day out

today was hell lotsa boredness :}

don't know what's with the weather nowadays.
it rains so badly,
inline skaters cant skate, archers cant do archery.. ; etc.

went to school with black sneakers :p
no one said anything about needing to wear school shoes for NYAA right ?
anyways.
then assembled already,
crapped with VANESSA TWINNIE.
hahas. then went to canteen for our theory ?!

EW, theory ? ohmygosh.
first thing that came to my mind ?
" the study of inline skating -.-" "

hahas. i know it doesn make much sense though.
why learn about the history ?!?

anyways. we learnt about the different types of skating thingy.
had live demo too !

oh yeah, in my previous post;
this time round,
there was new instructors.
gosh.
his name was JUN KIAT :]

hahas.
then then he looks like the boy next door.
ohmygosh, isn't that cute ?
hahas.

oh well.
back to the same old topic.
we weren't able to skate or whatsoever.
just in the canteen from 8-10

oh that 2 hours were sweet :]]
sat with VANESSA TWINNIE ; KAILUN ; LINDSEY :)

oh so so much fun !
after that we sat there and crapped :))
then BENJAMIN ( our instructor ) pitied those beginners.
while we were having our break ,
they had to do psysical workout -.-"
okays i dont know how to spell that word :p

hahas.
then the sec 3s come to canteen for break;
we were happily dismissed :]

i didn get to see or catch a glimpse of creamo ):

sad. i smsed him.
but sadly, he didn reply.
oh well.
hope he gets the job he wants :]
i'm praying he gets a phone call from the job he wants :)
jiayous creamo !

went to white sands with
TWINNIE again and jamie.
hahas.

jamie cracked alot of cold jokes.
vanessa didn find them funny ;
i dont know why i still laughed like shit.
hahas,
i think thats me.
:p

oh well.
creamo's not on MSN nor is he replying my messages.
how sad.

eyk ,
creamo
just a nickname i give him :]

went home with vanessa and crapped again.
okay vanessa i admit i have short arms :x
hahas.

hahas.
then came online here where
me and vanessa irritated MELVIN ANG
hahas.

he is funny and very dramatic :x
oh gosh,
i'm bitching about a guy.
oh well.
he's nicee and stuff ( i'm lying through my teeth )
hahas.

so yeah.

i swear MELVIN's pissed with me :]
hahas.
like i care lahh.
call me just to ask about someone :x

i'm not as free as you :)

AND
MELVIN ANG is crazy !!

guess what ?
he spammed my inbox.
with 50 " sorry "
and
VANESSA's inbox
with 80++ crap stuff

i seriously think he is crazy and out of his mind.
-.-"
oh well.
he could have put it to better use though.
i sound like i'm using
cheemanology here.
but i'm not :]]
hahas.

yayness

finally i got to talk to hadi ;
haven talked to him for i guess 4 days ?

yay !
hahas.
anyways,
had our first inline skating course.
oh gosh, the instructor..
how to describe;
cant pronounce english properly,
VERY long-winded,
VERY short-tempered.

other than that,
the instructors are fine.
BENJAMIN ; KENNETH ; RICKY and JEREMY.
BENJAMIN AND KENNETH are young.
like BEN's 25 and KEN's 15 at most ?
while RICKY AND JEREMY are old.
like both about 40+ ?

oh yeah
i got into the pro skaters.
because know how to skate yeah.

and btw,
the gears stink like hell,
i should remember to bring the air freshener on wednesday !
:]

and and and.
i think i might have a chance to see him :]]
yayness !!

and and and.
thank god i didn even fall at all !
how great huh ?
hahas.

sure hope syaf ; nisaa ; flo ; maliah and
the rest of the people,
have fun for the NYAA session!

maliah said their fener training is fun !
well i'm happy for them :]
skating has many people lah.

divided to 2 groups.
the beginners and the novice.
i'm in novice :]]

then BENJAMIN is OUR instructor :D
fun lah he.
he knows how to skat backwards ;
onewheeled;
one legged.

i mean thats pretty pro lah okee ?
i cant even skate backwards !
but he IS no matter what,
still the teacher;
cant compare lahh !


so yeah.
i was grouped with rachel lee 1.9
vanessa ( twinnie ) 1.9
lindsey 1.9

and yeah.
i feel abit like feverish.
and no one cares.

i'm having my next NYAA thing on wednesday :]
yay !

i asked him.
if he likes me.
and he asks why i'm asking.

i bet its a " no " thats why..

i feel so like.. confused.

janan wants me to give him a reply on whether
i would give him a chance.
do what ?
i like another guy lah
but how to tell him ?
i tell him 4-5 times already.
but he dont listen.
ugh.
i'm fucked.
and i'm hungry.
damned.

so sorry

ssorry about the previous posts guys.
especially to 29126 gang.
especially to florentina.
especially to syafiqah.
especially to nadia.

just want you guys to know.
i'm really very sorry.
to syaf and nad,
i think you guys might have lost your trust in me
for typing out those previous posts.
i'm very sorry.
i want to earn back those trust,
i'm sorry, would you guys give me a chance to redeem myself ?

sorry;
thats the only word i can think of at the moment.

really hope you guys could give me a chance to redeem myself.
you know i do dumb stuff most of the time;
so would you guys pretty please give me a chance to redeem myself ?

i know its going to be hard to earn back your trust and friendship.
you guys might think i'm some bitchy slut now.

i dont know.
but i do know that i want to and i have to earn back
the trust and friendship.

sorry guys.
please.

i'm really
really
really
really
really
sorry ):

deleted posts.

a very sincere apology whom i had hurt with my words.

sorry.

its been a while since i last blogged.
might consider tearing this blog down.

no one reads it :]
i had a hair cut.

its bob again.
i think i have a strong addiction for bob hair.
LOL.

i'm weird i know.
cut long then cut short.
the whole year round its like that.

i'm having a tummyache now ):

woke up at 2
left home at 2.30 to go cut hair.
came back at 4

i ate chocolate bar for lunch :]
i know mummy confirm will scold me.
just that i got no appetite.


i want to bite someone now.
RAWR
tata <3
i shall go watch korean drama now.
as what HADI says i can do -.- "

fucking pissed

enough of photos ?
i'm freaking tired.
skipped school today.
so yeah.
because i'm having a freaking headache.
azlin skipped school too.
hahas.
at least got people skip with me lahh :D
currently talking to bernard k0r azlin and eleen and maria :]
hahas.
i'm really bored.
nothing to do.

anways
with my results,
i aint satisfied.
to me its quite badly done lahh.

tata <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8qcGdTfSOYiYyFFY7xQ8dXE7ePnTZFYkxPTywnoeIqodUIQKQso8u0G9PbcmcNoAOq-3tD_T9eXn7XJEEQhvn8qMH5qy_LEId7rh_GNZhMClxHr3ohuX5talHTrPjD7G7FQcH2ZmeFeI/s1600-h/fotos...%5B++++++%5D334.jpg">
group photo 3 :)


the group photo 2 !
my face so distorted lahh.
but still everyone looks so pretty and stuff.



the group photo :D i'm like freaking short lah. the winner is the girl and boy in red and blue. me and adli got 2nd :) not bad huh ? hahas.


they look cute :D



at request of nisaa :) she and adli looks coool :]


me and adli :D


i'm nisaa's artwork :D




me and nisaa.
dont know why i look damn weird. hahas.


me and amalina.
i know its heavy on the eyes :x


adli and nisaa.
adli's thing is so short :x


sorry people.
haven been updating.
but at last :]

anways
got back my results already.
damn it lah.

english paper 1 got 38/60
english paper 2 got 31/50
geography got 54.5/100
literature got 33/50
chinese paper 1 got 47/70
chinese paper 2 got 43/70
maths paper 1 got 20/40
maths paper 2 got 21/50
DNT got 29/50
science got 48/100
art got 24/40

i think i didn do well.
so like wth lah kays.

erm.
anyways.
sorry for not posting much.
tata <3

hahas

the sunnies are the ones i bought.
and the tie is the one i bought too.
i kinda like this picture :]

moree photos.



FRIDAYY day out with the 1/9 people :D

wait.
i want to change blogskin AGAIN.
so tata <3
no moree posts for today ):
hmph.

bored

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI !

kkays.
for all muslims,
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!.

as you can see.
i'm fucking damned bored.
will blog more when i come back fomr visiting GONGGONG/
* GONG GONG is grandfather is chinese.
haha.s
kkies.
tata DARLING <3

i miss IRFAN HAKIM DAMN ALOT.

fucked up.

damned.
today so jinxed lah kays.

i lost my wallet at peninsula.
i think.
or is it at city hall MRT there.

today starting was like really good.
i went to WHITE SANDS to meet
afiqah, brandon, and jordan.
then after that meet
michael and he han at TAMPINES.

then we take train go CITY HALL.
ate 1 prata.
quite nice.

after that we all went into a shop.
where michael bought a full new set of clothes to wear.
he han bought a shirt and a hoodie.

eh no.
the hoodie was afiqah buy for he han one.
afiqah so good to he han.
HAHA.

then me and afiqah walk around.
i tried on this green skinny jeans.
colour was not right and the size was too big.
the saleslady i think was pretty annoyed.
eh like wth lah.

then walk walk around.
after that i saw this shop of sunnies.
i bought a RED BIG BIG sunny.
really nice.
the uncle of the shop said it was priced at $12
i fake fake say $10
then he say sell me the sunnies at $10
ho ho ho !
like cool lahh !

then after that i walked around with the rest..
brandon bought a shirt.
that looks like a NCC uniform top.
HAHA.

he says NCC is easy.
wth lah.
go try taking NCC as your cca then.
its FREAKING HARD LOH.

hahas.
then after that bought a RED TIE.
wheet !
the aunty priced it at $8
i got it for $6
LOL.

dont knwo who said i have the potential to
be a haggling aunty in future.
HAHA.
i mean maybe.
but i confirm dont want to be aunty hor.

lols.
then we decided to go to TM.
send jordan back to pasir ris to fetch his sister up
from school.

then came down from MRT.
wanted to give donations to this blind aunty.
then could not find my wallet.

A BLACK MYUK WALLET.
WITH 1 ATM CARD
A NATIONAL LIBRARY CARD
2 FUNKEYS
1 EZONE CARD
$35+ DOLLARS.

GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!

like fuck lah.
seriously.
k0r k0r bought that wallet for me one.
damn it lah.
its like his first present to me.
i should treasure it.

feel so guilty of losing it.
URGH !

then go make a new ATM card.
and told the library thingy that i lost my card.
and made a lost wallet report to the MRT thingy.

GAH.
jinxed day.
waited 20 minutes for a damned bus.

came home found out furniture in my room was moved around.
i mean like.
WTHHHH !!

anways.
i cant do anything or would do anything to anyone who is rude to me.
i mean like. its your mouth. i cant stop you how you say things.

i remembered once.
i was walking at the staircase there with maliah.
aciddentally almost bumped into a girl and her friends.
i have this habit.
i would say " fuck " for everything.
i think she thought i was saying " fuck " to her.
i meant no harm.
wanted to apologise to her after that.
but then had no chance.
all i want to say is.
SORRY..i didn mean it. seriously.

second post for the day :D

guess what.
i'm boredd !

urgh.
hahas.
kays i'm kinda cranky now.
blog's kinda dead though.

no tags no nothing.
sheesh.

before exams banned from the computer.
now that i can play it.
i feel equally boredd.
maybe because like too much time to play.

i shall post some interesting stuff here.
hopefully i can find.

now i'm at
trying to find sth nice and entertaining.

no one fun is online.
MICHAEL THONG WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU ?!

darling never sms me too.
i explode bill already lahh.
damn it.

and i dont want to waste my money to buy the damn prepaid card.
i'd rather use the money to buy useful stuff like clothes and stuff.
haha.

i swear some people would kill me.
HAHA.

gah !
i'm dying of boredomm !!
and someone anonymous just smsed me.
asking if i'm MELISSA.
i called back.
no one pick up ?!

like wth lah.
playing uh.
i got no more smses already lah.
urgh.

damn.
i hate it when i HAVE to reply no matter what.
i really DONT WANT to.

damned.
now i'm at
really nothing to do !!!

STUPID FRIENDSTER IS UNDER MAINTAINENCE !!
darling reply me can can ??

boreddd.

today had ART and DNT
in which means

HALLEJULAH !!
END OF EXAMS. FULLSTOP.
hahas.
kays.
art actually last night i only did 4 pieces.
at least i did hor.
then the 2 hours given,
i do another 4 loh.
so good hor.

then DNT,
i didn really study.
there was a fight in canteen.
not going to talk about it.
DAMN.
i was fucking distracted.
i didn even flip the textbook.
so yeah.
but at least i FLIPPED thru my file loh.
hahas.

EXAMS ended at 12
but then after that got the hari raya thingy.
until 2
i mean it was so like shy shy lah.

had to wear a baju kurong with adli wearing another costume.
ON STAGE !?
then is like.
they play music for about 4 minutes,
the time for us to wear the hari raya clothes.
IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL.
then 1/7 is the first class.
so we go first.
like whatthehell.
they say me and adli is couple.
like wtf lahh.

but no choice.
is on stage.
GRR.
lols.

i told adli sth.
i said.
if he dared to do anything funnny on tuesday.
i shall kick him down the stairs.
then he keep quiet.
i guess that scared him :P

after that went home.
then cooking food to eat,
darling smsed me say want to meet.
then i go meet him lah.
for 1 hour +

hahas.
at where we were seating,
saw nazeer 2/4 and syed 3/1 and sth sth 3/1
i dont know the last guy's name.

hahas.
B taught me maths.
something something COSINE.
HAHA.
i did benefit from it hor.

okays.
finger's tired.
shall blog more tonight.

YAY !
tmr is FRIDAY.
going to peninsula with the people !!
wheet !

i miss sayang <3

OPEN FOR ALL

OKAY OKAY.
today was okay i guess.
CONGRATS TO SYAFIQAHH !!

wish you guys last damn long kays !
i miss darlingg.
gahh !
anways.
today i only had 1 paper.
which is maths paper 1.
i think i was like paranoid over stuff ?
then i made this damn stupid mistake lahh.

how could anyone be this blur you tell me.
7+4= 10 ?!!!

i knwo its stupid.
wonder what was i thinking.

i finished my paper at 10 lahh.
at least i finished the paper in time hor.
then after that went to the canteen to meet
darling.

i sat at the back of the canteen.
grr.
didn get to see him lahh.
but nevermind.
HAHA.
darling came over for 1 minute then mr singh drove him away.
stupid lah he.

i was doing art.
so called lah.
then michael came along.
then he started talking lah.
hahas.
he so funny :D

then darling ended class at 2.20 lah okay.
so late.
after doing ABIT of art.
went to slack with michael.
in the end decided to go his house play computer.
his house is nice.
and he so DAMN messy lah kays.

after that at 2 i left his house.
michael sent me to the busstop.
hahas.
i made him do so.
down there is damn quiet kays.
then i took the bus back to school.

damned me.
i alighted at the wrong stop.
then had to walk so long way.
wtf lahh.

after that wait for darling.
hahas.
then we walk loh.
so funny sia.

darling says i'm cranky today.
because i never got enough sleep.
but i mean.

i was cranky not because i didn get enough sleep.
i'm used not to getting enough sleep.
but last night i didn get to talk to him at all.
he had something on.
sad lah.

in the end talk with maliah then michael until 12+ i think.
then i sleepy go sleep.

today morning walk with benedict ERZI :D
ERZI means son.
hahas.

we share a close mother-son relationship.
he was there when i broke up with ryan last time.
and i was there when he broke with his ex.

gosh.
hahas.
YAY !
this friday is confirm going to peninsula with
afiqah, michael, he han and darryl i think.
vanessa not sure.
ask karkheng come along he say dont want.
maybe on MONDAY.
which is also no school day.
going to go watch BALLS OF FURY with michael and the rest.

see first.
today i talk alot of crap.
because i cant sms.
and there's not many people online on MSN to talk to.

I miss IRFAN HAKIM.
):
he never sms me.
sad.
i think he having SAHUR now.
kays.
IRFAN HAKIM, i love you !

all me lahh.




me again.



i actually quite like some of them. hahas.




nice anot ? hahas.

whatthehell am i talking ?
anyways.
i told mummy about me skipping the part B
funny mummy didn scold me lehh.
anwyas.
good lahh.
hopefully this friday can go PENINSULA with michael :D :D
wheet !
hahas.
i want to get back my sim card lah.
prepaid really no more already.
i'm freaking lazy to top it up.
anways.

this friday if i get to go to PENIN with the guys
i want to buy this red tie :D
i like red.
not because i'm an AH LIAN
first thing first.
RED is COOL.
and second thing/
i'm NEVER a AH LIAN.

okay.
i miss darling.
really love him.
the other day break.
the same day patch back already.
i guess we seriously could not NOT miss each other lahh.
hey i DO miss him now still okay.

he had i think triple science..
if i'm not wrong.
after his exams i went to meet him.

then he was with bobo.
people who know bobo will know that
bobo is his nickname.
hahas.

then he went to pick his younger sisters up.
his adek.
hahas.

i'm trying my best to upload this nice nice photo.
i like.
with the necklace that has darling's initials.
and my favourite BATMANN !!
wheet !
next time batman comes to singapore,
i'll get his autograph mans.
hahas.
this shows how obssessed iam about BATMAN.
i'm meaning the real BATMAN
not the nickname BATMAN.

clear already ?
fullyohh !

i dont know how to spell that.
hahas.
learnt it from MALIAAH

FINALLY FEESORBET IS TOGETHER AGAIN :D
FEEchocolate >> NADIA
FEElolly >> SYAFIQAH
FEEcinnamon >> MALIAH
FEEcandy >> MELISSA ( ME )

HAHAS.
wheet !
i love yoo darling <3
bye bye second post of the day :D
i cant wait for next month 16-19
NCC CAMP :D :D
will be seeing darling for 3 days straight.
fooh yohh !
<3
tatas.

fuccck

fuck !
FUCK FUCK FUCK !
and i thought yesterday paper was okay/
today's science paper is okay too.
but at least i NEVER skip question !!

my science paper is so like dead.
i skipped question 38
didn notice there was a part A and B ?!
FUCK
who the fuck as blur as me never see the question and not do it.
tell me !!

urgh !
i'm so pissed off with myself.
if i was concentrating on the paper and not distracted by something.
i would have done the questions !

shit narhh.
how the hell am i going to face my mommy ?
die die die !!
FRUSTRATEDD LAHH !!

i bet sooner or later i'm going to have a nervous breakdown !
so much stress lahh.

whatthefuckinghelltroubledidigetmyselfinto ?
urghh !!
HOPEFULLY.

i'll pass each sub with a B3
hopefully.

WISH ME LUCK !
<3

scary siole

gahhh !
i'm watching this show called " the reaping "
gosh its scary.

i just saw a scene.
there's a woman.
a professor at lousiana university.
and she's like called into investigate a case.
when like the river is blood ?

then she was with her friend.
then like she was walking in blood.
ew so disgusting lahh.

then strange things started happening.
gahh.
i shall go and find the whole movie on youtube.
for horror viewers.
nothing to do can go and watch.

i swear you'll scream.
like i did.

ahhas.
and and and.
urgh i forgot lah.

mommy's cooking crabs for dinner tonight.
2 black pepper crab
and 1 steamed crab

k0r k0r's coming home today :D
anyways.
i'm wanting to change my blogskin.
but just cant find the time to do so.


http://youtube.com/results?search_query=the+reaping
go to it :D
then you can choose the movie of " the reaping " by yourself.

okay
good luck :D
i shall go mug for geopgraphy :]
wish me luck.
<3

suck

single already lah.
fuck.
urgh.
like wth.
anyways.
dont care lah.
people say whatsoever then say loh.

would they ever undertstand ?
no they would not.
so why not just keep quiet.
urgh.
people.

i deleted all the post that i made about him.
really regret lah.
but luckily not many people know :]
i think i actually rushed into this relationship with him.

eh wait.
i did love him oke.
just that things didn work out.
i just know.

nights world.
<3