sunday

sunday was pretty okay, i'm re-blogging about it.
went out to east coast with gwen & cass, rollerbladed.
there was this guy called Nathaniel, i so called went to ask for his number.
& got pretty nervous, & first thing he messaged me was, what's the other girls number ?
meaning gwen, because cass didn talk much.
i got so fecking pissed then i cried really hard, & i screamed like mad on the rocks -.-
then gwen hugged me, i felt a lil better though.
then we played sand near the shore,
gwen says sand exfoiliates the skin, but i was thinking, definitely NOT singaporean sand, because it's filled with oil -.-
yucks.
then we went to macscafe.
we were all eating then decided to ask this guy's number, but he's attached, so no number.
then there was this guy called Farhan, asked for his number.
then started messaging, he was funny.
then all of a sudden he messaged " she's not into me la, so no use "
then gwen took the number & messaged him, saying to me, we both can be his friends.
that instant, no messages received from him already, HOH.
nevermind3, night time was worse.
was talking to varian,
then batt was flat, so i told him to call cass if he wanted company.
cass's cousin, she slept over last night.
any pictures, go to www.omgwenzilla.blogspot.com

then varian kept on telling me, over & over,
" melissa you're 56198465168431654897841 times uglier than gwen "
i was like, " vae, i know, dont have to keep reminding me "
then i was telling him about the whole day events.
then he was like " hoh, no wonder they didn want your number, or even talk to you, because you aint wearing a bikni, & cannot wear one "
that statement, he repeated over 8945165487 times.
was quite sad about it, imagine your best friend saying that to you, i know he is very straight-forward, i shouldn take it to heart. jokes are jokes, but just dont carry them too far.
he did, & he made me cry.
then like, after that, carian talked to cass already, he didn want to talk to me.
AT ALL.
& he says i'm like sensitive or so because he was just joking.
seriously, i can take jokes but not until it hurts me.
now he doesn want to talk to me at all,
just because when i was crying myself to sleep, he called me & i told him i didn want to talk to him.

& i practically cried myself to sleep last night.
HOH, no one knows,
then2 today i didn knwo what was with me ,
i kept on thinking about my best friend.
varian.
dang.
kept talking about him too, i think cass was pretty pissed with me, because varian only wants to talk to her.

enough blogging before i start crying again.
& i think i should get used to being rejected & ignored, pathetic i know.
& i havent done ANY of my homework.
tell me to start, someone, PLEASEEEEEEEEE.