhs ?
yeah.
thats all.
and then MALIAH had to go home.
so yeah,
me and SYAFIQAH sent her home.
dhen we went to WHITE SANDS.
and ate oreo-cheesecake and drank stuff :D
so yeah.
it was cool lorhs.
dhen after that,
SYAFIQAH's sis came and gave me a packet of snack :D
thank UE !!
ahahs.
i was regretting to break with RYAN lorhs
dhen i went home.
still feeling quite crappy.
so yeah.
i asked him
if he would want a patch up.
he say okay.
so yeah.
we PATCHED up (:
budden is like,
the feeling was different also.
after that,
went for a haircut,
and SERIOUSLY
i look like a guy now ))):
i look so crappy.
but at least,
still can tie hair larhs.
i SPRAINED my finger ?!
damn pain lorhs.
mommy helped me massage and i cried ?
because like damn pain.
dhen i moved my furniture in my room around.
and i cleaned my room.
so dusty sia.
damn disgusting.
dhen daddy came back from swimming.
and he checked the furniture,
i broke the table ):
and i got scolded.
with SYAFIQAH and NADIA on the phone.
they say i so RUDE.
okays larhs.
this like my normal lerhs.
have relly seen my RUDE ways.
so yeah.
RYAN told me,
after we BROKE,
he asked AMANDA how to apologize to me and how to get a second chance ?!
like wad the hell.
i was like because of that,
then like confused.
and worked myself to tiredness lorhs.
wth sia..
so yeah.
now still smsing RYAN.
:D
i want him back.
oh yeah.
YENSOON dadddy said somethign very touching (:
thank ue daddy.
he said.
" RYAN LEW is a BADDIE !!
BULLY my MEL MEL "
" NEBERMIND, when ue guys together, be alert wors,
ANYTHING tell papa okies ? "
is like.
so good to me (:
so happy sia.
i'm loved.
okies.
gotta go orh orh lerhs.
NIGHTS BLOG :D
muackx RYAN (:
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
FUCGG
bleh
MALIAH came today.
and i was supposed to pick her up at 10.30.
but guess wad ?
i over slept :D
until 10.20 then i woke up.
so yeah.
rushed like hell just to wash up and bath.
reach there about 10.35?
so pro hors (:
so yeah.
after that,
me and MALIAH did our homework
she did a GEOGRAPHY paper.
i only wrote 2 sentences :D
hahas.
after that,
decided to use the computer to go watch some FUNNNY FUNNY movies.
i think
one of them is called,
" stewie's something "
so yeah.
dhen we decided to go LOYANGPOINT..
macs.
for lunch
we met NADIA there (:
she was so colourful sia :D
dhen we hugged and all that,
sat down and went to go buy food.
hahas.
after that,
chatted for quite awhile.
dhen MALIAh had to go home.
so left me and NADIA.
NADIA accompanied me for awhile,
until KARKHENG came.
so yeah.
OH KAR KHENG ue good.
make me go buy food for ue.
but neberminds.
in the end also not i buy.
is NAZIR buy for me to buy for KARKHENG.
so yeah.
after that,
we 3 walked to school.
i was busy smsing RYAN
dhen KARKHENG and NAZIR decided to PANGSEH me.
damn bad sia ue guys.
i run until i got cramps sia..
dhen get stitch.
after that,
smsed RYAN and VARIAN.
oh yeah.
last night VARIAN talked to me.
from 11+ to 4+ 5.
so yeah.
my phone battery flat sia.
dhen reached home.
rest in KOR KOR's air con room :D
damn shiok.
dhen played computer.
and asked MARIA if she wanted to go jogging.
she say she not free.
so yeah.
wanted to go by myself.
but mommy say dangerous.
wad the hell lorhs.
dhen i went to BIG AUNTS's house
and there she goes again
repaeting about me using the phone all day yesterday.
man,
doesn she get tired of repeating things over and over again ?
dhen still scold me.
wad the fuck sia.
my house phone i also cant use.
dhen wad ?
wait for ue 365 days to call and i cant use it huh ?
wad the fucking hell reason sia.
so yeah.
i went home with 2 big bags of clothes.
i think is 3rd AUNT buy for my another cousin wan.
dhen before coming back.
i stopped by at the play ground,.
wanted to see if HATTA was there.
i miss HATTA ):
my bestie for 4 years sia.
he now in CORAL :D
hahas.
his' dream secondary school seh.
anyways.
i did many many homework today though (:
hahas.
came back asked mommy if i could go BIRD PARK
with KARKHENG and NAZIR
dhen its like
last night she say can lorhs
dhen just now she say daddy say cant.
because there too ULU and very dangerous ?!
wad the hell sia.
dhen wad if wan go,
daddy must bring me there.
dhen after that daddy would go somewhere else?
talk what crap sia.
if daddy brought me there,
he would SIT BEISDE me
and NOT let me talk to any one and do anything.
VANDALISE ?
NO WAY !
he'll control my every step and movement.
which is SO goddamn retarded ?!
so yeah.
i protested.
so NO WAY !!
dhen daddy came home .
and i show tantrum larhs.
all cos of him
dhen i cant go.
ue know whye ?
its because on FRIDAY he is taking leave.
dhne like expect me to go out with him ?!
what the hell
ue taking leave my business ?
HELL NO
u take leave,
uer problem.
i go out.
ue stay home.
no matter how ue want to drag me out with ue go anywhere and spend
fucking QUALITY time.
no way.
i'd rather rot my way out ((:
anyways.
VARIAN's calling me tonight again.
at 11 ppm.
so early sia..
i still wanna blog ):
fuck shyt anyways.
RYAN i think
is going out with AMANDA tomorrow derhs.
she ACT sia.
still ask me wan go together not.
FUCK sia.
MALIAH came today.
and i was supposed to pick her up at 10.30.
but guess wad ?
i over slept :D
until 10.20 then i woke up.
so yeah.
rushed like hell just to wash up and bath.
reach there about 10.35?
so pro hors (:
so yeah.
after that,
me and MALIAH did our homework
she did a GEOGRAPHY paper.
i only wrote 2 sentences :D
hahas.
after that,
decided to use the computer to go watch some FUNNNY FUNNY movies.
i think
one of them is called,
" stewie's something "
so yeah.
dhen we decided to go LOYANGPOINT..
macs.
for lunch
we met NADIA there (:
she was so colourful sia :D
dhen we hugged and all that,
sat down and went to go buy food.
hahas.
after that,
chatted for quite awhile.
dhen MALIAh had to go home.
so left me and NADIA.
NADIA accompanied me for awhile,
until KARKHENG came.
so yeah.
OH KAR KHENG ue good.
make me go buy food for ue.
but neberminds.
in the end also not i buy.
is NAZIR buy for me to buy for KARKHENG.
so yeah.
after that,
we 3 walked to school.
i was busy smsing RYAN
dhen KARKHENG and NAZIR decided to PANGSEH me.
damn bad sia ue guys.
i run until i got cramps sia..
dhen get stitch.
after that,
smsed RYAN and VARIAN.
oh yeah.
last night VARIAN talked to me.
from 11+ to 4+ 5.
so yeah.
my phone battery flat sia.
dhen reached home.
rest in KOR KOR's air con room :D
damn shiok.
dhen played computer.
and asked MARIA if she wanted to go jogging.
she say she not free.
so yeah.
wanted to go by myself.
but mommy say dangerous.
wad the hell lorhs.
dhen i went to BIG AUNTS's house
and there she goes again
repaeting about me using the phone all day yesterday.
man,
doesn she get tired of repeating things over and over again ?
dhen still scold me.
wad the fuck sia.
my house phone i also cant use.
dhen wad ?
wait for ue 365 days to call and i cant use it huh ?
wad the fucking hell reason sia.
so yeah.
i went home with 2 big bags of clothes.
i think is 3rd AUNT buy for my another cousin wan.
dhen before coming back.
i stopped by at the play ground,.
wanted to see if HATTA was there.
i miss HATTA ):
my bestie for 4 years sia.
he now in CORAL :D
hahas.
his' dream secondary school seh.
anyways.
i did many many homework today though (:
hahas.
came back asked mommy if i could go BIRD PARK
with KARKHENG and NAZIR
dhen its like
last night she say can lorhs
dhen just now she say daddy say cant.
because there too ULU and very dangerous ?!
wad the hell sia.
dhen wad if wan go,
daddy must bring me there.
dhen after that daddy would go somewhere else?
talk what crap sia.
if daddy brought me there,
he would SIT BEISDE me
and NOT let me talk to any one and do anything.
VANDALISE ?
NO WAY !
he'll control my every step and movement.
which is SO goddamn retarded ?!
so yeah.
i protested.
so NO WAY !!
dhen daddy came home .
and i show tantrum larhs.
all cos of him
dhen i cant go.
ue know whye ?
its because on FRIDAY he is taking leave.
dhne like expect me to go out with him ?!
what the hell
ue taking leave my business ?
HELL NO
u take leave,
uer problem.
i go out.
ue stay home.
no matter how ue want to drag me out with ue go anywhere and spend
fucking QUALITY time.
no way.
i'd rather rot my way out ((:
anyways.
VARIAN's calling me tonight again.
at 11 ppm.
so early sia..
i still wanna blog ):
fuck shyt anyways.
RYAN i think
is going out with AMANDA tomorrow derhs.
she ACT sia.
still ask me wan go together not.
FUCK sia.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
fuking
alrights.
i'm currently rotting my way at home.
my phone finally worked !
YAY !
anyways.
i talked to RYAN on the phone
from 12 to 5 i think.
hahas 3rd AUNT called i think
and she scolded me like hell.
fuck seh.
i only use the house phone because my phone spoil lorhs.
MY house phone lehs.
ue cant call through,
uer problem larhs.
scream at me for what?
damn shyt sia ue .
anyways.
ate SOUP for lunch.
okays.
thats was random.
dhen did 2 news paper cut out.
oh yeah.
when i switched on my phone.
guess what?
i didn get any smses though.
i got ALOT ALOT of calls.
hahas.
most is YANXIANG kor call.
marmie call.
yeap yeap.
thats all.
dhen mommy went out for dinner with daddy.
i ask her to DABAO back for me x)
i lazy go out larhs.
and and and.
my phone okays lerhs.
i go out for what ? waste time only.
and yeah.
MALIAH called.
and we talked alot.
TOMORROW maliah's coming's over to my house.
we're doing homework
so yeah.
after that,
we are goinna reward ourself to FOOD :D
hahas.
so yeah.
FRIDAY is confirm going out with KARKHENG(:
and and and NAZIR and and and RYAN i think ):
RYAN ue good.
i juts read AMANDA 's post.
RYAN ue good.
didn tell me say ue going out with at least 3 or 4 CHIO BU.
ue good.
i swear.
i'm going to BLEHHHH
rawr.
wad the fucking hell sia.
so yeah
RYAN LEW
hope ue have fun with the girls seh.
yeah yeah yeah
HAVE REAL FUN x(
i'm sobbing
uncontrollably..
sadded seh
he neber tell me at all.
anyways.
KARKHENG kor talking to him now.
RYAN told KARKHENG
say
donno whether can go not.
because he thursday going out with AMANDA.
he still tell me dont get jealous because
he'll always be mine.
like who will believe sia.
he told KARKHENG
he try to go on FRIDAY
):
i really really hate her.
she is SUCH a BITCH
being third party suits her huh ?
well well
why not she go and break her OWN relationship up.
whye chose mine ?
no way.
i'm not letting her have her bloody way.
fucking shyt.
bitch
whore
asshole
RYAN's mine.
rawr.
i seriously bite.
so yeah
cant wait for tomorrow.
MALIAH's coming.
and
i'm currently rotting my way at home.
my phone finally worked !
YAY !
anyways.
i talked to RYAN on the phone
from 12 to 5 i think.
hahas 3rd AUNT called i think
and she scolded me like hell.
fuck seh.
i only use the house phone because my phone spoil lorhs.
MY house phone lehs.
ue cant call through,
uer problem larhs.
scream at me for what?
damn shyt sia ue .
anyways.
ate SOUP for lunch.
okays.
thats was random.
dhen did 2 news paper cut out.
oh yeah.
when i switched on my phone.
guess what?
i didn get any smses though.
i got ALOT ALOT of calls.
hahas.
most is YANXIANG kor call.
marmie call.
yeap yeap.
thats all.
dhen mommy went out for dinner with daddy.
i ask her to DABAO back for me x)
i lazy go out larhs.
and and and.
my phone okays lerhs.
i go out for what ? waste time only.
and yeah.
MALIAH called.
and we talked alot.
TOMORROW maliah's coming's over to my house.
we're doing homework
so yeah.
after that,
we are goinna reward ourself to FOOD :D
hahas.
so yeah.
FRIDAY is confirm going out with KARKHENG(:
and and and NAZIR and and and RYAN i think ):
RYAN ue good.
i juts read AMANDA 's post.
RYAN ue good.
didn tell me say ue going out with at least 3 or 4 CHIO BU.
ue good.
i swear.
i'm going to BLEHHHH
rawr.
wad the fucking hell sia.
so yeah
RYAN LEW
hope ue have fun with the girls seh.
yeah yeah yeah
HAVE REAL FUN x(
i'm sobbing
uncontrollably..
sadded seh
he neber tell me at all.
anyways.
KARKHENG kor talking to him now.
RYAN told KARKHENG
say
donno whether can go not.
because he thursday going out with AMANDA.
he still tell me dont get jealous because
he'll always be mine.
like who will believe sia.
he told KARKHENG
he try to go on FRIDAY
):
i really really hate her.
she is SUCH a BITCH
being third party suits her huh ?
well well
why not she go and break her OWN relationship up.
whye chose mine ?
no way.
i'm not letting her have her bloody way.
fucking shyt.
bitch
whore
asshole
RYAN's mine.
rawr.
i seriously bite.
so yeah
cant wait for tomorrow.
MALIAH's coming.
and
Monday, June 18, 2007
okays.
SUNDAY
anyways.
yesterday i went to the science center
with daddy and mommy
most of the time i was alone.
because i walked very fast.
i damaged quite alort of property there larhs.
hahas.
anyways.
i went for dinner at CHOA CHU KANG with my yeye
after the science center thingy.
we ate DELIFRANCE (:
i ordered pasta.
but but but.
i didn like the taste and smell of it.
so i just put one side.
so yeah.
i didn use my bloody phone for 2 fucking days ?!
so bloody shyt larhs.
after that,
3rd aunt brought yeye home.
i continued shopping with mommy and daddy.
buy this buy that.
hahas.
after that,
daddy keep complaining say tired.
so we went home.
reached home about 9++?
after that,
smsed RYAN with mommy's phone.
he din say " i love ue " at all..
):
dhen i sleep at 12++ i think.
because today wanted to go repair my sim-card lorhs.
TODAY
woke up at 8++ ?
and and and.
got ready to leave the house at 9.
because i didn know what time the stupid shop open.
and and and,
i didn bring a watch along ?!
and my phone couldn tell me the time.
in the end go ask passerby ;x
dhen some tell me different timing.
i sat at TM macs for 10 mins.
drink MILO and ate a HASHBROWN
was too angry to eat more.
the shop opened at 11 only ?!
so i decided to go home.
computer wasn switched off.
and i need to talk to RYAN desperately.
so yeah.
i rushed home.
and to switch off my com and talk to RYAN on he phone for awhile.
just awhile.
dhen i had to leave.
to get my phone repaired.
this time.
i brought along my watch (:
i reached there,
asked the people.
dhen they say i needed an adult ?!
i was just like.
WAD THE FUCKIN HELL !!
so yeah.
stormed off to go home.
reached home.
cried a lil.
i really needed my phone.
dhen i told mommy and daddy about it,
they agreed.
after mommy gets off work,
we meet at TM
dhen go repair my phone.
last minute.
something cropped up.
and daddy couldn come.
so mommy helped me with the repair thingy.
so yeah.
i got a new sim card already.
but the guy said i could only use my phone TOMMORROW?!
i was just like
WAD THE FUCKING HELL !!
so yeah.
stormed off again.
anyways.
i just went to AMANDA's blog.
she said.
she asking marcus and ryan go out this thursday.
marcus was online.
so i asked him
if he was going
he said he cant and dun want to go anyways
i was just like freaked out ?!
because
if marcus didn go.
it would only be RYAN with amanda and another girl
called CHARLYN
which is like 2 girls 1 guy.
and did i mention before ?
AMANDA still loves RYAN.
so thats what i'm ALWAYS scared when AMANDA asks RYAN out.
anyways.
i ALMOST fought with RYAN just a minute ago.
i didn tell him i was abit jealous.
i told him i was bored.
and he got offended.
because he said he maybe dont want to go
because he scared very awkward and he'll be left out
because he only guy..
i replied.
he wont feel awkward and left out derh
because will got 2 CHIO bu hold his hands walk around and talk to him
and treat him as prince charming.
he got really mad when i said this.
but as ue know.
i was JEALOUS ?!
what he expect me to say seh..
so yeah.
i said good night that time.
dhen i tell him why i said all that.
i said because i was LIL jealous.
and he say i had hurt his feelings.
):
i feel AWFUL :'(
sorry dar dar ):
sorry !!
anyways.
ii told him i'm sleeping already.
but i'm not yet sleeping.
because i'm still blogging.
and and and
ii dun want to sleep yet ):
so yeah.
currently talking to VARIAN (:
he's my buddy xD
he didn want to be my KOR so yeah.
i kinda feel at EASE talking to him though..
anyways.
i wanna go to BIRD PARK on friday !!
with KARKHENG kor i think.
and RYAN if i'm ntowrong
but first of all
i gotta FINISH up ALL my work (:
which is quite a few only.
if i concentrate.
should be able to finish by WEDNESDAY :D
yay!!
loves and misses
MY QANS / GIRLFRIENDS / WIFE / MISTRESSES / FIANCEE / BUDDIES / SWEETHEARTS / TWINS / MY DAR DAR
my precious one and only darling
RYAN LEW :D
muackxx !!
anyways.
yesterday i went to the science center
with daddy and mommy
most of the time i was alone.
because i walked very fast.
i damaged quite alort of property there larhs.
hahas.
anyways.
i went for dinner at CHOA CHU KANG with my yeye
after the science center thingy.
we ate DELIFRANCE (:
i ordered pasta.
but but but.
i didn like the taste and smell of it.
so i just put one side.
so yeah.
i didn use my bloody phone for 2 fucking days ?!
so bloody shyt larhs.
after that,
3rd aunt brought yeye home.
i continued shopping with mommy and daddy.
buy this buy that.
hahas.
after that,
daddy keep complaining say tired.
so we went home.
reached home about 9++?
after that,
smsed RYAN with mommy's phone.
he din say " i love ue " at all..
):
dhen i sleep at 12++ i think.
because today wanted to go repair my sim-card lorhs.
TODAY
woke up at 8++ ?
and and and.
got ready to leave the house at 9.
because i didn know what time the stupid shop open.
and and and,
i didn bring a watch along ?!
and my phone couldn tell me the time.
in the end go ask passerby ;x
dhen some tell me different timing.
i sat at TM macs for 10 mins.
drink MILO and ate a HASHBROWN
was too angry to eat more.
the shop opened at 11 only ?!
so i decided to go home.
computer wasn switched off.
and i need to talk to RYAN desperately.
so yeah.
i rushed home.
and to switch off my com and talk to RYAN on he phone for awhile.
just awhile.
dhen i had to leave.
to get my phone repaired.
this time.
i brought along my watch (:
i reached there,
asked the people.
dhen they say i needed an adult ?!
i was just like.
WAD THE FUCKIN HELL !!
so yeah.
stormed off to go home.
reached home.
cried a lil.
i really needed my phone.
dhen i told mommy and daddy about it,
they agreed.
after mommy gets off work,
we meet at TM
dhen go repair my phone.
last minute.
something cropped up.
and daddy couldn come.
so mommy helped me with the repair thingy.
so yeah.
i got a new sim card already.
but the guy said i could only use my phone TOMMORROW?!
i was just like
WAD THE FUCKING HELL !!
so yeah.
stormed off again.
anyways.
i just went to AMANDA's blog.
she said.
she asking marcus and ryan go out this thursday.
marcus was online.
so i asked him
if he was going
he said he cant and dun want to go anyways
i was just like freaked out ?!
because
if marcus didn go.
it would only be RYAN with amanda and another girl
called CHARLYN
which is like 2 girls 1 guy.
and did i mention before ?
AMANDA still loves RYAN.
so thats what i'm ALWAYS scared when AMANDA asks RYAN out.
anyways.
i ALMOST fought with RYAN just a minute ago.
i didn tell him i was abit jealous.
i told him i was bored.
and he got offended.
because he said he maybe dont want to go
because he scared very awkward and he'll be left out
because he only guy..
i replied.
he wont feel awkward and left out derh
because will got 2 CHIO bu hold his hands walk around and talk to him
and treat him as prince charming.
he got really mad when i said this.
but as ue know.
i was JEALOUS ?!
what he expect me to say seh..
so yeah.
i said good night that time.
dhen i tell him why i said all that.
i said because i was LIL jealous.
and he say i had hurt his feelings.
):
i feel AWFUL :'(
sorry dar dar ):
sorry !!
anyways.
ii told him i'm sleeping already.
but i'm not yet sleeping.
because i'm still blogging.
and and and
ii dun want to sleep yet ):
so yeah.
currently talking to VARIAN (:
he's my buddy xD
he didn want to be my KOR so yeah.
i kinda feel at EASE talking to him though..
anyways.
i wanna go to BIRD PARK on friday !!
with KARKHENG kor i think.
and RYAN if i'm ntowrong
but first of all
i gotta FINISH up ALL my work (:
which is quite a few only.
if i concentrate.
should be able to finish by WEDNESDAY :D
yay!!
loves and misses
MY QANS / GIRLFRIENDS / WIFE / MISTRESSES / FIANCEE / BUDDIES / SWEETHEARTS / TWINS / MY DAR DAR
my precious one and only darling
RYAN LEW :D
muackxx !!
Sunday, June 17, 2007
this is weirddd.
Each player
of this game
starts off by giving 6 weird
things about themselves.
People who get tagged
need to write a blog post of their own
6 weird things
as well as stae
the rules clearly.
In the end,
you need to choose
6 people to be tagged
and LIST their names.
CLEAR ?
THOSE WERE THE RULES (:
1.I can be EMOtionally disturbed really easily.
2.I can laugh and scream and cry ANYTIME i want to.
3.I'm a GODDAMNED worrywort.
4.I can SING and go CRAZY all of a sudden.
5.I'm a PARANOID insanic moron.
6.I'm SERIOUSLY damn VULGAR.
THE people are :
1.MALIAH
2.SHIRLEY
3.BRENDA
4.NABILAAA
5.NISAA
6.CONSTANCE
of this game
starts off by giving 6 weird
things about themselves.
People who get tagged
need to write a blog post of their own
6 weird things
as well as stae
the rules clearly.
In the end,
you need to choose
6 people to be tagged
and LIST their names.
CLEAR ?
THOSE WERE THE RULES (:
1.I can be EMOtionally disturbed really easily.
2.I can laugh and scream and cry ANYTIME i want to.
3.I'm a GODDAMNED worrywort.
4.I can SING and go CRAZY all of a sudden.
5.I'm a PARANOID insanic moron.
6.I'm SERIOUSLY damn VULGAR.
THE people are :
1.MALIAH
2.SHIRLEY
3.BRENDA
4.NABILAAA
5.NISAA
6.CONSTANCE
Saturday, June 16, 2007
fuck shyt !
rawr.
okays.
today was not going smoothly lorhs.
start of the day
mommy woke me up at 12 ?!
i like still sleepy sleepy type.
bleh.
make me feel so crappy all day.
and i think today is the most horrible day ever !
first thing.
daddy told me i had to switch to mommy's number when school reopens.
which is like.
360 free sms only ?!
and NO incoming free.
and only 150 free outgoing ?!
wad the fuckk!
so yeah.
dhen after that,
found out that tuition that time,
i could NOT sms at all !!
i also din know whye seh.
dhen i was so fed up,
i OFFed and ONed my phone 3 times.
in the end,
nothin got better.
dhen after that,
went to downtown east to eat SAKAE SUSHI.
frankly,
i hated sushi.
but because celebrate FATHER's day,
so also BO BIAN.
):
anyways.
dhen i saw my PRIMARY school friend.
ERICA.
she's so cute and chio now seh.
she smiled at me larhs.
so i also smiled back lorhs.
anyways.
RYAN smsed me lorhs.
dhen i wanted to reply.
btu i could not ?!
because the thingy got problem ):
dhen after that,
came home and i wanted to check if the phone really cant work.
in the end.
my phone got locked.
and my sim card was being rejected !!
bloody shyt i know.
anyways.
tmr going to science center with EDEN and JOJO i think (:
yay!
and after that,
meeting my KOR KOR x)
haven seen him since 1 month ago ):
and and and.
on MONDAY
i can finally go repair my DAMAGED sim card (:
yay!
now smsing RYANwith mommy's phone larhs.
LOVES and MISSES
RYAN LEW DAR DAR
okays.
today was not going smoothly lorhs.
start of the day
mommy woke me up at 12 ?!
i like still sleepy sleepy type.
bleh.
make me feel so crappy all day.
and i think today is the most horrible day ever !
first thing.
daddy told me i had to switch to mommy's number when school reopens.
which is like.
360 free sms only ?!
and NO incoming free.
and only 150 free outgoing ?!
wad the fuckk!
so yeah.
dhen after that,
found out that tuition that time,
i could NOT sms at all !!
i also din know whye seh.
dhen i was so fed up,
i OFFed and ONed my phone 3 times.
in the end,
nothin got better.
dhen after that,
went to downtown east to eat SAKAE SUSHI.
frankly,
i hated sushi.
but because celebrate FATHER's day,
so also BO BIAN.
):
anyways.
dhen i saw my PRIMARY school friend.
ERICA.
she's so cute and chio now seh.
she smiled at me larhs.
so i also smiled back lorhs.
anyways.
RYAN smsed me lorhs.
dhen i wanted to reply.
btu i could not ?!
because the thingy got problem ):
dhen after that,
came home and i wanted to check if the phone really cant work.
in the end.
my phone got locked.
and my sim card was being rejected !!
bloody shyt i know.
anyways.
tmr going to science center with EDEN and JOJO i think (:
yay!
and after that,
meeting my KOR KOR x)
haven seen him since 1 month ago ):
and and and.
on MONDAY
i can finally go repair my DAMAGED sim card (:
yay!
now smsing RYANwith mommy's phone larhs.
LOVES and MISSES
RYAN LEW DAR DAR
saddddddddddddddd
:x
:x
:x
:x
poots.
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause were young
And we'll feel so alive
The Great Escape Lyrics
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight.
the lyrics of the great escape :D
love it.
:x
:x
:x
poots.
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause were young
And we'll feel so alive
The Great Escape Lyrics
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight.
the lyrics of the great escape :D
love it.
Friday, June 15, 2007
BBQ
today was hell loads of fun (:
met up with all my PRIMARY SCHOOL classmates.
i guess i was abit anti-social.
sorry guys.
the whole time.
MINGWEI was with WEN TING MING HUI
SERENE was with CRESHELLE VIGI JIN PING BELINDA.
i was like left out lorhs.
dhen i say hi to them,
they totally ignored me.
i know its like cos i wasn in the same school as them.
not the least about the same IQ about them as well.
they is either from DUNMAN HIGH or ANGLICAN HIGH and NGEE ANN
i was the only one from PASIR RIS CREST.
wa kao.
so FUCK seh.
dhen i just accept it as it is larhs.
while they were playing with water,
i just sat the rocks there.
listen to music on my phone.
i think for half an hour or so.
i was alone.
really thought about many many things.
like how some people changed.
dhen after that,
RONALD came and sat down.
dhen
JIAWEI came and sat down.
dhen
JUNJIE came and sit down.
dhen GLEN and the rest of the guys came and sat down.
and asked me.
why was i not with the other girls but sitting there alone.
i said.
i felt left out and unwanted so i decided to sit alone.
dhen they all said something that was so touching.
they said,
ah, nebermind them larhs, still got us marhs (:
it drizzled abit.
and we hid at the shelter there.
after that,
decided to start the fire.
but in the end.
cant.
because CRESHELLE brought a faulty lighter.
so yeah.
RONALD was made to go find a new lighter and buy it.
BARE-FOOTED.
we were at area G
he ran BARE-FOOTED to area E
quite far larhs.
but he still could not find any shops.
so he gave up and came back.
i met him on the way there.
WENTING and MINGWEI went together to somewhere.
i donno where.
they came back with a bicycle.
so yeah.
decided to go rent bicycle.
i was walking alone.
i also donno go where.
but there was this FUCKING * HALF-NAKED guy on a bike.
he cycled past me.
whistled and dhen keep staring at me.
so wanted to punch him seh.
DESPO FUCKING BASTARD.
so yeah
i told RONALD about it.
and he said.
the GUY also stared at him.
FUCKING SHYT.
THAT BLOODY GUY is a HOMOSEXUAL SEH
anyways.
i think he followed me or something.
because when i went back to the BBQ pit,
he came shortly..
sitting like opposite us.
and just keeps smiling and staring at the girls.
WTFFUCK
so i was so FUCKING scared,
i cried.
i cired for a full whole 10 minutes.
the guys were like
" oi mel, whye ue cry ? the guy isit ? aiyah,
dun worry larhs , here got us, the guys to protect ue lehs,
scared what ? we are 14 guys, he is only 1 adult alone "
i hear already
instantly like stopped crying larhs.
SERENE offered me a hot-dog.
THANKS SERENE !!
loves ue !
oh yeah
so continue.
dhen after that,
that MANIAC left.
and i ran to RONALD.
who was at the rock there.
so we just sat there.
and decided to just SCREAM our lungs out.
i did (:
so yeah.
played with sand and water
and talked alot with the GUYS only.
hahas.
the girls all ignored me.
i guess i was more comfortable talking to the guys barhs.
PRIMARY SCHOOL damn close to the GUYS derh.
i WAS a TOMBOY ?!
hahas.
orites.
enough about that.
i drew on the beach,
RYANisTHElove <3
hahas.
RONALD helped to add in a EXCLAIMATION mark too though (:
thanks RONALD !
anyways.
after that,
me and RONALD decided to go rent bikes.
we both cycled together..
on a TWO-SEATER bike larhs.
nothing happened larhs.
he's just my BEST FRIEND (:
dhen we talked alot lorhs.
we reached there,
i went to rent a GREEN bike ;D
GREEN is cool ((:
the bike very hard to cycle larhs
but i got used to it after awhile.
dhen me and RONALD cycled together.
either behind me , beside me or in front of me.
HAD real fun !!
THANKS RONALD.
for not letting me feel invisible (:
anyways.
we got separated at the end.
he cycled a wrong side.
and i came back first
i say he slow poke
he say because he thought i was lost,
so he U-TURNED just to find me.
but he could not find me ,
so he came back.
hahas.
SO TOUCHED (:
dhen we just like cycle around larhs.
quite FUN :D
dhen JIAWEI and JUNJIE decided to go rent skates.
ask them to cycle there,
dhey walked.
:x
but JUNJIE neber bring his ID along
so could not rent larhs.
DUMB :x
hahas.
so in order as not to be so PAISEH dhey go buy a can of PEPSI and 1 ice-cream.
hahas.
i DRANK some PEPSI (:
so thirsty marhs.
but neber share saliva larhs.
he took away his straw.
i drank from the can.
today's post is VERY VERY VERY lobg :x
sorryy !
dhen we go back larhs.
about time to go abck anyways.
LIANGXIAN went to return his skates alone.
hahas.
after that
waited for MINGHUI 's dad to pick us up.
send us to WHITE SANDS.
we ate macs for dinner (:
after that
went to arcade play games.
:x
i used JEREMY LEE's EZONE card x)
hahas.
used his money go play lotsa lotsa games (:
anyways
i walked back home with CRESHELLE and JIA WEI x)
ahhas.
and whe i rreached home;
realised i was severely SUNBURNT !!!
face's red.
arms's red.
leg's red.
back's red.
blah blah.
not going into details.
mommy come out of her room ask me go slepp lerhs.
good nights !
i LOVE ue
RYAN LEW DAR DAR
yay !
muackx !
met up with all my PRIMARY SCHOOL classmates.
i guess i was abit anti-social.
sorry guys.
the whole time.
MINGWEI was with WEN TING MING HUI
SERENE was with CRESHELLE VIGI JIN PING BELINDA.
i was like left out lorhs.
dhen i say hi to them,
they totally ignored me.
i know its like cos i wasn in the same school as them.
not the least about the same IQ about them as well.
they is either from DUNMAN HIGH or ANGLICAN HIGH and NGEE ANN
i was the only one from PASIR RIS CREST.
wa kao.
so FUCK seh.
dhen i just accept it as it is larhs.
while they were playing with water,
i just sat the rocks there.
listen to music on my phone.
i think for half an hour or so.
i was alone.
really thought about many many things.
like how some people changed.
dhen after that,
RONALD came and sat down.
dhen
JIAWEI came and sat down.
dhen
JUNJIE came and sit down.
dhen GLEN and the rest of the guys came and sat down.
and asked me.
why was i not with the other girls but sitting there alone.
i said.
i felt left out and unwanted so i decided to sit alone.
dhen they all said something that was so touching.
they said,
ah, nebermind them larhs, still got us marhs (:
it drizzled abit.
and we hid at the shelter there.
after that,
decided to start the fire.
but in the end.
cant.
because CRESHELLE brought a faulty lighter.
so yeah.
RONALD was made to go find a new lighter and buy it.
BARE-FOOTED.
we were at area G
he ran BARE-FOOTED to area E
quite far larhs.
but he still could not find any shops.
so he gave up and came back.
i met him on the way there.
WENTING and MINGWEI went together to somewhere.
i donno where.
they came back with a bicycle.
so yeah.
decided to go rent bicycle.
i was walking alone.
i also donno go where.
but there was this FUCKING * HALF-NAKED guy on a bike.
he cycled past me.
whistled and dhen keep staring at me.
so wanted to punch him seh.
DESPO FUCKING BASTARD.
so yeah
i told RONALD about it.
and he said.
the GUY also stared at him.
FUCKING SHYT.
THAT BLOODY GUY is a HOMOSEXUAL SEH
anyways.
i think he followed me or something.
because when i went back to the BBQ pit,
he came shortly..
sitting like opposite us.
and just keeps smiling and staring at the girls.
WTFFUCK
so i was so FUCKING scared,
i cried.
i cired for a full whole 10 minutes.
the guys were like
" oi mel, whye ue cry ? the guy isit ? aiyah,
dun worry larhs , here got us, the guys to protect ue lehs,
scared what ? we are 14 guys, he is only 1 adult alone "
i hear already
instantly like stopped crying larhs.
SERENE offered me a hot-dog.
THANKS SERENE !!
loves ue !
oh yeah
so continue.
dhen after that,
that MANIAC left.
and i ran to RONALD.
who was at the rock there.
so we just sat there.
and decided to just SCREAM our lungs out.
i did (:
so yeah.
played with sand and water
and talked alot with the GUYS only.
hahas.
the girls all ignored me.
i guess i was more comfortable talking to the guys barhs.
PRIMARY SCHOOL damn close to the GUYS derh.
i WAS a TOMBOY ?!
hahas.
orites.
enough about that.
i drew on the beach,
RYANisTHElove <3
hahas.
RONALD helped to add in a EXCLAIMATION mark too though (:
thanks RONALD !
anyways.
after that,
me and RONALD decided to go rent bikes.
we both cycled together..
on a TWO-SEATER bike larhs.
nothing happened larhs.
he's just my BEST FRIEND (:
dhen we talked alot lorhs.
we reached there,
i went to rent a GREEN bike ;D
GREEN is cool ((:
the bike very hard to cycle larhs
but i got used to it after awhile.
dhen me and RONALD cycled together.
either behind me , beside me or in front of me.
HAD real fun !!
THANKS RONALD.
for not letting me feel invisible (:
anyways.
we got separated at the end.
he cycled a wrong side.
and i came back first
i say he slow poke
he say because he thought i was lost,
so he U-TURNED just to find me.
but he could not find me ,
so he came back.
hahas.
SO TOUCHED (:
dhen we just like cycle around larhs.
quite FUN :D
dhen JIAWEI and JUNJIE decided to go rent skates.
ask them to cycle there,
dhey walked.
:x
but JUNJIE neber bring his ID along
so could not rent larhs.
DUMB :x
hahas.
so in order as not to be so PAISEH dhey go buy a can of PEPSI and 1 ice-cream.
hahas.
i DRANK some PEPSI (:
so thirsty marhs.
but neber share saliva larhs.
he took away his straw.
i drank from the can.
today's post is VERY VERY VERY lobg :x
sorryy !
dhen we go back larhs.
about time to go abck anyways.
LIANGXIAN went to return his skates alone.
hahas.
after that
waited for MINGHUI 's dad to pick us up.
send us to WHITE SANDS.
we ate macs for dinner (:
after that
went to arcade play games.
:x
i used JEREMY LEE's EZONE card x)
hahas.
used his money go play lotsa lotsa games (:
anyways
i walked back home with CRESHELLE and JIA WEI x)
ahhas.
and whe i rreached home;
realised i was severely SUNBURNT !!!
face's red.
arms's red.
leg's red.
back's red.
blah blah.
not going into details.
mommy come out of her room ask me go slepp lerhs.
good nights !
i LOVE ue
RYAN LEW DAR DAR
yay !
muackx !
Thursday, June 14, 2007
sorryyyy
WEDNESDAY
okays.
sorry i didn blog much for two days.
okays.
yesterday was hell fun.
went to pick up my specs.
went to WEST MALL
before that,
we went to LOYANG POINT x)
i ate like HELL loads (:
dhen after that got gastrics.
sadded ):
hurt like hell.
i ran across the road.
almost kena knocked down by a motorcycle.
SYAFIQAH was with me (:
yay!
dhen after WEST MALL ,
we decided to either go WHITE SANDS or LOYANG POINT.
i say go WHITESANDS check if the gang was there.
she say dont want larhs,
later they not there how?
in the end ,
they were there.
hahas,
so we alighted.
and walked to white sands.
saw them,
they were leaving already.
dhen i was like beggin them to stay.
and so they did.
i saw AZLIN
and i hugged her as tightly as i could.
i miss my BESTIE xD
dhen she and ILLIANY left.
left the rest,
we go library.
dhen we saw SYAKIRIN.
with her cousin or something.
she totally has poor fashion sense.
she wore a PINK bandanna with grey pants and faded-green shirt.
ABSOLUTELY like shyyt !
so we decided to go disturb her.
SYAFIQAH went first.
she was FAKE talking on the phone and saying SYAKIRIN.
i was next.
i FAKED talked on the phone.
and was like.
oh yeah , i saw her, ew. she looks disgusting. POOR fashion taste. agree ?
so yeah.
i was laughing my head off after that.
NADIA decided to borrow books on ASTRONOMY (:
i think when she grows up,
she'll be a great ASTRONOMIST.
after that,
we went to take NEOS (:
wiat.
i have the pictures.
but i'm far too lazy to upload them now.
hahas.
their really nice and GOOD (:
my darlings.
i love ue guys !
thanks for bringing laughter and smiles into my LIFE (:
CURRY
SYAFIQAH
FLORENTINA
NISAA
NADIA
HAZWANI
yeap.
thats about all i think.
if i missed anyone out,
comment kays ?
after that,
came home and talked on the phone with RYAN (:
hahas.
mommy helped me go out buy satay.
for TMR 's class reunion.
i so look forward to it (:
so yeah.
talked on the phone for 3/4 hours ++ i think.
until his parents came home.
so put down phone after saying " BYE LOVE UE "
(:
its a habit already.
anyways.
i din really sleep well.
because i was wondering if today going out nort.
because KK wasn home by last night..
but LUCKILY.
he called me at 1.15 ++
wa kaoo.
so late seh.
he just reached SG.
KARKHENG kor ,
i MISSED ue !
hahas.
alrights.
enough of yesterday.
THURSDAY / TODAY
went out with SYAFIQAH
RYAN
KARKHENG
(:
watched men in white.
it was a horror-comedy movie.
but most of the time,
i was scared.
so yeah.
after that,
we went to walk around.
walk around lerhs,
decided to go PIZZAHUT to eat pizza.
like only i was eating ?!
because SYAFIQAH could not eat much.
while KARKHENG wasn hungry
and RYAN had a eating disorder.
SO yeah.
ue guys arh
waste money only.
we ordered 2 pizzas.
ate one.
the other one KARKHENG brought it home.
HAHAS.
anyways.
THANK you KARKHENG
for the 4 leaf clover hand phone thingy (:
i really like it :D
anyways.
after that,
me and SYAFIQAH pulled the guys to follow us.
i wanted to buy transparent bra strap.
btu ISETAN dont have.
so we went to METRO
finally down there got.
dhen after that,
we went to the toilet.
i accompany SYAFIQAH
dhen after that,
we all had to go home already.
so i went to take bus 81 with RYAN and KARKHENG.
poor KARKHENG
he was alone on the bus with the pizza
i was with RYAN (:
hahas.
i miss him so so badly already ):
he smsed me right after he alighted,
say
i'm already missin you ):
so sweet lorhs.
dhen i said back.
i missed ue the moment ue left the seat beside me ):
hahas.
we've certainly becomed closer in every way xD
these days,
are so boring without MALIAH around ):
i miss her so badly.
and and and.
i so want that GREY teddy bear,
with a BLUE nose
and a " me to you " on it's left sole :'(
RYAN might be getting it for me (:
yay!
anyways.
these days,
i've been listening to
THE GREAT ESCAPE by BOYS LIKE GIRLS
I'LL WAIT FOR YOU by ELIIOT YAMIN
BIG GIRLS DONT CRY by FERGIE
these 3 songs are like
drugs (:
i'm so damn addicted to them.
will put the songs on the blog soon.
let ue guys hear them too (:
loves and misses ;
MELissa
; MALIAH
; RYAN
; SYAFQAH
muacks to the girls :D
muackx to the guy :D
yay!
i love ue ryan dar dar (:
okays.
sorry i didn blog much for two days.
okays.
yesterday was hell fun.
went to pick up my specs.
went to WEST MALL
before that,
we went to LOYANG POINT x)
i ate like HELL loads (:
dhen after that got gastrics.
sadded ):
hurt like hell.
i ran across the road.
almost kena knocked down by a motorcycle.
SYAFIQAH was with me (:
yay!
dhen after WEST MALL ,
we decided to either go WHITE SANDS or LOYANG POINT.
i say go WHITESANDS check if the gang was there.
she say dont want larhs,
later they not there how?
in the end ,
they were there.
hahas,
so we alighted.
and walked to white sands.
saw them,
they were leaving already.
dhen i was like beggin them to stay.
and so they did.
i saw AZLIN
and i hugged her as tightly as i could.
i miss my BESTIE xD
dhen she and ILLIANY left.
left the rest,
we go library.
dhen we saw SYAKIRIN.
with her cousin or something.
she totally has poor fashion sense.
she wore a PINK bandanna with grey pants and faded-green shirt.
ABSOLUTELY like shyyt !
so we decided to go disturb her.
SYAFIQAH went first.
she was FAKE talking on the phone and saying SYAKIRIN.
i was next.
i FAKED talked on the phone.
and was like.
oh yeah , i saw her, ew. she looks disgusting. POOR fashion taste. agree ?
so yeah.
i was laughing my head off after that.
NADIA decided to borrow books on ASTRONOMY (:
i think when she grows up,
she'll be a great ASTRONOMIST.
after that,
we went to take NEOS (:
wiat.
i have the pictures.
but i'm far too lazy to upload them now.
hahas.
their really nice and GOOD (:
my darlings.
i love ue guys !
thanks for bringing laughter and smiles into my LIFE (:
CURRY
SYAFIQAH
FLORENTINA
NISAA
NADIA
HAZWANI
yeap.
thats about all i think.
if i missed anyone out,
comment kays ?
after that,
came home and talked on the phone with RYAN (:
hahas.
mommy helped me go out buy satay.
for TMR 's class reunion.
i so look forward to it (:
so yeah.
talked on the phone for 3/4 hours ++ i think.
until his parents came home.
so put down phone after saying " BYE LOVE UE "
(:
its a habit already.
anyways.
i din really sleep well.
because i was wondering if today going out nort.
because KK wasn home by last night..
but LUCKILY.
he called me at 1.15 ++
wa kaoo.
so late seh.
he just reached SG.
KARKHENG kor ,
i MISSED ue !
hahas.
alrights.
enough of yesterday.
THURSDAY / TODAY
went out with SYAFIQAH
RYAN
KARKHENG
(:
watched men in white.
it was a horror-comedy movie.
but most of the time,
i was scared.
so yeah.
after that,
we went to walk around.
walk around lerhs,
decided to go PIZZAHUT to eat pizza.
like only i was eating ?!
because SYAFIQAH could not eat much.
while KARKHENG wasn hungry
and RYAN had a eating disorder.
SO yeah.
ue guys arh
waste money only.
we ordered 2 pizzas.
ate one.
the other one KARKHENG brought it home.
HAHAS.
anyways.
THANK you KARKHENG
for the 4 leaf clover hand phone thingy (:
i really like it :D
anyways.
after that,
me and SYAFIQAH pulled the guys to follow us.
i wanted to buy transparent bra strap.
btu ISETAN dont have.
so we went to METRO
finally down there got.
dhen after that,
we went to the toilet.
i accompany SYAFIQAH
dhen after that,
we all had to go home already.
so i went to take bus 81 with RYAN and KARKHENG.
poor KARKHENG
he was alone on the bus with the pizza
i was with RYAN (:
hahas.
i miss him so so badly already ):
he smsed me right after he alighted,
say
i'm already missin you ):
so sweet lorhs.
dhen i said back.
i missed ue the moment ue left the seat beside me ):
hahas.
we've certainly becomed closer in every way xD
these days,
are so boring without MALIAH around ):
i miss her so badly.
and and and.
i so want that GREY teddy bear,
with a BLUE nose
and a " me to you " on it's left sole :'(
RYAN might be getting it for me (:
yay!
anyways.
these days,
i've been listening to
THE GREAT ESCAPE by BOYS LIKE GIRLS
I'LL WAIT FOR YOU by ELIIOT YAMIN
BIG GIRLS DONT CRY by FERGIE
these 3 songs are like
drugs (:
i'm so damn addicted to them.
will put the songs on the blog soon.
let ue guys hear them too (:
loves and misses ;
MELissa
; MALIAH
; RYAN
; SYAFQAH
muacks to the girls :D
muackx to the guy :D
yay!
i love ue ryan dar dar (:
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
sadded lurhs.
okays.
today's really really bored.
so thats why i blogged SOO much today x)
hope this enjoys.
i'm currently listenign to BIG GIRLS dont cry by fergie
its really awesome (:
listen to it (:
anyways.
i cried on the phone with RYAN just now.
because he told me last night he didn reply
was because he was fed up.
and he told me.
sometimes when he's really angry.
he thinks of BREAK UP.
haiz.
so sad.
but still.
I LOVE UE RYAN.
muackx !
so i cryy and cryy.
he din find out i cried.
:D
i hope he din..
today's really really bored.
so thats why i blogged SOO much today x)
hope this enjoys.
i'm currently listenign to BIG GIRLS dont cry by fergie
its really awesome (:
listen to it (:
anyways.
i cried on the phone with RYAN just now.
because he told me last night he didn reply
was because he was fed up.
and he told me.
sometimes when he's really angry.
he thinks of BREAK UP.
haiz.
so sad.
but still.
I LOVE UE RYAN.
muackx !
so i cryy and cryy.
he din find out i cried.
:D
i hope he din..
shyt
i copied..bleh.
okays.
blogger aint working well.
so now i'm going to copy and paste.
first thing first.
after i went out.
its was damn heavy rain lorhs.
i got wet.
and i fell.
in the middle of the road.
cos i ran.
happy ?
no.
i fell on the same place where i fell the other time.
and the other time i fell cos i saw red ants ?!
FOOKING shyt.
hahas.
okays.
dhen i bought BEN and JERRY 's ice cream (:
with 2 packets of VAN HOULTEN's chocolates.
to last me the whole afternoon.
unfortunately.
i finished it already.
LOL.
i'm really bored now.
RYAN 's at FARHAN's house.
thats what he says.
hahas.
i had a heartache just only.
suddenly chest felt tight.
and i could not breathe.
i blacked out ):
now i talkin to AMANDA
IMRAN
ARA
and 33 other people :D
hahas.
i'm missing KARKHENG kor ):
yay!
his coming back tomorow !
yay!
bet " is HAPPY too (:
bad thing is that.
i have tuition later.
8-10
sadded.
actually it was supposed to be on FRIDAY.
but FRIDAY having class reunion.
i dont think i'll be able to make it on time.
so yeah.
changed the date.
now i can breathe normally :D
yay!
RYAN says.
later when mommy's back.
i gotta tell her..
and i WILL (:
because i just made an unbreakable promise this morning to RYAN.
that.
what he reminds me to do.
i must LISTEN and do it.
so YEAH (:
i'm really stiff.
from doing all the homework.
so yeah.
tomorrow morning.
meeting syafiqah at LOYANG point in the morning 7.30
dhen we go sku together.
i haven finish my MATHHS ?!
FUCK !
rawr !
neberminds.
later after tuition dhen i finish it all (:
i'm a good girl.
after school tmr.
i'm bringing SYAFIQAH to have her surprise.
and we are going to LOYANG POINT again.
my dear SYAFIQAH
dont worry.
the surprise is not going to be at LOYANG POINT xD
somewhere else.
ehhh.
so bad larhs u guys.
SYAFIQAH got her "
while my RYAN is at home ?!
unfair !
i wan my RYAN too !
i miss miss miss him to death.
):
sobs.
okays.
blogger aint working well.
so now i'm going to copy and paste.
first thing first.
after i went out.
its was damn heavy rain lorhs.
i got wet.
and i fell.
in the middle of the road.
cos i ran.
happy ?
no.
i fell on the same place where i fell the other time.
and the other time i fell cos i saw red ants ?!
FOOKING shyt.
hahas.
okays.
dhen i bought BEN and JERRY 's ice cream (:
with 2 packets of VAN HOULTEN's chocolates.
to last me the whole afternoon.
unfortunately.
i finished it already.
LOL.
i'm really bored now.
RYAN 's at FARHAN's house.
thats what he says.
hahas.
i had a heartache just only.
suddenly chest felt tight.
and i could not breathe.
i blacked out ):
now i talkin to AMANDA
IMRAN
ARA
and 33 other people :D
hahas.
i'm missing KARKHENG kor ):
yay!
his coming back tomorow !
yay!
bet " is HAPPY too (:
bad thing is that.
i have tuition later.
8-10
sadded.
actually it was supposed to be on FRIDAY.
but FRIDAY having class reunion.
i dont think i'll be able to make it on time.
so yeah.
changed the date.
now i can breathe normally :D
yay!
RYAN says.
later when mommy's back.
i gotta tell her..
and i WILL (:
because i just made an unbreakable promise this morning to RYAN.
that.
what he reminds me to do.
i must LISTEN and do it.
so YEAH (:
i'm really stiff.
from doing all the homework.
so yeah.
tomorrow morning.
meeting syafiqah at LOYANG point in the morning 7.30
dhen we go sku together.
i haven finish my MATHHS ?!
FUCK !
rawr !
neberminds.
later after tuition dhen i finish it all (:
i'm a good girl.
after school tmr.
i'm bringing SYAFIQAH to have her surprise.
and we are going to LOYANG POINT again.
my dear SYAFIQAH
dont worry.
the surprise is not going to be at LOYANG POINT xD
somewhere else.
ehhh.
so bad larhs u guys.
SYAFIQAH got her "
while my RYAN is at home ?!
unfair !
i wan my RYAN too !
i miss miss miss him to death.
):
sobs.
fark shiit
okays.
after blogging last night,
was smsing ryan.
he was at TM with his aunt.
dhen i went to bath.
4 th time in the entire day.
so yeah.
by 11+ , i'm done bathing.
and so he is too.
dhen he scold me seh.
say what he's tired of repeating things over and over again.
he talked as if i dont get tired too ?
i do.
but just that i feel.
relationships can only last long,
if you really care for your other partner.
i cared for him.
even if i'm really mad because he dont listen.
i still care.
but him ?
just because i'm this stubborn little dumb dumb.
he 's so called washing his hands off me.
is that what people call LOVE ?
and he ignored me for 6 hours straight.
he didn even say good night sweet dreams.
he only smsed that in the morning.
okay.
i'm happy he didn think that it wasn neecessary.
because it was.
i couldn sleep.
just because he didn say good night.
i slept.
just because i receive a good night ; sms at 5+
his impact on me.
is really great.
i really donnno what to do.
if when he just ignored me.
i couldn sleep.
imagine.
if we broke up.
i bet.
i'll cut myself and bleed to sleep/death.
yeah.
thats of how important he is to me.
tomorrow got maths sub.i'm not yet done with EVERYTHING in my maths file.DIE !
i can only use the computer until 12. dhen i go eat lunch. and i'll start on
my maths corrections.
its BORING.
and I"M SCARED OF LOSING RYAN.
AND AND AND THAT I'M SCARED HE WILL NOT CARE ME ANYMORE AND NOT PROTECT ME ):
I'M REALLY REALLY SCARED.
rains going to pour down soon.
i think later if got heavy rain.
i wanna go out and get wet.
i wanna be sick :D
after blogging last night,
was smsing ryan.
he was at TM with his aunt.
dhen i went to bath.
4 th time in the entire day.
so yeah.
by 11+ , i'm done bathing.
and so he is too.
dhen he scold me seh.
say what he's tired of repeating things over and over again.
he talked as if i dont get tired too ?
i do.
but just that i feel.
relationships can only last long,
if you really care for your other partner.
i cared for him.
even if i'm really mad because he dont listen.
i still care.
but him ?
just because i'm this stubborn little dumb dumb.
he 's so called washing his hands off me.
is that what people call LOVE ?
and he ignored me for 6 hours straight.
he didn even say good night sweet dreams.
he only smsed that in the morning.
okay.
i'm happy he didn think that it wasn neecessary.
because it was.
i couldn sleep.
just because he didn say good night.
i slept.
just because i receive a good night ; sms at 5+
his impact on me.
is really great.
i really donnno what to do.
if when he just ignored me.
i couldn sleep.
imagine.
if we broke up.
i bet.
i'll cut myself and bleed to sleep/death.
yeah.
thats of how important he is to me.
tomorrow got maths sub.i'm not yet done with EVERYTHING in my maths file.DIE !
i can only use the computer until 12. dhen i go eat lunch. and i'll start on
my maths corrections.
its BORING.
and I"M SCARED OF LOSING RYAN.
AND AND AND THAT I'M SCARED HE WILL NOT CARE ME ANYMORE AND NOT PROTECT ME ):
I'M REALLY REALLY SCARED.
rains going to pour down soon.
i think later if got heavy rain.
i wanna go out and get wet.
i wanna be sick :D
Monday, June 11, 2007
yesterday x)
continued from previous post.
after i went out with mommy and daddy,
i went to get new specs.
two more days i can go collect it alreadys.
LOL.
i kinda like it at first sight.
its purple in colour though.
HAHA.
last night i sleeeep at 4++
RYAN slept over his aunt's house
and he was bored.
so he called me and talked from 10++ to 4.
he call from handphone seh.
confirm bill will bao one larhs.
dhen after i talked to him,
i smsed VARIAN.
hahas.
his' this new guy i knew through friendster.
xD
his quite nice (:
anyways.
when i was talking to RYAN.
i didn know still got people listening seh.
you know who listening ?
its RYAN 's aunt's MAID.
PITA.
yeahs.
thats HER name.
had so much fun last night.
talk and laughed.
and ate my first breakfast at 2++
RYAN says i'm turning into a fat pig.
11++ just eat only seh.
anyways.
i cant control .
when i'm hungry,
i gotta eat.
i woke up at 10++
and came online larhs.
talked to JEREMY CHUAN kor.
i managed to persuade to go to this FRIDAY
the class reunion of SIXPOINTONE.
(:
i cant wait !
and and and.
i miss KARKHENG kor seh.
so sad.
he go JAPAN.
neberminds.
i shall blog about him.
dhen he come back.
he'll be very happy.
no one forgot him x)
OH KAR KHENG
my kor kor of LAMER FAMILY (:
he loves his "
i love them (:
OH KAR KHENG
is such a nice boy
a good cousillor at that
he's no HUMJI
in fact.
he's a FIGHTER x)
OH KAR KHENG
fights all dhe way for his friends.
i love my KOR KOR (:
just to make a SHOUTOUT to everyone.
OH KAR KHENG is the best KOR cos his so ADORABLE !
just to make a second shout out to everyone.
SYAFIQAH is the best cos she's so PRETTY !
just to make a third shoutout to everyone.
MALIAH is the SEXIEST !
after i went out with mommy and daddy,
i went to get new specs.
two more days i can go collect it alreadys.
LOL.
i kinda like it at first sight.
its purple in colour though.
HAHA.
last night i sleeeep at 4++
RYAN slept over his aunt's house
and he was bored.
so he called me and talked from 10++ to 4.
he call from handphone seh.
confirm bill will bao one larhs.
dhen after i talked to him,
i smsed VARIAN.
hahas.
his' this new guy i knew through friendster.
xD
his quite nice (:
anyways.
when i was talking to RYAN.
i didn know still got people listening seh.
you know who listening ?
its RYAN 's aunt's MAID.
PITA.
yeahs.
thats HER name.
had so much fun last night.
talk and laughed.
and ate my first breakfast at 2++
RYAN says i'm turning into a fat pig.
11++ just eat only seh.
anyways.
i cant control .
when i'm hungry,
i gotta eat.
i woke up at 10++
and came online larhs.
talked to JEREMY CHUAN kor.
i managed to persuade to go to this FRIDAY
the class reunion of SIXPOINTONE.
(:
i cant wait !
and and and.
i miss KARKHENG kor seh.
so sad.
he go JAPAN.
neberminds.
i shall blog about him.
dhen he come back.
he'll be very happy.
no one forgot him x)
OH KAR KHENG
my kor kor of LAMER FAMILY (:
he loves his "
i love them (:
OH KAR KHENG
is such a nice boy
a good cousillor at that
he's no HUMJI
in fact.
he's a FIGHTER x)
OH KAR KHENG
fights all dhe way for his friends.
i love my KOR KOR (:
just to make a SHOUTOUT to everyone.
OH KAR KHENG is the best KOR cos his so ADORABLE !
just to make a second shout out to everyone.
SYAFIQAH is the best cos she's so PRETTY !
just to make a third shoutout to everyone.
MALIAH is the SEXIEST !
Sunday, June 10, 2007
rawrrrr
hell shyt.
SAT could not blog at all.
had guitar lessons at 1.
so i woke up early.
I'M so so SORRY OH KAR KHENG.
i din talk to you on the fone.
SORRYYY.
i didn talk to anyone either though.
slept early.
dhen woke up,
smsed RYAN.
so sweet larhs he.
LOL.
budden anyways.
we fought abit at NIGHT.
just because i said i was addicted to the computer ?
FUNNY larhs.
anyways.
after guitar lessons.
i went to VIVO city (:
with mommy and daddy ):
dhen i ate SO SO much.
like.
CHOCOLATES
SWEETS
HOTDOGS
ICECREAM
NOODLES
POPCORN
the whole day some more.
at about 6++ i went back to TM.
to watch OCEAN 13
or whatever you call it.
it was quite funny larhs.
EXCEPT.
most parts were EXAGERAATED.
LOL.
dhen after that,
went home at 12++
talked to ryan awhile.
dhen SLEEP lurhs.
STOOPID guy.
neber reply me.
RAWR.
i'm pretty bored now.
JUST now just conferenced with RYAN and AMANDA ESTHER GOH.
hell fuck.
talk to HER,
i wanna punch her only.
FUCK bitch.
YOU wan RYAN ?!
too bad.
wait 10000000000000 MILLIONS years you also wont get him derhs.
OLD LAOWUPO.
OLD WITCH.
so yeah.
today woke up at 2+
and RYAN smsed me.
so yeah.
dhen only did one SCIENCE paper.
rather pathetic larhs.
i'll KICK her ass.
i will know ?
i will.
just wondering.
WHO 's goinna help me if i really FIGHT with her ?
MALIAH ?
SYAFIQAH ?
MARIA ?
KARKHENG ?
YENSOON ?
GWEN ?
BRENDA ?
YANXIANG ?
SHIRLEY ?
LIANGXIAN ?
more to come.
but i just dont remember..
):
now going out with mommy and daddy again.
going to WEST MALL
i think.
xD
anyways.
NEXT FRIDAY going out with SIXPOINTONE darlings !!!
yay!
NEXT THURSDAY going out with KARKHENG SYAFIQAH RYAN (:
yay!
i think SHIRLEY and LIANGXIAN too !
whee ~
loves loves ;
muackx.
SAT could not blog at all.
had guitar lessons at 1.
so i woke up early.
I'M so so SORRY OH KAR KHENG.
i din talk to you on the fone.
SORRYYY.
i didn talk to anyone either though.
slept early.
dhen woke up,
smsed RYAN.
so sweet larhs he.
LOL.
budden anyways.
we fought abit at NIGHT.
just because i said i was addicted to the computer ?
FUNNY larhs.
anyways.
after guitar lessons.
i went to VIVO city (:
with mommy and daddy ):
dhen i ate SO SO much.
like.
CHOCOLATES
SWEETS
HOTDOGS
ICECREAM
NOODLES
POPCORN
the whole day some more.
at about 6++ i went back to TM.
to watch OCEAN 13
or whatever you call it.
it was quite funny larhs.
EXCEPT.
most parts were EXAGERAATED.
LOL.
dhen after that,
went home at 12++
talked to ryan awhile.
dhen SLEEP lurhs.
STOOPID guy.
neber reply me.
RAWR.
i'm pretty bored now.
JUST now just conferenced with RYAN and AMANDA ESTHER GOH.
hell fuck.
talk to HER,
i wanna punch her only.
FUCK bitch.
YOU wan RYAN ?!
too bad.
wait 10000000000000 MILLIONS years you also wont get him derhs.
OLD LAOWUPO.
OLD WITCH.
so yeah.
today woke up at 2+
and RYAN smsed me.
so yeah.
dhen only did one SCIENCE paper.
rather pathetic larhs.
i'll KICK her ass.
i will know ?
i will.
just wondering.
WHO 's goinna help me if i really FIGHT with her ?
MALIAH ?
SYAFIQAH ?
MARIA ?
KARKHENG ?
YENSOON ?
GWEN ?
BRENDA ?
YANXIANG ?
SHIRLEY ?
LIANGXIAN ?
more to come.
but i just dont remember..
):
now going out with mommy and daddy again.
going to WEST MALL
i think.
xD
anyways.
NEXT FRIDAY going out with SIXPOINTONE darlings !!!
yay!
NEXT THURSDAY going out with KARKHENG SYAFIQAH RYAN (:
yay!
i think SHIRLEY and LIANGXIAN too !
whee ~
loves loves ;
muackx.
Friday, June 08, 2007
fug
shyyt.
blogger aint working !!
i've got NO font.
NO colour.
wtff ?!
anyways.
yesterday was goddamn fun (:
i went to TM with MARIA.
and the whole time,
we were just walking around.
and taking neoprints xD
reached there at 12 i think.
dhen sat at macs there.
after that,
walked around before RYAN called me.
i think he was alone.
and after that said call me back.
his EX already came.
i saw her.
on the phone xD
not spying on her larhs.
SOMEHOW i still feel.
she has a WEIRD sense of fashion.
wearing shirt, mini skirt + SLIPPERS.
okays, it sounds alright. but still !
the other time she wore.
shirt, mini skirt and SPORT SHOES !
can you believe it ?!
LOL.
but neberminds.
dont so bad to her lurhs.
XD
anyways.
me and MARIA went to toys r us.
and slacked there.
budden i felt like PUKING.
so did MARIA.
also dunno whye.
so she went with her PARENTS donno where larhs.
i sit at toys r us there.
fiddle with phone.
dhen RYAN came.
and " me.
and "" me.
dhen he left with his friend.
another RYAN.
i made him go.
LOL.
could not possibly make him stay there with me could i ?!
if i could.
i would have asked him to spend time with me ler lorhs.
BUT BUT BUT
it was his day out with his PRIMARY SCHOOL friends and his EX rights?
i'm GLAD nothing happened in the CINEMA.
if not i'll SLAUGHTER her.
LOL.
i'm violent i know xD
but who cares?
AS LOONG AS NO ONE AGITATES ME.
i'm just a kitty- cub (:
blogger aint working !!
i've got NO font.
NO colour.
wtff ?!
anyways.
yesterday was goddamn fun (:
i went to TM with MARIA.
and the whole time,
we were just walking around.
and taking neoprints xD
reached there at 12 i think.
dhen sat at macs there.
after that,
walked around before RYAN called me.
i think he was alone.
and after that said call me back.
his EX already came.
i saw her.
on the phone xD
not spying on her larhs.
SOMEHOW i still feel.
she has a WEIRD sense of fashion.
wearing shirt, mini skirt + SLIPPERS.
okays, it sounds alright. but still !
the other time she wore.
shirt, mini skirt and SPORT SHOES !
can you believe it ?!
LOL.
but neberminds.
dont so bad to her lurhs.
XD
anyways.
me and MARIA went to toys r us.
and slacked there.
budden i felt like PUKING.
so did MARIA.
also dunno whye.
so she went with her PARENTS donno where larhs.
i sit at toys r us there.
fiddle with phone.
dhen RYAN came.
and " me.
and "" me.
dhen he left with his friend.
another RYAN.
i made him go.
LOL.
could not possibly make him stay there with me could i ?!
if i could.
i would have asked him to spend time with me ler lorhs.
BUT BUT BUT
it was his day out with his PRIMARY SCHOOL friends and his EX rights?
i'm GLAD nothing happened in the CINEMA.
if not i'll SLAUGHTER her.
LOL.
i'm violent i know xD
but who cares?
AS LOONG AS NO ONE AGITATES ME.
i'm just a kitty- cub (:
Thursday, June 07, 2007
linkkk
whee ~
Can go out with friends today x)
now so bored..
not many people online now.. sadded.
lols.
later going to TM with MARIA.
yay!
RYAN's going to be there as well x)
he say.
if i at TM or somewhere,just tell him and he'll come find me (x
swiit (:
last night slept at 3++ i think.
because YANXIANGkor and KARKHENGkor conferencing with me .
LOL.
you guys uh.
RAGING HORMONES larhs.
" uh uh uh "
rawrr ~
LOL.
talking to YANXIANGkor half way, KARKHENG sms me say damn bored.
so i ask him to call.
damn FUN (:
both of them,
PERVERTS (:
lols.
i sleep so late.
woke up at 8 this morning.
talked to YANXIANGkor in MSN.
dhen talked to MARIA.
sians.
i miss RYAN so so badly.
he's now at IT course.
while i'm just lazing around..
and waiting for MARIA to call or sms me larhs.
today going out with HER only x)
sianns.
will be back to blog more.
lols.
misses and huggs ;
RYANNN baobeii DARDAR x)
Can go out with friends today x)
now so bored..
not many people online now.. sadded.
lols.
later going to TM with MARIA.
yay!
RYAN's going to be there as well x)
he say.
if i at TM or somewhere,just tell him and he'll come find me (x
swiit (:
last night slept at 3++ i think.
because YANXIANGkor and KARKHENGkor conferencing with me .
LOL.
you guys uh.
RAGING HORMONES larhs.
" uh uh uh "
rawrr ~
LOL.
talking to YANXIANGkor half way, KARKHENG sms me say damn bored.
so i ask him to call.
damn FUN (:
both of them,
PERVERTS (:
lols.
i sleep so late.
woke up at 8 this morning.
talked to YANXIANGkor in MSN.
dhen talked to MARIA.
sians.
i miss RYAN so so badly.
he's now at IT course.
while i'm just lazing around..
and waiting for MARIA to call or sms me larhs.
today going out with HER only x)
sianns.
will be back to blog more.
lols.
misses and huggs ;
RYANNN baobeii DARDAR x)
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
today
today was fun.
HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
went to school early morning.
dhen met SYAFIQAH
dhen sit at PAVILLON dhere.
dhen we just chatted like hell LOUD x)
lols.
today's wasn quite interesting larhs.
dhen NADIA and MALIAH came (:
so we sat down and arranged our maths file.
LOLs.
BORING !
dhen me and SYAFIQAH went to walk around.
dhen we went to the MAMA shop.
budden reach there,
i realised i neber bring wallet.
she didn either.
so we waited for NADIA and MALIAH.
LOLs.
dhen we eat their food x)
lols.
SORRY maliahh.
SORRY nadiia.
dhen after that,
we slack at playground before going back to school.
dhen went back to school,
saw ryann.
said hi.
LOL.
dhen we started maths REMEDIAL.
boring lurhs.
talked most of the time (:
dhen 11 am finish class.
went to loayng point there with SYAFIQAH.
she's still sick..
poor thing.
my DARLING.
SYAFIQAH.
get well soon!
dhen finish lerhs,
RYAN went home.
lols.
he called me.
and we talked.
i smashed a bottle.
SNAPPLE.
lols.
so fun.
dhen after that,
went to white sands.
i think i saw some people there.
btu i dont remember who..
lols
after that,
go bank take moneyy
dhen went home.
talked on the fone with RYAN.
i think about 4 hours ++ ?
so fun talking to him x)
tomorrow i might be going out.
so might not be posting posts.
RYAN's going out as well.
going out with his PRIMARY school friends.
and his EX.
lols.
its her larhs.
AMANDA GOH.
so actually.
yeahs.
i'm SO SO glad i didn break with RYAN (:
after overcoming all these " obstacles "
its proved to be useful after all (:
we became much closer.
:D
in EVERYTHING.
LAWLS.
and i mean.
EVERYTHING.
gotta sleep noww.
rawr ~
good nights RYAN darling.
HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!
loves you hell freaking loads (:
muackx !
HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
went to school early morning.
dhen met SYAFIQAH
dhen sit at PAVILLON dhere.
dhen we just chatted like hell LOUD x)
lols.
today's wasn quite interesting larhs.
dhen NADIA and MALIAH came (:
so we sat down and arranged our maths file.
LOLs.
BORING !
dhen me and SYAFIQAH went to walk around.
dhen we went to the MAMA shop.
budden reach there,
i realised i neber bring wallet.
she didn either.
so we waited for NADIA and MALIAH.
LOLs.
dhen we eat their food x)
lols.
SORRY maliahh.
SORRY nadiia.
dhen after that,
we slack at playground before going back to school.
dhen went back to school,
saw ryann.
said hi.
LOL.
dhen we started maths REMEDIAL.
boring lurhs.
talked most of the time (:
dhen 11 am finish class.
went to loayng point there with SYAFIQAH.
she's still sick..
poor thing.
my DARLING.
SYAFIQAH.
get well soon!
dhen finish lerhs,
RYAN went home.
lols.
he called me.
and we talked.
i smashed a bottle.
SNAPPLE.
lols.
so fun.
dhen after that,
went to white sands.
i think i saw some people there.
btu i dont remember who..
lols
after that,
go bank take moneyy
dhen went home.
talked on the fone with RYAN.
i think about 4 hours ++ ?
so fun talking to him x)
tomorrow i might be going out.
so might not be posting posts.
RYAN's going out as well.
going out with his PRIMARY school friends.
and his EX.
lols.
its her larhs.
AMANDA GOH.
so actually.
yeahs.
i'm SO SO glad i didn break with RYAN (:
after overcoming all these " obstacles "
its proved to be useful after all (:
we became much closer.
:D
in EVERYTHING.
LAWLS.
and i mean.
EVERYTHING.
gotta sleep noww.
rawr ~
good nights RYAN darling.
HAPPY 5th MONTH ANNIVERSARY !!
loves you hell freaking loads (:
muackx !
take from her blog..
I'm so freaking pissed off . & maybe abit sad?
Lols. Just now blahblah call me cos very sian. Then I talked to blahblah for awhile. & blahblah told me something that lalala angry with me liddat. But I never do anything wrong. Lols. Hate then hate, as if that I care. (: Anyway, I also don't rly know lalala well ;DD
Then got this person added me. & told me some things. Ahahas. Lols. Crap man. HUMJI larhhs, tell me liaos then go offline, didn't get the chance to reply. So, I went on Friendster & checked who was it. Then it was PasirRis Crest person. Then got to know from blahblah that the person is a shortie (:
Rly hope that this shortie would know that I'm talking about this person . Okays it's a guy. I think he got my msn from lalala. Lols. I deleted that contact & if the person ever adds me again, the person shld know whart's gonna happen. Please luh,don't kpkb can? You think you're lalala kor so whart? You don't even know whart's going on larhhs, don so KPO. Get the facts right, shortass.
& you don't interfere cans? Since you're offline on purpose, hope you'll read the mail.After reading, you'd better apologise,shortie. :DD You LOSERLOSERLOSERLOSER SHORTIE SHORTIE SHORTIE
Oh, & don't think it's my fault, cos if you hadn't interfere, you wouldn't be humilated by me for calling you shortie. ISFHU.
So you better not get yourself interfere, if you don't want to be called shortass, when actually its a fact you cant deny. You may think I'm bad, but it was NOT my fault at first. You may believe whartever lalala told you. I don't care. Just don't come telling me those crap.
TAKEN FROM HER BLOG..
farkk ?
Lols. Just now blahblah call me cos very sian. Then I talked to blahblah for awhile. & blahblah told me something that lalala angry with me liddat. But I never do anything wrong. Lols. Hate then hate, as if that I care. (: Anyway, I also don't rly know lalala well ;DD
Then got this person added me. & told me some things. Ahahas. Lols. Crap man. HUMJI larhhs, tell me liaos then go offline, didn't get the chance to reply. So, I went on Friendster & checked who was it. Then it was PasirRis Crest person. Then got to know from blahblah that the person is a shortie (:
Rly hope that this shortie would know that I'm talking about this person . Okays it's a guy. I think he got my msn from lalala. Lols. I deleted that contact & if the person ever adds me again, the person shld know whart's gonna happen. Please luh,don't kpkb can? You think you're lalala kor so whart? You don't even know whart's going on larhhs, don so KPO. Get the facts right, shortass.
& you don't interfere cans? Since you're offline on purpose, hope you'll read the mail.After reading, you'd better apologise,shortie. :DD You LOSERLOSERLOSERLOSER SHORTIE SHORTIE SHORTIE
Oh, & don't think it's my fault, cos if you hadn't interfere, you wouldn't be humilated by me for calling you shortie. ISFHU.
So you better not get yourself interfere, if you don't want to be called shortass, when actually its a fact you cant deny. You may think I'm bad, but it was NOT my fault at first. You may believe whartever lalala told you. I don't care. Just don't come telling me those crap.
TAKEN FROM HER BLOG..
farkk ?
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
butch
Don't know whart to blog about lehhs, nothing much happened this days & well, something did happen. But I shan't thork blog much here, or else that girl would start telling urhurms, freak x:
girl , you better stop exaggerating things okay? Dumbass. You don't even know whart's gng on, & you tell urhurms, making things worse . KPOKPOKPO. You should know who you are. You're getting on my nerves. Climb over my head & you'll DIE okays. :D
bitch larhs you.
you better stop blogging about me.
butch.
ew.
the more i see you.
the more i wanna puke.
fark.
bitch.
hate you to the core.
poohs.
BLEAHS.
hate hate hate you.
dont try anythings funny.
just to break us up.
no way.
too bad.
i'll just tahan you lorhs.
fark you.
no no no.
we wont break up x)
angry and sad to hear that ?!
TOO BAD FOR YOU (:
you and ryan are ALREADY history.
blame yourself for not treasuring him.
not blame me for treasuring him.
get that FACT right !
butch butch.
farking butch.
you stoopid farking arsehole (x
HOW BLOODY LOW CAN YOU GO ?!
freakass.
EXTRA larhs you.
EXTRA bitch.
continue.
continue.
i shall tell RYAN everything.
who cares?
EW.
butch.
rawr~
you had better NOT touch ryan when your watching horror movie with him.
you had better NOT.
if you did.
well well.
see what happens dhen.
i dont care.
i'll do ANYTHING for ryan.
and i MEAN it x)
okaiies..
i shall stop blogging about that bitch.
shall blog about more GOOD stuff dhen.
yesterday was FUN (:
went to the movies with KARKHENG SYAFIQAH RYAN.
first we watched shrek 3.
i didn pay attention to the movie ):
too busy and engrossed in " aheming.
LOL.
dhen finish already,
went to walk around,
dhen meet LIANGXIAN SHIRLEY CALLY VICTOR.
dhen we go buy tickets.
to watch pirates of the caribean.
at worlds end x)
my second time watching the show (:
DIDN watch the show at all (:
waste of money ):
but at least.
i was with ryan (:
also busy lurhs.
not going to go into details though.
LOL.
dhen dhen dhen.
watch finish,
SYAFIQAH was busy telling me what happen.
LOLS.
dont think dirty.
after that,
went toilet.
ryan had gastrics.
poor thing.
but i guess i made it better a LIL ?
at least a LIL i hope (:
because i " ahemed him (:
LOLS.
ryan darling.
i so WILL NOT break with you.
but i guess.
i cant really trust you FULLY now though.
ryan darling.
i WILL always LOVE you.
even though you hurt me before.
anyways.
loves you loads baybehh (:
anyways.
we took the same bus home.
after SYAFIQAH went home.
bus 81
LOLS.
ryan saw my cuts.
but luckily,
he not angry.
because hors
i cut is because of him.
and because of his EX :@
thank god.
he knows.
(:
how much i truly hate that EX of his.
thank god (:
LOVES.
will be back to blog laters.
ciaoo :D
girl , you better stop exaggerating things okay? Dumbass. You don't even know whart's gng on, & you tell urhurms, making things worse . KPOKPOKPO. You should know who you are. You're getting on my nerves. Climb over my head & you'll DIE okays. :D
bitch larhs you.
you better stop blogging about me.
butch.
ew.
the more i see you.
the more i wanna puke.
fark.
bitch.
hate you to the core.
poohs.
BLEAHS.
hate hate hate you.
dont try anythings funny.
just to break us up.
no way.
too bad.
i'll just tahan you lorhs.
fark you.
no no no.
we wont break up x)
angry and sad to hear that ?!
TOO BAD FOR YOU (:
you and ryan are ALREADY history.
blame yourself for not treasuring him.
not blame me for treasuring him.
get that FACT right !
butch butch.
farking butch.
you stoopid farking arsehole (x
HOW BLOODY LOW CAN YOU GO ?!
freakass.
EXTRA larhs you.
EXTRA bitch.
continue.
continue.
i shall tell RYAN everything.
who cares?
EW.
butch.
rawr~
you had better NOT touch ryan when your watching horror movie with him.
you had better NOT.
if you did.
well well.
see what happens dhen.
i dont care.
i'll do ANYTHING for ryan.
and i MEAN it x)
okaiies..
i shall stop blogging about that bitch.
shall blog about more GOOD stuff dhen.
yesterday was FUN (:
went to the movies with KARKHENG SYAFIQAH RYAN.
first we watched shrek 3.
i didn pay attention to the movie ):
too busy and engrossed in " aheming.
LOL.
dhen finish already,
went to walk around,
dhen meet LIANGXIAN SHIRLEY CALLY VICTOR.
dhen we go buy tickets.
to watch pirates of the caribean.
at worlds end x)
my second time watching the show (:
DIDN watch the show at all (:
waste of money ):
but at least.
i was with ryan (:
also busy lurhs.
not going to go into details though.
LOL.
dhen dhen dhen.
watch finish,
SYAFIQAH was busy telling me what happen.
LOLS.
dont think dirty.
after that,
went toilet.
ryan had gastrics.
poor thing.
but i guess i made it better a LIL ?
at least a LIL i hope (:
because i " ahemed him (:
LOLS.
ryan darling.
i so WILL NOT break with you.
but i guess.
i cant really trust you FULLY now though.
ryan darling.
i WILL always LOVE you.
even though you hurt me before.
anyways.
loves you loads baybehh (:
anyways.
we took the same bus home.
after SYAFIQAH went home.
bus 81
LOLS.
ryan saw my cuts.
but luckily,
he not angry.
because hors
i cut is because of him.
and because of his EX :@
thank god.
he knows.
(:
how much i truly hate that EX of his.
thank god (:
LOVES.
will be back to blog laters.
ciaoo :D
Sunday, June 03, 2007
ew. fark . talk about yourself.
Crap. \: isfhu,stoopid girl.Okays. Because of some freaking stoopid reasons, I'm not gonna blog about what happen in detailed everyday.All else, girl would start telling everyone. KPO. You should know who you are, come my blog act innocent, tag & say how good I am then behind my back, gossip. Lame. -.-Tuesday going out with friends to TM. I wanna watch Men In White but only start on 7th June. Sians. I want watch Shrek. Lame,I know. -.- Now talking to her. Lols. Anyway, paisehh wor, cannot blog so often until Friday, cos now house renovating, damn busy, no time come online blog. PSPS. x: After blogging & replying to tags, will go help out. Short post cos' I don't want that girl to exaggerate to urhurms. [: Okays. I'll get going. Bye blog, & people, please tag. (: Thanks so much. :DD
farking retard.
i know you're refering to me ?
fark retard.
say i KPO.
please lurhs.
if RYAN and I break,
confirm you FIRSt one to run up to him
say FORGET me rights ?
i know larhs.
maybe he will neber find out why we broke.
but i shall tell him,
reason we broke,
your EX gf,
amandaesther goh
has been the one.
pulling us apart.
fark you.
ryan.
ARE you BLIND ?!
cant you see that she is trying to make us BREAK up ?!
cant you see ?!
ew.
she totally makes me PUKE.
act innocent in front of RYAN.
and talk bad about me to him.
RYAN LEW.
you 've hurt me far too much.
can i stand it anymore?
can i trust you anymore?
RYAN LEW.
where has the OLD you gone to ?
i cant trust you anymore.
no no no.
i cant stand it anymore.
i hate you.
you FARKING flirt.
HATE you to the core.
farking retard.
i know you're refering to me ?
fark retard.
say i KPO.
please lurhs.
if RYAN and I break,
confirm you FIRSt one to run up to him
say FORGET me rights ?
i know larhs.
maybe he will neber find out why we broke.
but i shall tell him,
reason we broke,
your EX gf,
amandaesther goh
has been the one.
pulling us apart.
fark you.
ryan.
ARE you BLIND ?!
cant you see that she is trying to make us BREAK up ?!
cant you see ?!
ew.
she totally makes me PUKE.
act innocent in front of RYAN.
and talk bad about me to him.
RYAN LEW.
you 've hurt me far too much.
can i stand it anymore?
can i trust you anymore?
RYAN LEW.
where has the OLD you gone to ?
i cant trust you anymore.
no no no.
i cant stand it anymore.
i hate you.
you FARKING flirt.
HATE you to the core.
okays/
today uhs.
nothing much happen lurhs.
woke up DAMN early.
first time ever i think.
woke up at 8.
after sleeping at 5.
still sleepy NOW.
rawr ~
dhen after that,
went out with MARIA.
at 1
ate lunch first.
talked to YAN XIANG kor.
LOLS.
dhen meet her lerhs,
we go library.
so GUAI rights?
budden.
sians lurhs.
so we walked around.
dhen bought lolipop.
DAMN huge.
i shall upload dhe pictures later.
now too lazy.
dhen came back home at 3.30.
me and MARIA hanged out in mye room.
until 5++ lurhs.
SHE is damn pervetic.
MARIA
you are so PERVETIC !
rawr ~
cant play anymores.
mye " pain alreadys.
LOL.
dhen she went home.
i read her INBOX.
and sabo ed HER (:
good for you MARIA (;
i'm bored now.
smsed KARKHENG and SYAFIQAH.
theyy ROCK !
conferenced with them.
dhen talked soo long seh.
KARKHENG.
see people who dont know you also think you are girl.
xP
noo offence worx.
sians.
i smsed RYAN
he neber reply.
KARKHENG called.
i missed his call.
so i call back.
he tell me say.
RYAN scolded him.
HMMPH .
fark,
dhen say maybe ryan accidentally added him to the conference.
i bet 100 millions dollars.
he was conferencing with AMANDA.
most probably is her.
if not ,
other girls barhx.
he arhs.
cant change his ways lurhs.
FLIRT.
hell big FLIRT.
he promised me something.
to NEBER flirt .
if not
i said.
we shall " ahem.
i guess you'll know what i'm talking about ?!
sians.
i think he already broke his PROMISE.
but.
tomorrow we all going out together lerhs.
after IT course.
might as well TAHAN bit more.
dhen if really cant TAHAN.
i shall do against my heart.
sians.
dont want to talk to him.
just want to have a last time with him.
a memorable time.
my KOR 's coming home soon lerhs.
hope he comes back quickly.
i need my MONEY !!
rawr ~
dummeyy.
take my MOONEYY.
fark only.
neberminds.
wil be back to blog more i guess xP
nothing much happen lurhs.
woke up DAMN early.
first time ever i think.
woke up at 8.
after sleeping at 5.
still sleepy NOW.
rawr ~
dhen after that,
went out with MARIA.
at 1
ate lunch first.
talked to YAN XIANG kor.
LOLS.
dhen meet her lerhs,
we go library.
so GUAI rights?
budden.
sians lurhs.
so we walked around.
dhen bought lolipop.
DAMN huge.
i shall upload dhe pictures later.
now too lazy.
dhen came back home at 3.30.
me and MARIA hanged out in mye room.
until 5++ lurhs.
SHE is damn pervetic.
MARIA
you are so PERVETIC !
rawr ~
cant play anymores.
mye " pain alreadys.
LOL.
dhen she went home.
i read her INBOX.
and sabo ed HER (:
good for you MARIA (;
i'm bored now.
smsed KARKHENG and SYAFIQAH.
theyy ROCK !
conferenced with them.
dhen talked soo long seh.
KARKHENG.
see people who dont know you also think you are girl.
xP
noo offence worx.
sians.
i smsed RYAN
he neber reply.
KARKHENG called.
i missed his call.
so i call back.
he tell me say.
RYAN scolded him.
HMMPH .
fark,
dhen say maybe ryan accidentally added him to the conference.
i bet 100 millions dollars.
he was conferencing with AMANDA.
most probably is her.
if not ,
other girls barhx.
he arhs.
cant change his ways lurhs.
FLIRT.
hell big FLIRT.
he promised me something.
to NEBER flirt .
if not
i said.
we shall " ahem.
i guess you'll know what i'm talking about ?!
sians.
i think he already broke his PROMISE.
but.
tomorrow we all going out together lerhs.
after IT course.
might as well TAHAN bit more.
dhen if really cant TAHAN.
i shall do against my heart.
sians.
dont want to talk to him.
just want to have a last time with him.
a memorable time.
my KOR 's coming home soon lerhs.
hope he comes back quickly.
i need my MONEY !!
rawr ~
dummeyy.
take my MOONEYY.
fark only.
neberminds.
wil be back to blog more i guess xP
Saturday, June 02, 2007
wahha
today was FUN (:
i'm looking for blogskins now though.
hahas.
i'm getting tired of this skin.
maybe changing soon.
today woke up so early larhs.
i think woke up at 9?
i didn sleep well.
ryan never say good night ):
but dhen i smsed JONAS kor.
hahas.
dhen RYAN smsed me.
dhen wake up lerhs.
blog.
blog finish,
go for lunch dhen guitar lessons.
so fun lorhs.
meet so many people.
i sit at one side.
dhen got 2 guys sit beside me.
like whye lorhs.
still got so many seats else where.
diaox.
not HOTT derhs ):
dhen finish lerhs,
take bus come back.
daddy went out to buy stuff.
so i sneaked on the computer.
to chat with KARKHENG kor and YANXIANG kor.
dhen had to get ready for science tuition lerhs.
go there,
so sians.
no one came early.
so i listen music,
look around.
this old AUNTY stare like what like dat.
i stare back lorhs.
neberminds.
i now IN ultra BAD mood.
all black dhens.
after that,
went to central
to eat dinner.
not much of a appetite.
he didn SMS me at all.
i'm getting FUCKING pissed off now.
RYAN LEW.
i dont care if your talking to some other girl.
or which ever girl.
i just want your attention.
can i just have that little bit of YOU ?!
are u denying me that little thing?
after that.
came home.
went on the computer.
and so i am now.
i'm currently on COMPUTER MARATHON xP
dont stop.
i'm blogging
working myself to DEATH.
i dont care anymore.
he dont care about me
why should i care?
I'm just so pissed off with RYAN LEW.
i SO hate you !
hear that ?
i hate you !
HATE + MORE HATE
neberminds.
i TAHAN
a few more days.
till THURSDAY.
the last time we go out together.
and have the last taste of his lips.
fulls stop.
no more.
i just cant take it lying down.
when will you RYAN
stop playing with my feelings?
when will you stop ?
i shall DO it.
who cares?
u dont.
so why should i care ?
ur the only reason for my existence.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
bloody bastard.
you
FLIRT
fark you !
hates you !
do you have to tell me ?!
i'm looking for blogskins now though.
hahas.
i'm getting tired of this skin.
maybe changing soon.
today woke up so early larhs.
i think woke up at 9?
i didn sleep well.
ryan never say good night ):
but dhen i smsed JONAS kor.
hahas.
dhen RYAN smsed me.
dhen wake up lerhs.
blog.
blog finish,
go for lunch dhen guitar lessons.
so fun lorhs.
meet so many people.
i sit at one side.
dhen got 2 guys sit beside me.
like whye lorhs.
still got so many seats else where.
diaox.
not HOTT derhs ):
dhen finish lerhs,
take bus come back.
daddy went out to buy stuff.
so i sneaked on the computer.
to chat with KARKHENG kor and YANXIANG kor.
dhen had to get ready for science tuition lerhs.
go there,
so sians.
no one came early.
so i listen music,
look around.
this old AUNTY stare like what like dat.
i stare back lorhs.
neberminds.
i now IN ultra BAD mood.
all black dhens.
after that,
went to central
to eat dinner.
not much of a appetite.
he didn SMS me at all.
i'm getting FUCKING pissed off now.
RYAN LEW.
i dont care if your talking to some other girl.
or which ever girl.
i just want your attention.
can i just have that little bit of YOU ?!
are u denying me that little thing?
after that.
came home.
went on the computer.
and so i am now.
i'm currently on COMPUTER MARATHON xP
dont stop.
i'm blogging
working myself to DEATH.
i dont care anymore.
he dont care about me
why should i care?
I'm just so pissed off with RYAN LEW.
i SO hate you !
hear that ?
i hate you !
HATE + MORE HATE
neberminds.
i TAHAN
a few more days.
till THURSDAY.
the last time we go out together.
and have the last taste of his lips.
fulls stop.
no more.
i just cant take it lying down.
when will you RYAN
stop playing with my feelings?
when will you stop ?
i shall DO it.
who cares?
u dont.
so why should i care ?
ur the only reason for my existence.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
fark.
bloody bastard.
you
FLIRT
fark you !
hates you !
do you have to tell me ?!
whee ~
okays.
i'm bored.
sorta HYPER today (:
dhen last night slept at 1++
cos JONAS kor got things.
so i PEI him talk lorhs.
he sad lurhs.
KOR cheer up ( "
now chatting with YAN XIANG kor.
whee ~
i love my KORS (:
they so nice ((:
sians.
later after this still got guitar course.
rawr~
i want sleep somemore.
i really miss ryan that BADLY ):
but at least still GOT sms.
hahas.
RYAN i miss you !
sians.
he never sms yet.
i dun want sms first xP
anyways.
DADDY tagged alreadys.
i think he knows what's going on.
between us and SOPHIA.
cos its like
farkkk.
sians.
budden horx.
trying to make peace lurhs.
if she wan fight also can.
i dont mind.
i not scared her anyways.
eh
i should add on my profile.
hates.
ACBC people xP
hahas.
i so bad.
but so what ?!
farkk only (:
its MY tongue.
i can say whatever i like (:
so
DUN
AH GONG AH GONG.
jiao until so QIN RE.
u keep PORing my PAPA.
FARK.
one day u try more.
see what happens.
i'm bored.
sorta HYPER today (:
dhen last night slept at 1++
cos JONAS kor got things.
so i PEI him talk lorhs.
he sad lurhs.
KOR cheer up ( "
now chatting with YAN XIANG kor.
whee ~
i love my KORS (:
they so nice ((:
sians.
later after this still got guitar course.
rawr~
i want sleep somemore.
i really miss ryan that BADLY ):
but at least still GOT sms.
hahas.
RYAN i miss you !
sians.
he never sms yet.
i dun want sms first xP
anyways.
DADDY tagged alreadys.
i think he knows what's going on.
between us and SOPHIA.
cos its like
farkkk.
sians.
budden horx.
trying to make peace lurhs.
if she wan fight also can.
i dont mind.
i not scared her anyways.
eh
i should add on my profile.
hates.
ACBC people xP
hahas.
i so bad.
but so what ?!
farkk only (:
its MY tongue.
i can say whatever i like (:
so
DUN
AH GONG AH GONG.
jiao until so QIN RE.
u keep PORing my PAPA.
FARK.
one day u try more.
see what happens.
Friday, June 01, 2007
ESPECIALLY for her.
eh eh eh.
no need jia jia larhs.
i know in ur blog u talking about me.
but horx.
like i care?
hell no larhs.
dun AH GONG AH GONG larhs.
act cute only.
please larhs.
really worx.
i bet ur the only weiiirdoh who dun
speak vulgarities.
its not like what only.
everyone says vulgarites okays?!
so what if his a counsellor.
like we need u to remind us liek that?
act BIG FUCK larh.
stop ur INNOCENCE lorhs.
its OUR daddy.
dont steal.
if not.
see what happens.
because dun be so EGOSTIC.
the world dun revolve around you.
we have our fucking rights.
so what if your taller abit?
like we care?
i just hate ur guts now.
dunno whye.
dun ask me whye.
U BMFPOS !
FARKK you !
no need jia jia larhs.
i know in ur blog u talking about me.
but horx.
like i care?
hell no larhs.
dun AH GONG AH GONG larhs.
act cute only.
please larhs.
really worx.
i bet ur the only weiiirdoh who dun
speak vulgarities.
its not like what only.
everyone says vulgarites okays?!
so what if his a counsellor.
like we need u to remind us liek that?
act BIG FUCK larh.
stop ur INNOCENCE lorhs.
its OUR daddy.
dont steal.
if not.
see what happens.
because dun be so EGOSTIC.
the world dun revolve around you.
we have our fucking rights.
so what if your taller abit?
like we care?
i just hate ur guts now.
dunno whye.
dun ask me whye.
U BMFPOS !
FARKK you !
fuck
hell fuck.
first thing.
i woke up at 8.30
because 3 people called me.
because RYAN smsed me.
okay fine with that.
dhen i washed up;
blah blah.
dhen went to loyang point to meet
KARKHENG kor.
dhen walked to school together.
dhen we go school,
saw SYAFIQAH.
AZLIN
CURRY
ILLIANY
went to the MAMA shop.
talked to KARKHENG.
dhen he was talking about SOPHIA.
1/8
he say she's YENSOON daddy de GAN GRAND nu ER.
if like that worx,
aint she my NU er?
wtff.
KARKHENG hates her.
hahas.
dhen after that,
went for IT course.
sat with KARKHENG.
do the course thingy.
dhen after that,
KARKHENG decided to go internet.
i made him go PORN web
dhen we found out,
could not delete it.
so shyt.
dhen we panicked for a while x)
budden dont care lurhs.
finish lurhs,
we go LOYANG POINT.
meet syafiqah and nisaa.
and kiko
and pei wen
and KIMSIEW marmie
and yan xiang kor
and YENSOON daddy
and some other people.
dhen sat there and eat
and chat.
until 3 i think.
dhen walked home.
YANXIANG kor and KARKHENG kor all BULLY me ):
pinch my cheeks until RED RED x)
pain seh.
dhen walked to school
YANXIANG kor made me go somewhere with him
SYAFIQAH came along x)
lucky larhs.
dhen we were HORNY xP
talked about everything.
dhen saw KOR's friend.
DARRELL.
so i said HI !
hahas.
we talked about SOPHIA.
daddy wants KARKHENG to JIO sophia.
but KARKHENG hates her to the CORE (:
so then we all walked in a row.
hand's on each other's shoulder.
hahas,
had lotsa fun.
KOR KOR found out i cut myself.
and he said if i did that again,
he'll smack me on the head.
I"M LOVED :D
dhen i smsed RYAN.
i love him lurhs.
but he keep things from me.
harder to trust him.
i just donno whye.
he treats her as a close friend only.
and confides in her.
dhen its like.
what am i dhen ?
I"M his gf.
not her.
they were the PAST.
i'm the FUTURE.
i'm the PRESENT.
ahh whatever.
i'm dying.
i love him.
i cant stop thinking about him x)
neberminds.
i'll treat it all as a nightmare.
i'll soon wake up from it lurhs.
i bet i will (:
i miss him so much.
now talking to AMAN and CRESHELLE (:
thanks you guys (:
i miss CRESHELLE the most x)
CRESHELLE i love you !
first thing.
i woke up at 8.30
because 3 people called me.
because RYAN smsed me.
okay fine with that.
dhen i washed up;
blah blah.
dhen went to loyang point to meet
KARKHENG kor.
dhen walked to school together.
dhen we go school,
saw SYAFIQAH.
AZLIN
CURRY
ILLIANY
went to the MAMA shop.
talked to KARKHENG.
dhen he was talking about SOPHIA.
1/8
he say she's YENSOON daddy de GAN GRAND nu ER.
if like that worx,
aint she my NU er?
wtff.
KARKHENG hates her.
hahas.
dhen after that,
went for IT course.
sat with KARKHENG.
do the course thingy.
dhen after that,
KARKHENG decided to go internet.
i made him go PORN web
dhen we found out,
could not delete it.
so shyt.
dhen we panicked for a while x)
budden dont care lurhs.
finish lurhs,
we go LOYANG POINT.
meet syafiqah and nisaa.
and kiko
and pei wen
and KIMSIEW marmie
and yan xiang kor
and YENSOON daddy
and some other people.
dhen sat there and eat
and chat.
until 3 i think.
dhen walked home.
YANXIANG kor and KARKHENG kor all BULLY me ):
pinch my cheeks until RED RED x)
pain seh.
dhen walked to school
YANXIANG kor made me go somewhere with him
SYAFIQAH came along x)
lucky larhs.
dhen we were HORNY xP
talked about everything.
dhen saw KOR's friend.
DARRELL.
so i said HI !
hahas.
we talked about SOPHIA.
daddy wants KARKHENG to JIO sophia.
but KARKHENG hates her to the CORE (:
so then we all walked in a row.
hand's on each other's shoulder.
hahas,
had lotsa fun.
KOR KOR found out i cut myself.
and he said if i did that again,
he'll smack me on the head.
I"M LOVED :D
dhen i smsed RYAN.
i love him lurhs.
but he keep things from me.
harder to trust him.
i just donno whye.
he treats her as a close friend only.
and confides in her.
dhen its like.
what am i dhen ?
I"M his gf.
not her.
they were the PAST.
i'm the FUTURE.
i'm the PRESENT.
ahh whatever.
i'm dying.
i love him.
i cant stop thinking about him x)
neberminds.
i'll treat it all as a nightmare.
i'll soon wake up from it lurhs.
i bet i will (:
i miss him so much.
now talking to AMAN and CRESHELLE (:
thanks you guys (:
i miss CRESHELLE the most x)
CRESHELLE i love you !
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