campppppp

haha, camp's alright yeah people ?
hollyyyy,
just now while i was talking to him,
he was like,
" hey brb, i'll go sms my girlfriend "
i was like, " wthh.. "
then i was like " who, tell me "
he's like " my classmate, some girl, she's really nice "
i was like " omgomgomgomggomgomg, "
then silence,
then he's like,
" melissa, i'm kidding la, its so fun to play with you "
i was so relieved can!

he's now studying biology,
lets hope he scores really well :)

i'm bored ,
this is so freaking weird,

i've realised something,
we dont always get what we want in life.
in fact, we get what we dont want in life.

i dont know anything for now,
all i know is,
i want to study well,
do what i need to do.
& continue liking him.
hopefully something might happen.
but nooo,
some stupid things happen & nothing goes well.

him1, him2 and him3.
3 different guys btw.

like whatever uh.
how can i make any decisions when i like him1 alot alot ?
so yeah, sorry but its like this for the time being.
i'm sorry if i did hurt anyone,
i really am.

MALIAH,
thanks babe, for being there for me always, i love you (:

KHENG,
thanks ah kor, for comforting me when i'm down, me thank you :)

HAIKAL,
thanks abg, for being there for me whenever i'm feeling down, me thank you (:

AMANI,
thanks dudette, for comforting me all the time :)

HADI,
boy thanks for all that comforting you did :) really appreciate it :D

MARIA,
girrl, thank you for being my best friend since 2005 :D i love you :D

GWEN,
darling cousin, me love you :D:D thanks for being my bestest cousin! (:(: