a guy

from the day i met you, i knew you, i knew i wouldn regret liking you.
i never regreted. i confessed to you, i know i'm a little on the rough side, but i'm like this, i'm straight forward, i guess thats the part that ruins my friendship with people, ruins relationships with people. i thought i had moved on without you, i thought me & you will just be friends, & we are, best friends, & i know it would stay this way, one way or another.
but the failed relationships that gone spoof after i thought i had been over you, made me even clearer in my thinking, i never got over you. i never once did, all these while, i lied to myself, thinking it would help in getting over you, but it didn, it never did.
i'm sorry to say, i have never gotten over you, its that thing that makes you, you, that attracts me to you.
i really dont want our friendship to be ruined just because of me, i'm sorry.