fuck

hell fuck.
first thing.

i woke up at 8.30
because 3 people called me.
because RYAN smsed me.

okay fine with that.
dhen i washed up;
blah blah.

dhen went to loyang point to meet
KARKHENG kor.
dhen walked to school together.

dhen we go school,
saw SYAFIQAH.
AZLIN
CURRY
ILLIANY

went to the MAMA shop.
talked to KARKHENG.

dhen he was talking about SOPHIA.
1/8
he say she's YENSOON daddy de GAN GRAND nu ER.
if like that worx,
aint she my NU er?

wtff.


KARKHENG hates her.
hahas.

dhen after that,
went for IT course.
sat with KARKHENG.

do the course thingy.
dhen after that,
KARKHENG decided to go internet.
i made him go PORN web
dhen we found out,
could not delete it.

so shyt.
dhen we panicked for a while x)

budden dont care lurhs.
finish lurhs,

we go LOYANG POINT.

meet syafiqah and nisaa.
and kiko
and pei wen
and KIMSIEW marmie
and yan xiang kor
and YENSOON daddy
and some other people.

dhen sat there and eat
and chat.
until 3 i think.
dhen walked home.

YANXIANG kor and KARKHENG kor all BULLY me ):
pinch my cheeks until RED RED x)
pain seh.

dhen walked to school
YANXIANG kor made me go somewhere with him
SYAFIQAH came along x)
lucky larhs.

dhen we were HORNY xP
talked about everything.
dhen saw KOR's friend.
DARRELL.
so i said HI !
hahas.

we talked about SOPHIA.
daddy wants KARKHENG to JIO sophia.
but KARKHENG hates her to the CORE (:

so then we all walked in a row.
hand's on each other's shoulder.

hahas,
had lotsa fun.

KOR KOR found out i cut myself.
and he said if i did that again,
he'll smack me on the head.

I"M LOVED :D

dhen i smsed RYAN.
i love him lurhs.

but he keep things from me.
harder to trust him.

i just donno whye.
he treats her as a close friend only.
and confides in her.

dhen its like.
what am i dhen ?

I"M his gf.
not her.
they were the PAST.
i'm the FUTURE.
i'm the PRESENT.


ahh whatever.

i'm dying.
i love him.
i cant stop thinking about him x)

neberminds.
i'll treat it all as a nightmare.
i'll soon wake up from it lurhs.
i bet i will (:

i miss him so much.


now talking to AMAN and CRESHELLE (:

thanks you guys (:
i miss CRESHELLE the most x)

CRESHELLE i love you !