oh yeah.
screw life.
and i'm down with the flu ):
mommy forced me not to go to school today.
and it sucks being at home.
there's no one home and no one to talk to.
how bad is that.
okay i still have the teevee and computer (:
and i woke up at 2 just to eat porriage mom cooked for me.
plus plus plus.
i got to eat mooncakeey :D
i love mooncake though.
lols.
yesterday was urgh simply...
suckish..
time like pasted slowly.
real slowly.
slept through most classes though.
and bryan ( the boy sitting in front of me )
was crying lah.
he got how to sayy.
erm.
beaten up.
so yeah.
his specs was slanted.
i help him make back.
but i think i spoilt it even more for him.
oh how sad.
and i'm bored at home !
but lucky today never go to school lah.
i feel abit much better.
and i received a friendster comment from
HEZRON
erm his from 1/1,
the class opposite mine.
and he told me say RYAN LEW 1/5 is SMOKING ?
if i fnid out RYAN LEW is smoking.
he'll be so so dead shit.
urgh !
cant even let a sick person like me get some rest.
stupid boys.
grr !
i'm pissed.
and i think i'm going to get some sleep soon.
abit sleepy already.
okies.
thats all for today's post.
tata <3
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Friday, September 21, 2007
[/edit]
1) List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1) a red tie
2) a olive green beanie
3) a new phone
4) a macbook
5) a day without thinking
2) The people who tagged you are:
1) syafiqah
2) maliah
3) Relationship with them:
syafiqah : my grandmother; feelolly; my girlfriend.
maliah : my grandmother's sister inlaw ; feecinnamon; my wife.
4) Your impression of them:
Syafiqah:
1) sociable
2) real hot
3) pretty and smart
4) adorable
5) goodhearted
Maliah:
1) real wild
2) independant
3) horny
4) real honest
5) bighearted
5)The most memorable thing they have done for you:
syafiqah : cheer me up when i was down.
maliah : stayed with me while being outcasted.
6) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Syafiqah: i love you mel
Maliah: if there's anything wrong, call me
7) If they become your lover, you will?
stay with them for the rest of my life
8) If he/she becomes your lover, what should he/she have to improve on?
both: nothing.
9) If she becomes your enemy you will:
both : hate myself
10) The most desired thing you would do for them is:
both : help them achieve their goals
11) Your overall impression of them:
Syafiqah: The social butterfly
Maliah: The honest girl next door
12) How do you think people around you will feel about you?
this girl is horrible. so random
13) The character you love about yourself:
being sporting.
14) On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself :
being sensitive and overely dumb
15) The most ideal person you would like to be:
no one.
16) For people who cared and like you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) Maliah
2) Nadia
3) Shirley
4) Maria
5) Liang Xian
6) Khairunisaa
7) Vanetta
8) Nabila Natasha
9) Mustaqim
10) Gwen
Who's #2 having a relationship with?
That's what I want to know too!
Is #9 a male/female?
male
If #1 and #10 were together, would that be a good thing?
Absolutely not! I very well know that they're straight!
#2 is studying about:
Everything I'm studying
When was the last time you chatted with #3?
just today after school.
What kind of music does #8 like?
i have no idea
Does #8 have any siblings?
i think so
Will you woo #3?
Only if I were a guy!
How about #7?
Like I said, only if I were a guy!
Is #4 single?
Yep. I doubt she's attached; she would have told me!
Surname of #5:
Yong
What's the hobby of #5?
slacking :D
#3 is studying at:
PRCS
What colour does #4 like?
orange and blue
Are #1 and #3 best friends?
Nope
Does #7 like #2?
As a friend, yes
How do you know #2?
shes in my class
Does #5 have a pet?
Nope. Don't think so
[/edit]
1) List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1) a red tie
2) a olive green beanie
3) a new phone
4) a macbook
5) a day without thinking
2) The people who tagged you are:
1) syafiqah
2) maliah
3) Relationship with them:
syafiqah : my grandmother; feelolly; my girlfriend.
maliah : my grandmother's sister inlaw ; feecinnamon; my wife.
4) Your impression of them:
Syafiqah:
1) sociable
2) real hot
3) pretty and smart
4) adorable
5) goodhearted
Maliah:
1) real wild
2) independant
3) horny
4) real honest
5) bighearted
5)The most memorable thing they have done for you:
syafiqah : cheer me up when i was down.
maliah : stayed with me while being outcasted.
6) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Syafiqah: i love you mel
Maliah: if there's anything wrong, call me
7) If they become your lover, you will?
stay with them for the rest of my life
8) If he/she becomes your lover, what should he/she have to improve on?
both: nothing.
9) If she becomes your enemy you will:
both : hate myself
10) The most desired thing you would do for them is:
both : help them achieve their goals
11) Your overall impression of them:
Syafiqah: The social butterfly
Maliah: The honest girl next door
12) How do you think people around you will feel about you?
this girl is horrible. so random
13) The character you love about yourself:
being sporting.
14) On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself :
being sensitive and overely dumb
15) The most ideal person you would like to be:
no one.
16) For people who cared and like you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
17) Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1) Maliah
2) Nadia
3) Shirley
4) Maria
5) Liang Xian
6) Khairunisaa
7) Vanetta
8) Nabila Natasha
9) Mustaqim
10) Gwen
Who's #2 having a relationship with?
That's what I want to know too!
Is #9 a male/female?
male
If #1 and #10 were together, would that be a good thing?
Absolutely not! I very well know that they're straight!
#2 is studying about:
Everything I'm studying
When was the last time you chatted with #3?
just today after school.
What kind of music does #8 like?
i have no idea
Does #8 have any siblings?
i think so
Will you woo #3?
Only if I were a guy!
How about #7?
Like I said, only if I were a guy!
Is #4 single?
Yep. I doubt she's attached; she would have told me!
Surname of #5:
Yong
What's the hobby of #5?
slacking :D
#3 is studying at:
PRCS
What colour does #4 like?
orange and blue
Are #1 and #3 best friends?
Nope
Does #7 like #2?
As a friend, yes
How do you know #2?
shes in my class
Does #5 have a pet?
Nope. Don't think so
[/edit]
replies to taggies :
shirley :
thanks jie (:
liang xian and maria :
you guys act like lovers can ?
qimmy :
-.- " i have no idea what confuses me. sorry arh qim.
maliah :
sorry arh maliah. about just now at tuition..ily too.
syafiqah :
chill already.
shirley :
actually iam one (:
unknown :
its not better that i dont know who you are. but if you are polite enough to tell me who you are ? then please tell me who. thanks.
liang xian :
hah. sorry about making people cry then ):
shirley :
thanks jie (:
liang xian and maria :
you guys act like lovers can ?
qimmy :
-.- " i have no idea what confuses me. sorry arh qim.
maliah :
sorry arh maliah. about just now at tuition..ily too.
syafiqah :
chill already.
shirley :
actually iam one (:
unknown :
its not better that i dont know who you are. but if you are polite enough to tell me who you are ? then please tell me who. thanks.
liang xian :
hah. sorry about making people cry then ):
suckish suck suck
oh yeah screw them up. oh right like who cares.
fuck like really fuck.
school was suckish as per usual.
had dnt which i finally completed my notepad holder.
pictures will be on the next post.
adli disturb me seh. what fuck.
about yesterday.
as i mentioned in the earlier post.
i was practically ignored.
and so was i today.
i talked to noone and noone talked to me.
oh well i feel like a pathetic loser.
considering someone's a socialite now,
congrats to her.
nadia said hi this morning though.
only she said hi.
and i only said hi back once.
isit the mood swings that are affecting me
or isit i'm changing to a different person.
i think its the latter.
i painted my holder red.
it looks okay i guess,
abit heavy to the touch though.
had chinese which i good-girl handed up my long-over assignment.
teacher was happy i did it though.
she gave to the pupils who passed up their homework a lolly.
quite cute but too bad inside got ants.
i mean thats what makes it inedible though.
i didn get it because i NEVER bothered to pass up any of my homework.
recess wanted to hang out with bing xiang and zurhairi but they were missing
because i went to find brennan.
denise was crying.
cheer up denise :]
after that i saw michael and darryl.
we sorta sat down and talked.
talked about girls and stuff.
after that was maths.
which i had gotten punished for not doing my homework.
aiyah like i care.
then after that had geog test.
which is a miracle if i pass with flying colours.
but hopefully i'll pass.
i cant fail any tests anymore.
and then had english.
ms shelia gave us a homework.
comprehension.
urgh sick to the stomach.
where do i get the mood to even touch my school bag huh ?
after school ms shelia say must clear our table,
i cleared (:
with the help of a box to fit everything in.
i only left my CME file and geog file underneath.
oh thank god.
met with liang xian and jeremiah.
we wanted to go to the playground but the others wanted to go white sands.
the box so heavy i also no strength to bring all the way to white sands lah duh.
so then i said i go home.
and karkheng wanted to come to my house to see tv ??
it was random.
met with michael and darryl.
they say they going to central.
so i follow along lah.
both of them so nice.
help me carry my box too (:
thanks guys !
i told them about stuff as well.
i like darryl- my di di :D
* didi means younger brother if you dont know.
on our way out of school.
we saw weiji and the whole gang.
saw yanxiang k0r as well.
but he didn see me.
oh well we decided to take a detour to central.
then after that both guys went home.
and i went home too.
came online and talked to maliah.
fuck like really fuck.
school was suckish as per usual.
had dnt which i finally completed my notepad holder.
pictures will be on the next post.
adli disturb me seh. what fuck.
about yesterday.
as i mentioned in the earlier post.
i was practically ignored.
and so was i today.
i talked to noone and noone talked to me.
oh well i feel like a pathetic loser.
considering someone's a socialite now,
congrats to her.
nadia said hi this morning though.
only she said hi.
and i only said hi back once.
isit the mood swings that are affecting me
or isit i'm changing to a different person.
i think its the latter.
i painted my holder red.
it looks okay i guess,
abit heavy to the touch though.
had chinese which i good-girl handed up my long-over assignment.
teacher was happy i did it though.
she gave to the pupils who passed up their homework a lolly.
quite cute but too bad inside got ants.
i mean thats what makes it inedible though.
i didn get it because i NEVER bothered to pass up any of my homework.
recess wanted to hang out with bing xiang and zurhairi but they were missing
because i went to find brennan.
denise was crying.
cheer up denise :]
after that i saw michael and darryl.
we sorta sat down and talked.
talked about girls and stuff.
after that was maths.
which i had gotten punished for not doing my homework.
aiyah like i care.
then after that had geog test.
which is a miracle if i pass with flying colours.
but hopefully i'll pass.
i cant fail any tests anymore.
and then had english.
ms shelia gave us a homework.
comprehension.
urgh sick to the stomach.
where do i get the mood to even touch my school bag huh ?
after school ms shelia say must clear our table,
i cleared (:
with the help of a box to fit everything in.
i only left my CME file and geog file underneath.
oh thank god.
met with liang xian and jeremiah.
we wanted to go to the playground but the others wanted to go white sands.
the box so heavy i also no strength to bring all the way to white sands lah duh.
so then i said i go home.
and karkheng wanted to come to my house to see tv ??
it was random.
met with michael and darryl.
they say they going to central.
so i follow along lah.
both of them so nice.
help me carry my box too (:
thanks guys !
i told them about stuff as well.
i like darryl- my di di :D
* didi means younger brother if you dont know.
on our way out of school.
we saw weiji and the whole gang.
saw yanxiang k0r as well.
but he didn see me.
oh well we decided to take a detour to central.
then after that both guys went home.
and i went home too.
came online and talked to maliah.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
sshuckish
worst day of school today. first thing i had p.e today. my k0r sent me to school. then i couldn pay attention to geography. because i was feelings really really fucked up. saw mustaqim in the morning. waved to him but he didn even smile back. so yeah after that syaf told me he cried. i'm really sorry for even causing him to cry.
i feel like a slut. seriously. and so does everyone else. considering how they avoid me at school. and of course. i had this thing of being sacarstic to people when i'm in a really bad mood. and i guess that kinda upsetted maliah. sorry maliah. i couldn control it.
and then i saw hadi after his p.e. seriously i didn even say hi. i was just staring into space. i hate myself.for hurting him. i dont like anyone now. its that i'm not ready for a relationship. maybe further in the year i would. but definately not this point of time. and i dont think anyone could understand. and right. recess was a story of me being abandoned by someone. seriously. no one talked to me. and i only talked to bing xiang and zurhairi. tyahnks guys. after recess was chinese and we had a test. by which i dont think i would do well. and that fucking bitch teacher scolded me. to hell with her.
after that was maths. maliah smiled at me but i didn smile back. i guess today is the worstest bad mood day ever.
and then it was lunch.
i met with darryl he han and michael.
we started talking about some sexual stuff in like masturabtion nation.it was really funny. but i just couldn laugh even though darryl was laughing till his face went red though.
was it a wrong thing to tell him that i wasn ready for a relationship ? at first i thougt it was alright. but come to think of it. i'm not sure now. we're liek drifting apart already. he doesn even talk to me. needless to say even say hi..
i know it was my fault for not telling him earlier but its like.. the night before then i had a chance to clear my thoughts.
which is who do i really like. and after that night i realised i didn want to liek anyone. and that i wasn ready for a relationship.
yeah i'm a bitch.
real bitch thru and thru.
everyone should ignore me and hate me. all the best. i should transfer to another school.
i really hate that feeling.
and i knwo i hurt him realy deeply.
whats done cant be undone.
and all i can say is.
sorry for hurting you.
your a great guy.
but i'm seriously not into relationships now.
sorry ):
i feel like a slut. seriously. and so does everyone else. considering how they avoid me at school. and of course. i had this thing of being sacarstic to people when i'm in a really bad mood. and i guess that kinda upsetted maliah. sorry maliah. i couldn control it.
and then i saw hadi after his p.e. seriously i didn even say hi. i was just staring into space. i hate myself.for hurting him. i dont like anyone now. its that i'm not ready for a relationship. maybe further in the year i would. but definately not this point of time. and i dont think anyone could understand. and right. recess was a story of me being abandoned by someone. seriously. no one talked to me. and i only talked to bing xiang and zurhairi. tyahnks guys. after recess was chinese and we had a test. by which i dont think i would do well. and that fucking bitch teacher scolded me. to hell with her.
after that was maths. maliah smiled at me but i didn smile back. i guess today is the worstest bad mood day ever.
and then it was lunch.
i met with darryl he han and michael.
we started talking about some sexual stuff in like masturabtion nation.it was really funny. but i just couldn laugh even though darryl was laughing till his face went red though.
was it a wrong thing to tell him that i wasn ready for a relationship ? at first i thougt it was alright. but come to think of it. i'm not sure now. we're liek drifting apart already. he doesn even talk to me. needless to say even say hi..
i know it was my fault for not telling him earlier but its like.. the night before then i had a chance to clear my thoughts.
which is who do i really like. and after that night i realised i didn want to liek anyone. and that i wasn ready for a relationship.
yeah i'm a bitch.
real bitch thru and thru.
everyone should ignore me and hate me. all the best. i should transfer to another school.
i really hate that feeling.
and i knwo i hurt him realy deeply.
whats done cant be undone.
and all i can say is.
sorry for hurting you.
your a great guy.
but i'm seriously not into relationships now.
sorry ):
Monday, September 17, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
the broken heart
now i finally experienced how it
feels like to have broken heart.
when pieces of glass pierce thru.
it just hurts so much,
i wish i never knew.
but once knowing abit.
its better to know the rest.
and i know the rest is going to be more awful.
part 1 of the talk :
it was wrong to confess to HIM.
part 2 of the talk :
i scared someone.
part 3 of the talk :
avoiding.
seriously.
it hurts so badly.
i just cant stop crying.
i wish i took syaf and maliah's advice the other time.
to forget about someone and carry on with life.
but i just cant.
things have gone to a depth where i cant give up.
i'm so tired.
i cant breathe fucking normally.
wth is wrong with me.
WHATTHEHELL ISWRONGWITH ME !!
i hate myself.
feels like to have broken heart.
when pieces of glass pierce thru.
it just hurts so much,
i wish i never knew.
but once knowing abit.
its better to know the rest.
and i know the rest is going to be more awful.
part 1 of the talk :
it was wrong to confess to HIM.
part 2 of the talk :
i scared someone.
part 3 of the talk :
avoiding.
seriously.
it hurts so badly.
i just cant stop crying.
i wish i took syaf and maliah's advice the other time.
to forget about someone and carry on with life.
but i just cant.
things have gone to a depth where i cant give up.
i'm so tired.
i cant breathe fucking normally.
wth is wrong with me.
WHATTHEHELL ISWRONGWITH ME !!
i hate myself.
songs
i keep listening to love songs.
i'm in love.
but but but.
one thing to clear.
in love with a guy.
but not in a relationship.
his happiness is all that matters (:
i'm in love.
but but but.
one thing to clear.
in love with a guy.
but not in a relationship.
his happiness is all that matters (:
urgh !
fucking hell !
remember i once mentioned about this BASTARD in my prev post.
go to.
www.akascene.blogspot.com
and go to the archive that says 14 september 2007
ohmyfuckinggod.
from there you should know.
the MEL he keeps talking about is ME.
and the BASTARD i said before is that guy.
i shall NOT keep it a secret anymore.
considering he has so much " innocence "
to fucking make it sound like i was the one at fault.
and to fucking make it like i'm a backstabber.
and to fucking make it known to everyone that he's living a miserable life by his own.
that guy is one fucking liar.
and i dont deny i do lie sometimes.
that guy lies to his friends say i'm his real sister.
but in fact i'm his god sister only.
that guy says i live with him.
but in fact i dont even know where he lives.
i'm not trying to prove anything or trying to exposed all his lies right now.
its just that i'm really mad at him.
and i HATE him.
FYI !
HIM is the guy i like.
i call HIM clock.
remember that.
him is the guy u hate.
i call him akiru.
dont bother remembering that.
and and and.
who cares if his friends really believe what he says.
i dont mind.
because i know myself.
its not the truth.
as long as i believe myself and the truth.
things would be alright in the end.
i blocked him on friendster.
found out he keeps spamming my friendster.
it was getting really dirty.
okay enough of it.
if not my blog's getting hatey too.
i'm going to start on TODAY :D
today i woke up early.
i thought got sms but dont have lah.
then i went for guitar class.
i thought i would see HIM.
because last night HE saw might go.
but HE didn larh.
i went to the tampines library.
walk walk here walk walk there loh.
no one i know anyways.
after that went to TM.
didn see HIM either.
gave hope on being able to see HIM outside school lah.
i mean TODAY only.
i do hope other days would be able to see him though.
after that guitar class was shit.
teacher kept picking on me to read the chords and notes.
i was totally clueless.
so the whole time i tikam tikam get thru one.
hahas!
after that went to white sands library.
boredomness (:
borrowed some books.
i also dont know for what.
exams are near alr. also cant read.
i miss HIM badly.
after that went for tuition.
did some music theory thingy while waiting for the teacher.
daddy came along to pay tuition fees.
after that i wait for anzell to come.
i only got 1 reply from HIM lah.
came home and saw this really cute dog.
so wanna hug it.
its a SHE.
it was so cute.
lick me somemore.
but i come home washed hands already lah.
so i'm clean (:
now on MSN.
talking to mustaqim and HIM.
i love HIM.
<33333333
remember i once mentioned about this BASTARD in my prev post.
go to.
www.akascene.blogspot.com
and go to the archive that says 14 september 2007
ohmyfuckinggod.
from there you should know.
the MEL he keeps talking about is ME.
and the BASTARD i said before is that guy.
i shall NOT keep it a secret anymore.
considering he has so much " innocence "
to fucking make it sound like i was the one at fault.
and to fucking make it like i'm a backstabber.
and to fucking make it known to everyone that he's living a miserable life by his own.
that guy is one fucking liar.
and i dont deny i do lie sometimes.
that guy lies to his friends say i'm his real sister.
but in fact i'm his god sister only.
that guy says i live with him.
but in fact i dont even know where he lives.
i'm not trying to prove anything or trying to exposed all his lies right now.
its just that i'm really mad at him.
and i HATE him.
FYI !
HIM is the guy i like.
i call HIM clock.
remember that.
him is the guy u hate.
i call him akiru.
dont bother remembering that.
and and and.
who cares if his friends really believe what he says.
i dont mind.
because i know myself.
its not the truth.
as long as i believe myself and the truth.
things would be alright in the end.
i blocked him on friendster.
found out he keeps spamming my friendster.
it was getting really dirty.
okay enough of it.
if not my blog's getting hatey too.
i'm going to start on TODAY :D
today i woke up early.
i thought got sms but dont have lah.
then i went for guitar class.
i thought i would see HIM.
because last night HE saw might go.
but HE didn larh.
i went to the tampines library.
walk walk here walk walk there loh.
no one i know anyways.
after that went to TM.
didn see HIM either.
gave hope on being able to see HIM outside school lah.
i mean TODAY only.
i do hope other days would be able to see him though.
after that guitar class was shit.
teacher kept picking on me to read the chords and notes.
i was totally clueless.
so the whole time i tikam tikam get thru one.
hahas!
after that went to white sands library.
boredomness (:
borrowed some books.
i also dont know for what.
exams are near alr. also cant read.
i miss HIM badly.
after that went for tuition.
did some music theory thingy while waiting for the teacher.
daddy came along to pay tuition fees.
after that i wait for anzell to come.
i only got 1 reply from HIM lah.
came home and saw this really cute dog.
so wanna hug it.
its a SHE.
it was so cute.
lick me somemore.
but i come home washed hands already lah.
so i'm clean (:
now on MSN.
talking to mustaqim and HIM.
i love HIM.
<33333333
Friday, September 14, 2007
finally got back from school.
gee i hate school today.
wish i never went to school.
early in the morning.
some bastard scolded me.
and chased me to school.
i almost had a breakdown.
ran into class crying as well.
that bastard scared the shit out of me.
and i'm starting to hate that guy.
saw that guy again.
so flag raising that time i stand at the back.
and because i wasn feeling well.
my fever's rising.
bleh !
then had spont. writing.
i didn have the mood to write.
all i could do was to.
keep writing HIS name.
and and and.
i didn get to see HIM today.
HE did the command tday though.
and i didn know it was HIM until i heard HIS voice.
i really miss HIM badly.
really badly.
and i just cry when i miss HIM.
i know HE doesn like me.
but i do.
i love HIM.
i've been talking to mustaqim for the past 3 nights.
and its fun.
LOL.
i found out HE is a muslim.
and that makes him more UNIQUE.
I LOVE HIM*
gee i hate school today.
wish i never went to school.
early in the morning.
some bastard scolded me.
and chased me to school.
i almost had a breakdown.
ran into class crying as well.
that bastard scared the shit out of me.
and i'm starting to hate that guy.
saw that guy again.
so flag raising that time i stand at the back.
and because i wasn feeling well.
my fever's rising.
bleh !
then had spont. writing.
i didn have the mood to write.
all i could do was to.
keep writing HIS name.
and and and.
i didn get to see HIM today.
HE did the command tday though.
and i didn know it was HIM until i heard HIS voice.
i really miss HIM badly.
really badly.
and i just cry when i miss HIM.
i know HE doesn like me.
but i do.
i love HIM.
i've been talking to mustaqim for the past 3 nights.
and its fun.
LOL.
i found out HE is a muslim.
and that makes him more UNIQUE.
I LOVE HIM*
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
yay!
wee.
today was just great :D
adli came to school.
and everything just worked out on its own.
it was so damn funny.
with adli laughing and cracking jokes.
i laughed my ass out lah okay.
then i brought my shocker pen to school.
adli was so scared of it.
he screamed !
it was so funny i laughed until my face went red.
and and and
we had freee periods today :D
and we just slacked around.
come to think of it.
i haven done much of my homework yet.
and thats pretty sad.
i'm sleepy everyday.
and and and.
we had science today (:
it was so funny.
everyone was moaning in class.
and the teacher didn even care lah okay.
anyways.
today had NCC.
and i saw HIM (:
i finally got a reply from HIM :D
yay !
i saw HIM too !
and during NCC.
i smiled at HIM
and i saw hesron.
i thought he wouldn come to NCC
because after school.
when i was with flo, nad and wani.
i saw hesron.
he told rahman that he wouldn be going for NCC.
so i ask him.
" hesron you not going for NCC ? "
then he's like
" shakes head "
so i was like .
oh okay.
so like most probably he's not going lah.
who cares anyways ?
i dont (:
anyways.
TUESDAYS are bendittos day.
we all go to KFC to eat (:
i like today (:
i miss HIM.
today was just great :D
adli came to school.
and everything just worked out on its own.
it was so damn funny.
with adli laughing and cracking jokes.
i laughed my ass out lah okay.
then i brought my shocker pen to school.
adli was so scared of it.
he screamed !
it was so funny i laughed until my face went red.
and and and
we had freee periods today :D
and we just slacked around.
come to think of it.
i haven done much of my homework yet.
and thats pretty sad.
i'm sleepy everyday.
and and and.
we had science today (:
it was so funny.
everyone was moaning in class.
and the teacher didn even care lah okay.
anyways.
today had NCC.
and i saw HIM (:
i finally got a reply from HIM :D
yay !
i saw HIM too !
and during NCC.
i smiled at HIM
and i saw hesron.
i thought he wouldn come to NCC
because after school.
when i was with flo, nad and wani.
i saw hesron.
he told rahman that he wouldn be going for NCC.
so i ask him.
" hesron you not going for NCC ? "
then he's like
" shakes head "
so i was like .
oh okay.
so like most probably he's not going lah.
who cares anyways ?
i dont (:
anyways.
TUESDAYS are bendittos day.
we all go to KFC to eat (:
i like today (:
i miss HIM.
Saturday, September 08, 2007
nothing to do, boredom
| Your True Birth Month Is February |
 Sharp Ambitious Spendthrift Loves reality Loves freedom Temperamental Low self esteem Honest and loyal Abstract thoughts Daring and stubborn Changing personality Showing anger easily Intelligent and clever Loves aggressiveness Quiet, shy and humble Learns to show emotions Rebellious when restricted Determined to reach goals Superstitious and ludicrous Dislikes unnecessary things Realizing dreams and hopes Too sensitive and easily hurt Loves entertainment and leisure Romantic on the inside not outside Loves making friends but rarely shows it |
| Your Sensitivity Score: 46% |
 As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people. You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad. But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down. |
| You Are 80% Happy |
 You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up. |
| Your Dating Purity Score: 75% |
 You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover! |
this is what results from boredom (:
| There's a Chance You Could Be Violent |
 Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. |
Monday, September 03, 2007
oh
HEY OH (:
i'm back at the hotel once more :D
woke up at 5.30 today ):
which is freaking early.
because had to wait for this tour group that comes at 6.45
slept beside daddy last night.
mommy took my bed.
she sick lah.
then sat in the bus.
for 2 long hours to the west of thailand.
freaking bumpy lah the ride.
i bumped my forehead like a couple of times until now got bruise alr.
stupid roads.
then after that reach there alr.
sat on this long boat.
with daddy.
and it lasted for 15 minutes.
aites.
it was fun (:
saw a couple of water snakes.
after that reach the floating market alr.
sat another boat.
which went on the water,
bringing us to the different canals.
lasted 30 minutes.
after that we walked around.
and finally we went to this food thing.
daddy ate first.
i'm back at the hotel once more :D
woke up at 5.30 today ):
which is freaking early.
because had to wait for this tour group that comes at 6.45
slept beside daddy last night.
mommy took my bed.
she sick lah.
then sat in the bus.
for 2 long hours to the west of thailand.
freaking bumpy lah the ride.
i bumped my forehead like a couple of times until now got bruise alr.
stupid roads.
then after that reach there alr.
sat on this long boat.
with daddy.
and it lasted for 15 minutes.
aites.
it was fun (:
saw a couple of water snakes.
after that reach the floating market alr.
sat another boat.
which went on the water,
bringing us to the different canals.
lasted 30 minutes.
after that we walked around.
and finally we went to this food thing.
daddy ate first.
Sunday, September 02, 2007
day 2:D
aites.
its day 2!
got to talk to clock abit this morning i think.
so happy lah !
i went to bath upstairs.
and then go to sleep.
neck hurts badly.
i slept on a towel o.o
because i used the pillows to hug.
that me.
i'm weird.
LOL
and i saw this comment on someone's profile.
and i thought grace was the girl he actually liked.
hahas.
turns out.
it was the name of his home tutor !
i mean that what he says.
HAHA.
okay
clock.
sorry for jumping to conclusions aye.
really dont want you to think that i'm those type of girls who get possesive and stuff.
well well.
breakfast at the hotel was great (:
quite tasty but not filing lah.
but what to expect.
its a hotel.
not a restaurant.
dhen went to the weekend market (:
aye.
it was cool !
bought this translucent white dress.
and a denim blue mini skirt.
wanted to get my VANS shoes.
but they didn have the ones i liked.
sad.
but i'm still going to get it.
after that came back to the hotel and had anp before going out
to this really nice shopping mall called siam center.
everything is like damn nice.
but i didn have time to go shop around.
k0r k0r and his gf wanted to go elsewhere shopping.
so they brought me along.
went to this shop called undercover.
aites.
it sold lingerine.
and it was so nice lah the designs.
i helped my k0r k0r's gf buy 2 g strings.
her name is maria.
i've been really close to her these two days (:
after that we went to this shopping center called MBK
also known as TOKYU
its nice the things there.
btu it was late alr.
so just walked around and played at the arcade.
i think we wasted around 500 baht at the arcade ?
but its small.
and i played basketball a freaking load of times.
:D :D :D
now back at the hotel.
using the computer.
by the way.
shopping malls here close at 8+
while shopping malls in sg close at 11+
see the differences.
aites.
i cant wait to upload the pictures i took here.
anyways
there's no place to charge my phone !!
so like now my phone is 1/2 batt onyl.
pathetically lah.
CLOCK i miss you !
<3
its day 2!
got to talk to clock abit this morning i think.
so happy lah !
i went to bath upstairs.
and then go to sleep.
neck hurts badly.
i slept on a towel o.o
because i used the pillows to hug.
that me.
i'm weird.
LOL
and i saw this comment on someone's profile.
and i thought grace was the girl he actually liked.
hahas.
turns out.
it was the name of his home tutor !
i mean that what he says.
HAHA.
okay
clock.
sorry for jumping to conclusions aye.
really dont want you to think that i'm those type of girls who get possesive and stuff.
well well.
breakfast at the hotel was great (:
quite tasty but not filing lah.
but what to expect.
its a hotel.
not a restaurant.
dhen went to the weekend market (:
aye.
it was cool !
bought this translucent white dress.
and a denim blue mini skirt.
wanted to get my VANS shoes.
but they didn have the ones i liked.
sad.
but i'm still going to get it.
after that came back to the hotel and had anp before going out
to this really nice shopping mall called siam center.
everything is like damn nice.
but i didn have time to go shop around.
k0r k0r and his gf wanted to go elsewhere shopping.
so they brought me along.
went to this shop called undercover.
aites.
it sold lingerine.
and it was so nice lah the designs.
i helped my k0r k0r's gf buy 2 g strings.
her name is maria.
i've been really close to her these two days (:
after that we went to this shopping center called MBK
also known as TOKYU
its nice the things there.
btu it was late alr.
so just walked around and played at the arcade.
i think we wasted around 500 baht at the arcade ?
but its small.
and i played basketball a freaking load of times.
:D :D :D
now back at the hotel.
using the computer.
by the way.
shopping malls here close at 8+
while shopping malls in sg close at 11+
see the differences.
aites.
i cant wait to upload the pictures i took here.
anyways
there's no place to charge my phone !!
so like now my phone is 1/2 batt onyl.
pathetically lah.
CLOCK i miss you !
<3
Saturday, September 01, 2007
suckish
back at the hotel now though (:
went to the nearest shopping mall just before.
and it was fucking huge !
i walked like 5 hours and guess what,
i only finished 2 floors !
i bought a trucker cap :D
which i really really like alot !
and i bought this batman tank top (:
i so adore it !
and after shopping at that shopping center,
went to have dinnner with my parents.
all the while i was with my k0r k0r and my k0r k0r 's gf.
i use to dislike her.
but now i dont anymore.
she's nice.
(:
we gave each other tips about clothes and she says i have good taste !!
hahas.
then after taht she bought like perfum and all that.
so fucking cheap !
dinner was suckish.
food tasted liek shit.
only the mango juice tasted good (:
dhen i keep seeing this guy in blue.
he looks okay
anyways some guys here who look like malays are actually thai.
and i saw that guy in blue 6 times
different places somemore okay ?!
HAHA !
after that went to this street with my parents
and my brother and his gf.
they sold much stuff there.
by the alleys got pubs.
then can see those women on the bar top.
wearing only bikinis.
and just dancing to the beat.
one of the women wore a bra instead of a bikini ?
then i saw her boob shape lah.
so disgusting.
then another women wore a g string while shaking her boobs for this
fugly client of hers.
eh dont misunderstand
i was OUTSIDE the pub.
not INSIDE..
hahas !
i totally felt like puking.
and i seriously miss singapore.
things are much better.
i promised to buy syafiqah a trucker cap and maliah one too.
so yeah.
i'm still finding them.
then i went home.
came back here.
went up with mom and dad
to wash up before coming down here.
and went up again to get my jacket.
erm yeah.
i'm going off soon.
higly doubt clock's coming online.
i waited last night 3 hours to talkt o him.
but he wasn online ):
messaged him
but no one replied.
perhaps.
it was all a lie.
):
and if its a lie.
why did i have to be the one he lied to ?
haish.
not sure yet lah.
haven talked to him for 2 days alr.
miss him badly.
i'm crying because i miss him hors !
<3 clock.
went to the nearest shopping mall just before.
and it was fucking huge !
i walked like 5 hours and guess what,
i only finished 2 floors !
i bought a trucker cap :D
which i really really like alot !
and i bought this batman tank top (:
i so adore it !
and after shopping at that shopping center,
went to have dinnner with my parents.
all the while i was with my k0r k0r and my k0r k0r 's gf.
i use to dislike her.
but now i dont anymore.
she's nice.
(:
we gave each other tips about clothes and she says i have good taste !!
hahas.
then after taht she bought like perfum and all that.
so fucking cheap !
dinner was suckish.
food tasted liek shit.
only the mango juice tasted good (:
dhen i keep seeing this guy in blue.
he looks okay
anyways some guys here who look like malays are actually thai.
and i saw that guy in blue 6 times
different places somemore okay ?!
HAHA !
after that went to this street with my parents
and my brother and his gf.
they sold much stuff there.
by the alleys got pubs.
then can see those women on the bar top.
wearing only bikinis.
and just dancing to the beat.
one of the women wore a bra instead of a bikini ?
then i saw her boob shape lah.
so disgusting.
then another women wore a g string while shaking her boobs for this
fugly client of hers.
eh dont misunderstand
i was OUTSIDE the pub.
not INSIDE..
hahas !
i totally felt like puking.
and i seriously miss singapore.
things are much better.
i promised to buy syafiqah a trucker cap and maliah one too.
so yeah.
i'm still finding them.
then i went home.
came back here.
went up with mom and dad
to wash up before coming down here.
and went up again to get my jacket.
erm yeah.
i'm going off soon.
higly doubt clock's coming online.
i waited last night 3 hours to talkt o him.
but he wasn online ):
messaged him
but no one replied.
perhaps.
it was all a lie.
):
and if its a lie.
why did i have to be the one he lied to ?
haish.
not sure yet lah.
haven talked to him for 2 days alr.
miss him badly.
i'm crying because i miss him hors !
<3 clock.
thailand !
shitty.
seriously,
clock is avoiding me and i'm avoiding ryan.
i dont wish to talk to him nowadays.
and now i'm using the internet access in thailand !
its like fucking cheap.
i use for 30 minutes is $2 only !
so i'm taking the chance to go blogging abit.
i'm cut off from friendster though.
the thai thingy said it didn have friendster ):
now every thing is in thai,
i dont quite understand.
even the keyboard is thai.
cool huh ?
and its my first time in thailand !
now i'm at this motel called wendy house (:
its cool.
and i'm missing clock more than ever.
but i think he dont even know i worried last night.
dont know what happened to him.
no one replied my sms.
argh !
anyways.
will post up the pictures i took in thailand once i'm back in singapore.
which is on tuesday i think !
miss you clock !
<3 .
hopefully.
you wont forget me.
that is if you even treat me as a friend.
.. /: ?
seriously,
clock is avoiding me and i'm avoiding ryan.
i dont wish to talk to him nowadays.
and now i'm using the internet access in thailand !
its like fucking cheap.
i use for 30 minutes is $2 only !
so i'm taking the chance to go blogging abit.
i'm cut off from friendster though.
the thai thingy said it didn have friendster ):
now every thing is in thai,
i dont quite understand.
even the keyboard is thai.
cool huh ?
and its my first time in thailand !
now i'm at this motel called wendy house (:
its cool.
and i'm missing clock more than ever.
but i think he dont even know i worried last night.
dont know what happened to him.
no one replied my sms.
argh !
anyways.
will post up the pictures i took in thailand once i'm back in singapore.
which is on tuesday i think !
miss you clock !
<3 .
hopefully.
you wont forget me.
that is if you even treat me as a friend.
.. /: ?
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