and then walked to school with benny to meet mustaqim to get the NCC camp paper, inventory or something. came home 2 hours later, okay its a boring holiday life i lead, then slept again -.-" sleeping is a good way to spend time, hahas, and then came online here to chat and spend more e time :] kinda boring today, haikay said creamo was online just now, but in mine, he wasn, so he blocked me. yeahs. oh well.
what mattered most, wasn given at all, so the rest dont actually matter, i'm eff-ing running a fever here, and he didn even show concern, even as a friend. does other's concern matter that much even though he doesn care, i think they dont matter as much.
hope creamo ate his lunch and sleeps well for tonight, with his job going on and his studies still, oh well, i'm holding on to a small mini hope, or maybe no hope at all. wish he knew how much i cared, but he wont.
wish you knew how much your concern would matter to me,
even a " are you okay ? " would just bring smiles,
but you wont know,
i miss you,
i miss the old happy you,
not saying you changed but how you treat me,
is different.
dont like me, just say it, all truth hurts.
i can take it, its alright, just tell me.
a clear cut answer would do.
say you treat me more than just a friend,
that concludes 100+ possibilities.
i'm not psychic, i dont know what you really mean.
show some care or concern ?
even as a friend ?
as a best friend ?
oh well, i'm still here standing.
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