slut

great, now people calls me a slut.
what did i ever do,
well,
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
right, now i have a fucking bad reputation.
riggghhhtttttttttttttttttttttttt.
well i dont fucking care anymore.
i lead life the way i want it.
people doesn know whats happening here,
see whats on the stage & you critise me.
well, your rights, no can stop you.

what people see is the stage,
not behind scenes,
they can say what they like,
call me a slut, a bitch whatever,
i know i'm a bitch, but definitely not a slut.

"the pejorative words slut, harlot, whore describe a sexually promiscuous woman^{[citation needed]}. In great contrast to the glamour of rake for men, slut is unglamourous and also historically refers to an unhygienic woman who is personally dirty and unkempt."

well, you called me a sexually promiscuous girl, a slut, i understand i'm unglamourous,
but seriously, you dont know me, so shut up.
i dont deny, i am a very messy person, i dont keep things in place & my room's like a closet, but i'm so not a personally dirty & unkempt person, you so do not have rights to scold me that.

i'm sick of living like this where people critise me for everything i do, everything i do, people comment about it, like i've got absolutely no life, to do anything i want, no life to make my own decisions, it sucks big time.
i'm tired of people telling me everything i do is wrong, so tell me, what should i do & then people will be happy, kill myself & vanish from this world ?

melissa is lost, period, & i'm starting on homework already.