MIA, NO MORE

abseiling :D
this was how high it was, 3 storeys or so high ?
raj, like me, got stuck there too.






okay people,
the secondary 2 crestians are back from camp, finally !
we started monday with our own groups, planning how to hike our way to bukit timah hill.
then after that we headed to dairy farm adventure camp.
it was creepy at first, thinking how we had to spend our 3 days & 2 nights in a remoted area.
then after that, we had lunch & then we went for our expedition at bukit timah hill.
turns out we already have a designated map, just to see how we find our way up.
2/7 didn get to go though, there was a thunder storm approaching.
then came back & had some snacks before going for the blind-folded walk,
seriously funn, Ganesh was our illumnaii ( sp )

i was freaking scared so i grabbed anything i could feel, poor ganesh ended up with scratches on his arm, sorry !
then we had dinner with the rest of the classes & then went for the night walk at about 7.30+
golly i swear its fucking scary.
it wasn the typical type of night walk, it was a walk inside the jungle !
had to walk in a single file, so adli then azlin then me then nabil.
the 4 besties walked together.
then it got really dark, azlin got really scared she started crying.
i was shivering cold shit man, binxiang comforted me, thanks binxiang :)

then came back at about 9+
ate & bathed and all, first time bathing in a guys toilet -.-
with azlin & crystal, it was utterly so embarrassing.
like what you have , we also have, that thing ??
then got dressed & went to sleep,
cried to sleep though, because there was something bothering me.

then the next day, woke up early & changed & all,
breakfast was nice & then we went to the obstacles course.
first we did abseiling. ( top picture )
it was to teach us how to come down safely & fast.
then next up, we did rope course.
wasn that scary because there was ropes to hold on.
the next was rock-climbing,
rather hard because of the curves & alll, pathetic la.
we all went for lunch after that though.

after lunch we went back to the obstacles course & did challenge rope.
sadly i was sitting in front of the instructor,
& did i mention, mr san told him to put me high high -.-
then i was the demostrator can ! was freaking scared cos i was first..
( top picture with raj in it )

then i climbed to the top already, the same position as Raj, then i got really really scared.
ask my classmates how much i cried & begged the instructor to let me climb down,
but NOOOO, he didn let me.
i had to sit on the about 25 cm apart metal thingy only, looking down made me cry even more.
then i was like, 1..2..3 jump!
then i pushed myself off, & i cried even more.
i've never felt so scared, like my heart was coming out already, i was so super relieved to be on the floor, the nice floor.

then Chia Thong accompanied me to the toilet, golly my eyes were swollen like fcuk !
after that i saw others do the same thing, surprisingly , none of the rest were like me, none cried, none shouted, just me -.-
i feel utterly pathetic can.
instructor name was : Mint, haha, cool name.
then i was helping him belay those players while Maliah was the supporter.

it was rather fun, & then there was illumnaiis called Yi Kang, Mahir, Salleh, Ganesh and more.
all guys BTW, ahaha, then at night we were busy copying this thingy, bronze award NYAA thingy.
just came home, fcuking tired !
want to go get some sleep already,
nights world.

what am i supposed to think or do now ?
i am independant, i will be.
but you dont know, there are times,
when we girls have our softer side.
i'm still waiting alright.
i care about anything,
anything concerning you.
prolly i'm just a toy to you.
a toy, a normal toy.
i dont know.
everything's a blur.