poor thang

ryan has got high fever in the morning.
when he smsed me at 9.40 am.
i only saw the sms at 11 am.

i'm so so worried about him.
poor thang.
i wonder how he got his fever?
he hates doctors.
so do i.

they suck like hell.
hopes ryan eats medicine lurhs.
he didn reply my last sms though.
most prob his resting.
i dont go disturb him lurhs.

ehh.
if say his sick.
most probably not going
for his tuition alreadii rights?
okaiis.

nothing much lurhs.
i woke up very very early today.
didn sleep well.
because last night got cramps.

dhen AKIRU called me 5 times.
i only picked up TWICE.
hahas.
he calls me EVERYNIGHT.
man.
its kinda irritating.
but like his my KOR.
so i cant say much can i?

so i just " uh uh "
" i gotta go sleep now .
byes "
so i just hanged up on him.
and i OFFed my vibration.
so i can sleep peacefully :D

really hope ryan gets well soon.
i miss him like fucking hell xP.

now MSNing kar kheng kor.
hahas.
he ask if 22thjune want go to bird park.
with yen soon daddy.
with maliah dear.
with syafiqah my mistress.
with ryan my darlin.
with kim siew mummy.

now damn sian.
only hope ryan feels better.
after resting (:

i feel awful : '(
as his stead,
i cant do anything to comfort him
when he is in pain
or discomfort.
rawr.

sometimes i just hate myself
for it.

poots.
later still got scince tuition.
wonder how MRS GOH will react
when i tell her.
that i just passed my SCIENCE (:
56.5/100
hahas.

maybe she will get heartattack immediately
and go hospital
and the class wont have anythin to do.

thinking about that,
hey
it might not be soo bad after all xP

budden.
not me lerhs.
i will confirm feel guilty derh larhs.
after all.
it will be my fault ;'(

today's post might be quite long
i guess.

22th june?
hmm.
not sure yet larh kor.
because my mommy says
1 week
only can 2 days go out.
i think i'll ask mommy when she comes home.

rawr.
i want to go see kor kor perform flute :D
and see those birdiies.
haha.
want ask ryan along as well.
xP
his birthday will be 1 month later.
22 july :D

budden'
now i still donno what to buy ;'(

most probably ask kor kor or someone.
hahs.
see what guys like.

i'm sleepy..
want to go orh orh.
budden
scared later cant wake up.
at 4 o'clock must SMS karkheng kor.
wake him up :D

will be back to blog later :D
after i come back from tuition that it is.
hopefully mommy wont ask me go out
and shop again with her.
its boring.
much more fun if shopping with friends lorhs.
now only me and daddy and kor kor is at home.
but liek only me at home.
daddy is reading newspaper i think.
while kor kor is still
sleeping !
hahas.
weird happiie family i have xP


ryan darling;
hoep you get well soon !
i miss you heaps;
muackx !

ryan lew

poor darlin'
got slight fever nows.
soo poor thang ;' (
how i wished i could help him relive his pain..
rawr..
hahas.
i wished i was everything.
painkillers.
panadol.
medicine.
doctor.
everything!


dear ;
i'm soo soo sorry.
that i wasn with you.
because i was too busy or.
something.
sorries dear.
forgive me?

i'll always love you :D
your the best boyfriend a girl can ever have.
i know that pretty well (:

loves loves ;
ryan lew darlin'

miss you miss you ;
muackx muackx

such a bad dae..

rawr..
i soo hate today!

kicked off the day with a scolding.
from mommy and daddy.
i left the house in tears :'(
dhen left for school.
which takes about 10 minutes?
dhen i went to class :D
saw our wonderful work xP
done by :
3/4 me.
syafiqah.
hazwani.
1/2 nadia.
florentina.
only abit by yen soon xP.
dhen i left for the parade square lorhs.
i saw mr razak lerhs.
so hurry up pull up socks and unfold skirt :D
hahas.
dhen dhen, saw ryan..
so i pulled him to my classroom..
let him see larhs.
hahas.
morning conducted spot check for socks and skirt length.
i pulled down my skirt lorhs.
lucky today morning wear high socks.
if not really will DIE lorhs.
hahas.
ryan got pulled out.
he everyday also wear ankle socks derhs.
after that jing yi also got pulled out.
they stand next to each other
in front of the class.
lols.
saw lerhs.
quite ;x
hahas.
i worry like hell lorhs.
cos ryan's fringe also quite long.
lucky he never kena..
he was only made to buy new socks :D
lols.
whole day quite sian.
budden ryan saw my pimple on my face !!
dhen he laughed lorhs.
fuckk larhs.
but had quite a lot of fun with him.
i pulled off shane's shoes.
dhen passed it to HE HAN.
hahas.
then they all play with the shoes.
so called (rugby)
dhen suddenly MR SINGH came along.
and saw the whole thing.
wa kaoo.
almost kena scolded of not for SHANE.
thanks SHANE.
i owe you one!
after that i wrote something on ryan's arm xP
ryan
<3
mel

hee hee.
thats all i wrote.
dhen went back to class.
ms shelia let us play a game.
quite hard to describe.
so i wont say a thing about it.
hee hee :D
after that was mr seet's lesson.
he go through the science exam paper.
i didn bring it with me to school.
hahas.
so i copy down on paper lorhs.
budden didn really pay attention larhs.
because i was sitting with maliah.
hahas.
LILY( adli ) was saying my name in chinese.
hahas.
his pronounciation was BAD.
so i made fun of his name lurhs.
budden i say lerhs,
only me and florentina was laughing.
i guess it wasn that funny at all?
dhen i kee siao larhs.
laugh non stop.
almost kena punished by mr seet to stand outside.
poots xP
finish school that time,
i left as fast as possible x)
went home and changed.
budden suddenly got cramps.
lols.
either that or gastrics lurhs.
didn really care that much.
so i left home quite fast and dhen headed for school :D
soo awkward lorhs.
walk in my NCC number 4.
my tummy still hurt like hell lorhs.
dhen heck care larhs.
went for NCC training.


today's training SUCKS.
we only did marching.
rawr.
dhen always kena scolded by MDM.
crapp larhs.
march for 2 hours plus..


my cramps hurt soo soo badly.
i had to stop !

so i ask for " fall out "
so i go rest.
dhen sms ryan and that time.

he go watch spiderman 3 with GLEN i think.
or maybe some other girls as well.
i dont know (;

dhen really cant help it lerhs.
so ask whether can go home or not.

turns out,
i could.
and dhen i struggled home.
only reached home a while ago.
xP

really hope ryan had fun today ;
spiderman 3 is pretty cool ;
but pooh.
tummy hurts still ;
rawr.
i hate it soo soo much .
how i wished i had ryan with me lorhs ;

loves loves ;
miss miss ;
ryan lurhs.