aftermath

today i did something extraordinary.
i did my homework, i paid attention in class, i'm extra nice to mommy & daddy.
funny thing, i want casholaaaaaa.
i'm not say broke la, because i'm not, but who wouldn feel better with more casholaaa in their wallets ?
i am so bored, today class was super good, because its the first time, without a teacher, we did our homework in silence, wait, no in silence, but pretty much close to that. and then everyone passed them up !
and wait, shit, i haven done my science workbook corrections -.-
& then, my chinese book review.
& then what.. geography !
god, & then today mr ong told us about this guy, he was simply awesome babe.
he's simply so mind-blowing ! i'm like flabbergasted. he's like without limbs and all. but yet he has the courage to carry on with life, kudos to him.

NICK VUJICIC.

sometimes i already feel pathetic, & feel like my life's awful & all.
thinking back, i dont know i have, i didn know how to appreciate what i have.
he, has no limbs, no nothing, but yet, he is determined to carry on with his life, leading it to the best of his abilities, i'm simply speechless.
its so pathetic, thinking back, how i felt everything, scoldings, quarrels & special friendships goes awry & i start whining, complaining about how shitty my life is, comparing mine & his, i realise, i'm really much better off, in terms of life, i'm far much better.
i have friends who love me, i have friends who hate me, i have people who critises me, but i dont get bullied.

melissa, be contented.

Nick, he fought for his rights, he was determined, maybe its that determination i should hold on to as well, towards everything.

determine to like him no matter what happens.
determine to improve everything
determine to be myself, always.