this song is so..

this song so suits the mood i'm in now..
" my heart will go on "
by Celine Dion

i feel like crap now. and i feel crapp-ier now.
just came home from shopping after tuition.
bought a shoe-bag , a book, contact lenses, and yeah lots more stuff.
shopping with mommy is good :]

ohmygosh.
i want to cry already! and i'm watching the video too. its so sad yet romantic. i'm into the oldies once again.. what the hell lah.

creamo
can you just come online ?
talk to me please.
dont give me the cold shoulder.
creamo.
i'm sorry.
please.
just reply one of my sms will do.

you know what.

i think giving up is what i should do.

this all, is just what i think.

this all is a one-sided feeling thing.

this all, is what people say say, stupidity.

but i cant ! i tried hard, to get over him. but i cant. he's the guy that caught my eye. he's nice and all. but i just cant help not liking him. i dont want to give up on him, i wont.

i'm not giving up on you.

i made up my mind, i'm not giving up. but i'm giving him time. oh well. in the mean time, i shall keep my thoughts to myself. he's busy with his job.

anyways.

i met fazli 4/4 i think. he's in NPCC one.

hahas.

on the bus and i saw sebastian and his brother too.

today's pretty much a boring day.

studies physics abit for science tution.

about the molecules of the 3 staes of matter and stuff.

my blog's turning educational already -.-"

solid

- packed closely to one another.

- hence has a fixed volume and fixed shape.

- cannot move around freely.

liquid

- packed not as closely to one another as compared to solid.

- hence has a fixed volume but not a fixed shape.

- can move around but not as freely as gas.

gas

- not packed at all.

- hence has no fixed shape nor fixed volume.

- can move around very freely.

thats all for the educational stuff today.

TADAAA <3

if your going to give me the cold shoulder,

so be it.

i'm not going to beg you.

stupid fever and no one cares !