That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....
damn you battleon, because of you i cant bloody log in to play. and the whole day i have to be only on MSN, okays, wait, i sound pathetic. anyways, i'm freaking bored at this point of time, darryl has gone to sleep already, xavier is combating 10+ people on MSN, oh gosh, i wish i'm experiencing that now, because boredness can lead to crappyness. darryl promised to sing me a song tomorrow, darling you promised arhh. and karkheng is ignoring me too. okays, today is a bad day. the whole day listen to only one song - what hurts the most, rascal flatts.
it reminds me of my time with ryan, he always lsitened to this song too. but this time listening to me, makes me cry.. suddenyl feel so emotional, wth -.- ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. i told you i'm random. dear blog, i'm sorry you're the one to take it crappyness, other than darryl, who has endured my crappyness for 2 days already. bleahs, back so hurts, sat in front of the computer screen for 1 full day already, 11 in the morning till now, and still counting. muahahas.
feel like sleeping but then.. nevermind, shall not sleep until i wish karkheng a happy bdae (:
bleahs, now shall go cook some food to feed my groaning tummy, hahas, haven eaten much from the whole day.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OH KAR KHENG (:
wish you smile and be happy always <3
once again, happy birthday k0r ! you're one year older again !
your gf is on msn with you,
thanks for at least some time stopping to see if i did say anything.
i dont like smsing much,
my fingers hurts and i dont like it.
thats why i dont always reply you.
tell me, when my birthday ?
tell me, whats my favourite song ?
my birthday is 13 march.
my favourite song is no one by alicia keys.
tell me whats my favourite colour ?
its green, red, grey, white and blue.
in simple,
you dont really much know me that well.
take the initiative ?
i did.
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