fatal attraction

i'm fatally attracted to the elmo soft toy at " more at words ", its so cute, i swear i'm getting a elmo shirt one of this days, hahas, i'm running a fever, stupid fever, stupid flu. nevertheless, today is fun (: Jean appeared again, posing as me -.-" thats a rather lowdown thing to do, look for yourself.

7 Nov 07, 11:32 Jean: I'm tired lah watever

7 Nov 07, 11:31 melissa: Hey look at me guys i'm ahorndog and a horn*****.I am dumb.I dig my nose and i always eat the dirt.I yearn for sex

7 Nov 07, 11:30 Jean: horn dog

7 Nov 07, 11:30 Jean: xavier is a third party horn dong

i find it rather amusing, firstly, i never type with a capital letter at the start of any of my sentences, other than names. secondly,why continue spamming people when you say you are tired, yourself, rather contradicting yourself Jean. i dont know what else do you want, but a big thank you for letting me have something interesting to do rather than empty blogging about my boring little life.

its so obvious that you yourself posted that tag from supposedly " melissa " , i just came home, and i tag with my name in CAPITAL LETTERS. so yeahs, brush up on your eye skills, want to fake also fake properly can ? but i dont self-degrade myself, i have self-respect. and please, dont drag my friends in, please, have some bloody conscience or self-consciousness, they're just standing up for me, oh gosh, why am i saying all these to you ? you wont even bother or care, heartless thing.

FEVER AND FLU AND SORE THROAT
gosh i feel terrible, with the headaches and lower abdome pain, my hyper-ness is draining away day by day, day 2 of SICKKY is here, and then today went out with mich, kheng, and gilbert. it was freaking cold, and then we walked around and stuff, mich blanja-ed me a strawberry sundae, hahas, thanks mich! but most were eaten by kheng :D hahas, if i ate moree, confirm i'd have tummyache already lahh.

after that went to simei to pay tuition fees, its so like freaking expensive shit, $ 300 for 1 month + deposit, shithead people, increase the fee until so expensive. i'm boredd, period. tummy's groaning for food, i want food, i want food, i want food, i want pizza, i want hawaiian pizza !! gosh, i'm like some food monster, hahas, food food food !!

gosh, i haven talked to creamo for such a long time,
cried to sleep, :(
oh well, i should have expected this state of treatment, avoidancy,
long ago, too blind i guess, sorry i'm typing a emo post today,
i want to give up on him, but my heart doesn want to, i cry over him.
its me, my own stupidity, my own one-sided thing.
iusdbfiusbdfijbsubfun times of i miss you.
it all dont matter,
if you could talk to me,
comfort me,
that things would be alright,
that things are fine,
that you'll be there for me..
i miss you.
i need you.
i'm unclear if everything,
zilch goes on in my mind.
i wont put pressure on you,
take your time,
i'll be here waiting for you,
always :)
i love you.